
Yuna smiled faintly with every sentence spoken by Ivan. How does Ivan defend an Aaron now? What's Aaron's condition now that you're worried about? But Yuna wouldn't believe it that easily
"Let it be, I have nothing to do with him either!" yuna said trying to lie to her heart back who felt worried and longed for Aaron. But how he behaves, Aaron's actions to him are too intolerable Yuna, Aaron only think about his own pleasure during this time and if because of Yuna's decision now make Aaron frustrated, Aaron, it was appropriate as a punishment for the man, so Aaron felt what it felt like to be ignored and unwanted
"You are carrying Yuna's child! How can you say there's nothing to do with him, your baby needs a father figure in his life." ivan's stern speech made Yuna look at the man in disbelief that Ivan looked so wise and mature when he was as firm as he is now
"I know that you love Aaron, and that's why you rejected my feelings. So, stop lying and admit that you miss your ex-husband too." continued Ivan again when Yuna could only be silent.
"I love him, but that was it! Now my love has been given to others" Yuna said, rounding Ivan's eyes in surprise. What does Yuna mean is saving love for someone other than Aaron
"I love my giboloku who wears a mask.." Yuna's inner self describes her feelings now.
"Gigoloku... When I was waiting for Aaron's decision to divorce me, my love grew every day without knowing who the gigolo really was... In the past, my heart felt empty with the idea of making love in delusion. I never wanted to divide Aaron's heart with my teeth, but after knowing everything, it was empty without me knowing where the current was going to leave me stranded," yuna's inner screams were still not healed from her wounds
"You ignored my feelings for you and now say save feelings for others! Does that not sound selfish, then who is the other man?" Yuna gasped in Ivan's tone which was now far from soft. It was obvious that disappointment was reflected in her expression, but Yuna could not lie to herself that she did not have the same kind of love for Ivan. Yuna appreciated how Ivan had deliberately not tried to approach her all this time, but Yuna could see that Ivan was no longer too interested in her. Ivan has given up but the disappointment will still be there when you imagine you lose while struggling without you realizing there are others who have been prepared as winners without struggling to fight like you. That sounds unfair, doesn't it? But that's the way Ivan is experiencing now
"Sorry Ivan, but I__"
"Already! No need to continue, I already know the answer you want to say. Everyone has a choice and I have no right to force it! Now at least my feelings feel much better, and I hope you think of your son, Yuna!" cut Ivan with explanations and advice
After saying that Ivan turned around to leave from before Yuna. At least he has tried to help Aaron to melt Yuna's heart, even though he still failed. Aaron hasn't had enough to get his regrets and karma
After Ivan's departure, Yuna looked back at the sky that was beginning to be filled with cloudy clouds, it seemed like nature wanted to support her current mood. A sense of doubt mixed with longing. But what Yuna can do, she and Aaron are no longer in a relationship
"What am I supposed to do?" muttered Yuna was still staring at the sky where the flying birds were milling about, they might be rushing if only rain would soon fall from the cloudy clouds that filled the sky. Sometimes animals can be more sensitive to natural conditions than humans themselves. Yuna tried to smile at the winged creature began to make a noise and sounded noisily in the leaves of the trees that grew in Ivan's house
Slowly Yuna's hand touched her neck where there was a ring made into a pendulum necklace. It was her wedding ring to Aaron, a ring she had kept so well that Yuna knew it wasn't something real from what Aaron gave her. Yuna knew that the ring must have been her late-in-law's choice
"Sorry pa, Yuna must sell this ring and also leave here," muttered Yuna while tightly grasping the banded ring as if she felt heavy to do the idea in her head but there was no other way that occurred to her. Yuna still had to endure until she found a job and a place to settle down, it was impossible for her to continue hitching a ride for the rest of her life
It was time for Yuna to risk everything she had
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The footstep stepped uninspiredly towards the room that used to be the last place he looked at his wife. Aaron opens the room that was once a witness to his hot activities with Yuna as well as witnesses the unraveling of the identity of his gigola and the room that witnesses him losing his wife while still in his arms
"Yuna.." said Aaron softly, he missed the figure of the wife now, he was so missed, Aaron even nearly went crazy for the loss of the woman he had mentally hurt as well as the woman who had unknowingly taken his entire heart without a remnant
The step was again moved towards the bed and the eyes that were once sharp are now staring at me all the contents of the room as if remembering what had been passed in this room. Aaron walked slowly back down every object he could touch, some of Yuna's stuff was still there. His wife left with only a few pieces of clothing
There were not many fancy things that his wife had, because all Aaron could see were the books that Yuna had. Instead of branded goods, his wife even collected a variety of books with different references, it is not surprising that Yuna can be a teacher because of how much Yuna likes books
Aaron's hand moved down every book arranged lined up on the special shelf that Yuna had prepared. His wife's books are stored so neatly, and Aaron is sure that even dust will not have time to stick there because it is so good Yuna takes care of her books
Suddenly, Aaron's hand that had been going through the books stopped at one book that caught his attention, the book was neither thin nor thick, but what makes Aaron interested is that the book is tucked between two large books that are not arranged like the previous book arrangement as if the book was placed there originally
Aaron pulled the book from the crush of the book next to him and saw the cover and his eyes were made rounded staring at the book with a pink cover. It was the diary of Yuna, his wife. Aaron was silent, he never knew his wife had a diary and in fact Aaron did not know anything about Yuna, he never wanted to know and never tried to find out. But now Aaron misses the figure he doesn't know anything about, misses him a lot
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