Genius Child Mom Sita

21. Still Afraid of Falling in Love

still Afraid to Fall in Love

Rama was getting ready to visit Sita. He had brought some food, flowers, and toys for Kai.

"Huh…. Ready." Rama said in front of the mirror while looking at himself. This time Rama appeared in more relaxed clothes. Wearing black jeans and navy short shirt plus sports shoes. He came to visit on behalf of Rama not on behalf of Ceo JD Group.

Rama drove his car towards Sita's house. He's so excited. Along the way, he smiled while listening to a song.

You are so perfect, in my eyes you are so beautiful 

You made me will s'then adore you 

Every step of the way, I'm thinking about you 

I can't imagine my life without your love.

Don't leave me, you won't be able to face everything

Only with you I can

You are my blood

You are my heart…

You are my complete life

Oh my dear you are so

Perfectly….

Sometimes Rama would sing the song he heard. Perfect song from the musician Andra and The Backbone it makes Rama's smile more fluffy.

"Yes, this song can fit so well, it really represents my heart hehehe." He said on the sidelines of his driving activities. Unknowingly he had already turned towards Sita's house. He pulled his car over in front of the house.

"Assalamualaikum.." Rama said his greetings. His hands were full of presents so he could not knock on the door. There was no reply from inside Rama to say his greetings.

"Assynoltom…"

"Waalaikumsalam, rest." The voice of the little boy from inside the house. The boy opened the door.

" Uncle Rama. let's go in. Mommy there's uncle Rama.!!!" Kai was surprised to see the person who came was Rama, even he shouted to tell Sita that the one who came was Rama.

"Eh Rama, sorry for not being surprised. It was still beberes. Not yet neat about it." Said Sita coming from behind. Rama then handed over the things he had brought. Sita received with condolence but Kai was really very happy. Kai hugged Rama with affection.

"Thankyou Uncle, you are the best."

"You're welcome baby, are you happy ?"

"Yes Uncle I'm happy." 

Rama was so happy to see Kai so happy. Her memory goes back to the news about Dani Atmaja. Haaah, did they see the news yes, so mind gini, mind Rama.

"Mas Rama brought a lot of this. So not delicious. Next time, don't." Sita was very pleased with the gift that Rama brought.

"No, just calm down. This part is for welcome. Next time I'm here I won't bring a macem." Bela Rama's.

Next time. Oh yes Allaah does mas Rama plan to come here often, what he wants to do, muttered Sita in his heart.

Rama also rose and greeted bi Surti.

"Yes mom, just got here. Oh yeah don't call den mom bad. Call Rama."

Bi Surti thought for a moment and answered Rama, "Aunty calls him Mas aja. Let's be the same as Sita."

Rama smiled kindly hearing Bi Surti's reply. Bi Surti returned to the kitchen to continue his activities. 

"Oh yes Ta, is the time enough to beberes. Otherwise I'll have extra time for you."

"No. don't. Enough for this to stay a little bit more." Sita panics, if it really asks for additional time fear so talk later.

"Yes, here I help you."

Sita nodded resignedly, in fact she also needed manpower to do things that she could not do by herself such as installing lights, lifting cabinets and others. Honest with the arrival of Rama, Sita was very helped and the work was much lighter.

Kai was very happy to see the interaction of Rama and Sita. Kai always catches no unusual things from Rama. Kai was well aware of that when Rama suddenly smiled when he saw Sita. Or when Rama looked at Sita without blinking. "It seems I have the right candidate to be my daddy." Said Kai softly with his smirk smile.

"Allaahu akbar Allaahu Akbar." Adzan maghrib reverberated did not feel it had been an hour more they all together clean up the house.

"Yook all rest first then continue praying magrib." Said Bi Surti and immediately followed by the three people there.

Sita, Kai, and Rama head to the dining table. They sat there and drank the mineral water that was in the glass until the toilet.

"Alhamdulillaah" said the three together.

"Sorry, I'm sorry, so I'm following through." Sita really does feel bad.

"No need to hesitate, I'm sincere to his help." Rama said with a smile.

Kai who saw the interaction of Sita and Rama only gave a smile. She was glad her mommy seemed willing to accept a helping hand from a man. All this time Kai understood very well Sita was always cold with men and refused every man who wanted to help. Even at that time he had changed his own room lamp and fell down to be taken to a masseuse because of a sprain.

"Uncle, what do you want to pray magrib here in the mosque?" 

"As for Kai, but mending to the mosque."

"Ok yuk."

Rama moved from his seat he took Kai's hands to the mosque. Not to forget Rama said goodbye to Sita.

"Ta, Kai and I went to the mosque first."

Deg..deg.. deg. somehow Sita's heart skipped a beat hearing the bidding Rama wanted to pray in the mosque with Kai. He nodded without saying, afraid that his nervous voice would be heard. Somehow Kai was also very happy to be near Rama. During this time Kai never wanted to get close to the adult men who tried to get close to him. But with Rama as if there is a magnet that attracts Kai to be close and even act spoiled. After Rama and Kai came out, Sita held her chest with her hand to neutralize the pounding of her crazy heart.

"Ya Allaah, why can I deg-deg an gini denger mas Rama say goodbye to the mosque. What's wrong with my heart Rabb. Don't fall in love again, I'm still afraid of what's called love. I wasn't ready to accept love and love someone again after all that. I can't trust a man yet." Sita monologued and without feeling her tears had dripped down her cheeks. He rubbed it quickly so that bi Surti did not know. 

Sita was in an impediment so she was still at the dinner table to prepare dinner. Sita is determined not to fall in love easily. He does not want to feel the pain of being betrayed by love. His heart is not ready for it. His trauma was not yet fully healed. Even to fortify himself he became a person who was cold and closed to the species named male. But he cannot forbid Rama to come, because Kai seems happy with Rama nearby.

TBC. 

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