Ghost emperor: chasing wife

Recollecting Yan Xie's Past

Yan Xie - :

Yan Xie never thought that someday, he could reach the seventh level of the sky so easily by the time he was twenty.

What else yan xie has achieved all those achievements in the past four years, can be said to be very short.

Does that mean there is hope for eternity??

To become a god??

Being a legend that only exists in books - books that Yan Xie had read ??.

Yan Xie's heart skipped a beat, why could his mind also have to get there.

The level of Deva he has not passed, there is just his thought.

So what is ?? so what if he can become immortal ?? What is so great about being a god?.

(For Su Ho to be a god to resurrect his dead lover)

(For Ye Qi Yue to be a god only to find the woman in the painting who had made her heart adrift)

But for Yan Xie for what??. Wouldn't he just feel lonely ?? by himself? should he look for an immortal lover as well? in all probability.

Without parents who used to love her, brothers and sisters who also once loved her, that affection, is not it long gone?, but Yan Xie misses them all a lot. Mother, she is very much, father, brother and sister without them make her sad.

But because what is all that missing???

All because of himself who left them.

Yan Xie himself released all of that.

Is it worth it to regret and miss now ??

For the love of Yan Xie releasing love, for the happiness of Yan Xie releasing happiness, ironic right??.

His results were even more unexpected, losing.

Love that is pursued fades, happiness that wants to be achieved never reaches the goal. only leaves it to deep disappointment.

Wasn't all the effort Yan Xie had put in in in vain ???

Yan Xie even remembered what he said back then.

For her I exist, for her I dare.

For her I fight, for her sake all I will do.

No matter who says I'm the queen of demons, I don't even care if people say I'm cruel.

As long as I can be your bride, as long as I can be by your side.

As long as you can be with you, as long as you get your love.

Wouldn't I, Yan xie be happy??. isn't this life going to mean much???. won't my heart be relieved ??.

That's what I was thinking at the time, because I turned a blind eye to everything that was going on around me.

Love really makes the blind, the weak can be strong, the strong can be weak, the smart can be stupid, the stupid can even be smart.

That's the effect of love when it starts poisoning you.

The antidote don't ask me, I just know it's hard to tell, only people who are in love know what the taste is and how the antidote is.

I'm just saying this so you know that love can be very simple or it can be very complicated, according to the conditions of the people who go through it because it's what about you??.

It's all up to you ok.

Back to reality.

"Huuuhhhh" Yan Xie sighed, what passed is not already passed?. We now no longer live in the past but live in the present because it is not now to let go??.

(really because of that now Yan Xie felt much more relieved, not because all his desires were achieved, but because Yan xie had enough to fight and willingly let go)

Yan Xie stood up, patting his clothes piled by the dried leaves that had fallen on the inflatable earlier.

Then straighten both hands to the top of the head shake his hips to the left to the right and then bow his head down steadily to the top, left and right, right, (gymnastics you know) after that flew back to his ancient home in the mountains of the moon.