
...If mother is the lantern, then I am the candle. Take cover and take the fire from you every time it goes out....
...If mother is a leaf, then I am a little insect who takes refuge and eats from you....
...If mother is water, I'm just a fish that depends on you....
...But sometimes I realize. My life is just a burden. When adults want to be devoted to you? That's the only reason I'm alive now....
...If only God hadn't picked me up. I just hope that the hand of God has not wanted to pull me, from the embrace of your love. ...
Zeyan.
The little leg just got off his private taxi. Closing the door with a smile thanked his personal driver. Of course the police officer.
The sweet boy walked while occasionally jumping up and down, singing child songs. A calm and happy world for her. Happy days, but sometimes he is stunned. Blood flowed from his nose, his fingers trembling. Look for the nearest faucet to remove any traces of blood. But this time the leg was too weak.
"Mother..." Only one word remained when the body collapsed.
*
Slowly his eyes opened, his consciousness returned. This was common, his physical condition would slowly decline, as a result of his weakened endurance. The infusion needle is still attached to his small hand. Caecilia was there, crying for her. Stroking his little cheeks. It's a hospital, the smell of drugs that smell like a marker.
His body temperature was high, he had a fever again.
His eyes looked around, there was no one but Caecilia. They do not know yet, the inhabitants of the house do not know about the disease he suffered.
Her tears flowed, holding her mother's hand. If he did not exist, would anyone love a Caecilian like him? Can a Cecilia survive?
"I.. I'm sorry." she said smiling.
"Why apologize, you should be the one apologizing. Ze... Zeyan was supposed to get treatment with the best doctor. It's mom's fault, you don't have the money to take you to a hospital abroad. I'll borrow money, I hear the treatment there over-" Cecilia's sentence is interrupted.
The kid with the pale white face and the whitened lips just smiled, shook his head."My mother's way of life is probably just my father. If the marrow matches then--"
"So that's why you want me to go back with you?" Caecilia asked looking towards her son.
Zeyan nodded in confirming."I'm selfish, right?"
"Ti. is not a selfish mother. I will try to accept your father's heart. De.. That way he might be merciful risking his life, having surgery." Caecilia shed her tears, clenching her son's body tightly. Really scared of losing him. Not an innocent child, but an intelligent child who has always been his pride.
"I want to live longer..." Zeyan screams for the first time. It's as natural as a child. But that's the truth, if you can choose in the past life you want to live. But given no chance of his bones being crushed by being beaten, dozens of gunshot wounds plus his chest pierced by a samurai sword. He wanted to scream like this, still want to live.
This time God missed him too. Maybe as Zeyan himself would really be taken. If so becoming Zeyan was his last chance to guard the Cecilia.
The lady nodded."I.mom will approach your father. If you need to marry her, you will live, she will be willing to sacrifice for us" he said.
Sometimes it takes a place to lean. The little fingers caressed the face of Caecilia. Blonde with blue eyes, smile at her."I was mean to Mom. Can I be selfish this time?"
*
Something is different today. For some reason Cecilia came home early, then returned from work. The woman was already at home, but with no Zeyan present at all.
Make beef soup, and some other healthy foods. Smile at him."Baby, eat a lot. You must be healthy..."
What's the matter? Like having a heart attack. Her heart was beating fast, the woman who then filled her bowl using beef soup.
"Your relationship is progressing!" Mulyasari chuckles.
"Where is Zeyan, by the way?" jesseline asked her eyes looking around not finding the whereabouts of the little dedemit. Sorry, wrong means little angel.
"Zeyan stayed at our old neighbor's house. He said he was too happy to play." The reason why the Secilia tried to smile. Following his son's words, to keep a secret for a while about Zeyan's disease. Wh why? This family had not fully loved them yet, no one would agree if Fabian risked his life to save Zeyan. At least that's what he said, not wanting to take any risks. But if for the sake of his son he would do anything, including teasing Fabian.
Act as a good wife. Can that feeling grow back? His feelings for Veron who was erased due to the abuse he committed?
I don't know, but if Fabian is willing and able to save Zeyan's life, Caecilia will do anything including give her heart.
All of them were seen eating quietly, although they occasionally glanced at the table where Zeyan used to be. Who wouldn't miss that sweet boy?
Of course, except for Sesilia who did know her son was undergoing hospitalization. Leaving Zeyan to her trusted sister was her choice. A nun who has officially carried the title of her son's slave. It was certain that she was feeding Zeyan with plenty of food.
"You're handsome." Caecilian remarks to Fabian, making the young man cough. Drinking some water for a moment then shifted his gaze elsewhere.
"Te. thank you..." The young man held back his smile, slightly coughing trying to normalize his feelings.
"My friend when SMU just didn't get like this. Where's my cold-faced brother?" Jesseline's mumbling shook her head.
"So...when are you going to marry me?" The sentence from the successful Caecilian left everyone stunned. From a sudden rejection turned into an invitation to get married?
"Whose shaman are you wearing? I asked for a recommendation." Jesseline whispered to Fabian.
"You're not threatening the Cecilians anymore, are you?" Mulyasari tried to smile.
While Fabian did not listen to the sentences of the people around him. This is his dream. It was truly her dream from first meeting a Secilia in a flower shop. Have a family with him.
"I'll think about it later..." The answer from Fabian restrained his embarrassment. While Mulyasari clenched her forehead, sighing harshly understanding with all the decisions of her son.
"How could I have been played?" inner Caecilia was still with a smile on her face. A mother who will not give up even if it risks her pride. If you say frankly about Fabian's disease, this man with a high ego must immediately drive them away.
Snaring with marriage, that was the only way for Fabian to be willing to perform surgery. Like Zeyan's plan, if married, despite wanting to refuse, Fabian would not be able to if threatened to spread rumors in the media.
The caecilian sighed harshly."Can I stay in your room tonight?" A really beautiful face. His sensual remarks made Fabian almost want his nosebleed to taste. His heart wanted to come out of his body. It's a crazy thing!