GAVIN (MINDFULNESS)

WITHOUT YOU

At first Kenzei had thought all was just a dream, or a joke only Gavin. But unfortunately, until the morning before, the handsome face was still calm, his thick lips were silent without any intention of joking.

It got worse, ended in a coma. I don't know what happened, no one has intended to tell the real story.

There was only Kenzie himself, sitting next to the gurney holding the big fingers. Every now and then the bodyguard comes in to see how he is. Even his little feet had been paired with socks, his little body wrapped around a blanket, even his head covered with a hat.

Only the man in front of him had not shown any attention, not until when Kenzie waited.

"Vin, open his eyes. When you sleep alone, I am not invited. Usually look for a chance to sleep first, I'm not angry if you're happy." Lirih Kenzie, looked at that handsome face with a sad look.

Kenzie cried last night, his eyes were swollen and almost swollen. His limp body needed rest, but unfortunately, the manic couldn't be closed. Only tears were wetting her cheeks.

Moreover, no one knew of this incident, Kenzei ordered the bodyguard to shut up. Even her in-laws did not know of this problem, which was adding to the burden.

"Sorry miss, I'm talking."

Kenzie let out a long sigh, turning his gaze towards the bodyguard beside him. The middle-aged man who had been guarding him since, went back and forth to make sure the state of the two of them.

"Miss breakfast first, it's almost noon."

"Yes sir."

"Miss has to eat breakfast, young master can scold me if caught not taking good care of you."

Kenzie just chuckled, slowly releasing his grasp from the big fingers.

Just felt the name alive, now even a big storm came. After the incident Rian rejected him outright in the past, God presents someone in his life.

The handsome guy who took her to enjoy something Kenzie hasn't felt yet. Until trapped the charm of good looks that he has.

I love you too. Inner Kenzie.

If Gavin had not run away, Kenzie would have replied. I don't know why Gavin is stupid when it comes to saying that sentence.

"Miss don't daydream."

Kenzie simply nodded his head, received breakfast from the middle-aged man and enjoyed his breakfast by looking at the handsome face.

Depressing. Only then did their relationship improve, now it was more than a bad word. There was no sound coming out of those thick lips, no encouraging smile starting today.

"Miss need not worry, the doctor said the young master's physique was strong. We just need to pray, that the young master will come to his senses soon."

"Yes sir."

"Don't get dissolved in grief, until miss forgets the one above. There will be miracles, if you believe. I am not a religious man, but I have always believed in God. If there's time I always take the time to fold both hands."

Kenzie just nodded his head, putting down his breakfast that was still a lot left. It felt bland, Kenzie had no intention of continuing his breakfast.

"I'll excuse you, lady, if you need anything. I'm outside."

"Yes sir, thank you in advance."

The middle-aged man simply nodded his head, passing out of the patient room. Kenzie and Gavin.

Kenzie quickly folded his hands, closed his eyes tightly and predicted prayer in his heart. Kenzie almost forgot the one on top was so worried.

For some reason, wherever Kenzie steps, the people he meets always bring positive things in his life.

Starting from Mr. Harto and his wife, Ayu with his dark world, to the middle-aged man Erwin sir just now or his bodyguard.

It feels like Kenzie's life is complete, but it would be more perfect if Gavin was in it.

"Amen."

Kenzie let out a long sigh, smiling broadly at that handsome face. Slowly climb up the gurney, sleeping next to the burly body.

"You lied to me, Vin, I should have given you punishment in bed. But you're sleeping. You are so evil to know. It says love, where there is such love."

"How am I pregnant? Our kids didn't have Daddy. He said he couldn't wait to be Daddy, where Daddy's this weak."

Kenzie pursed his lips, no reply came out of those thick lips.

There was no point in getting angry, Gavin did not hear his chatter. Or Kenzie just hit him with his feather sandals, who knows Gavin immediately woke up from his sleep.

The black bead seemed reluctant to look at him, but usually always challenged and teased him.

"Why do I have to do it again, let you realize? Vin, answer dong."

Kenzie hit the small chest of the field, while putting her head dickered on her husband's neck inhaling deeply the distinctive scent of her husband.

If time could turn back, Kenzie would definitely stick with his stance. Not letting Gavin out of the house. But his name is also alive, there is no word too late at the beginning.

"I love you, Gavin Megantara." Kenzie's whisper is right in Gavin's ear, occasionally tasting his temple.

Perhaps if Gavin were conscious, a sweet smile would be etched beautifully into that thick lips. Rarely is Kenzie as sweet as this, usually just an angry cover awkward and shame that accumulates.

Embarrassed? Well, Kenzie has been awkward, and embarrassed to be in the room with Gavin. His heart skipped a beat, his tongue sometimes moaned just saying a sentence.

But due to his usual temper tantrum with Kenzo, it ends that fierce nature as well which Kenzie uses to mask his true nature. Fortunately, Gavin said, although sometimes Gavin's speech had a major impact on his heart health.

Rather than Kenzie talking to himself, it was better to sleep. Meet her husband in the dream.

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"Miss."

Kenzie frowned, slowly opening his manic and adjusting the dazzling light.

"Lunch on."

Kenzie just nodded his head, slowly rising from his place staring at that handsome face that was still loyal to his world.

With the weight of Kenzie's heart down from the top of the gurney, it sat back down to its original place.

"Doctor said, the young master's condition is getting better. It could be tomorrow, or the next day you realize."

Longtime. Inner Kenzie.

"Don't forget the lady's lunch, the lady and master's equipment while in the hospital is available. If the lady wants to eat something, the assistant is already home."

"Yes sir."

"I'll excuse you."

Kenzie simply nodded his head, without taking his gaze away from that handsome face. The doctor said tomorrow, or the next day. Can Kenzei last that long?

Just this second he almost died holding back the longing. No greetings, temptations, lewd speech, all the absurd behavior of her husband is not there for today. How about tomorrow?

Kenzie wasn't sure he could resist the longing. Within hours the two of them did not exchange jokes, Kenzie was almost dead.

"Ck, it turns out miss is sick. Who am I to say that I miss my husband. Where's the guy in plain sight, but it doesn't feel real."

Kenzie let out a long sigh, grabbed his lunchbox and spooned it into his mouth. Just like this morning, it felt so bad.

Mother, being the wife of a bad person. Tau gini Kenzei does not want to marry young. Not that Kenzie was happy, instead tormented. Inner Kenzie.

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