Galakku Secretary

Chapter 40. Expressions Feelings

Rena went downstairs in a hurry, “Hopefully not late,” her prayer. But alas, maybe God has not been on his side, the dining table is empty, clean with no one there.

“Eh Non Rena, find who?” ask the waiter who woke him up. “Which other to where? How come there's no? He said he was eating!” ask Rena back.

“Oh That handsome sir! Last ...one I saw out and the other one was in the backyard of this villa, it looks like another walk. If you want to eat, eat. Because they have eaten all the kok, he said the Queen is still down so they eat first!” obviously, then I say Non, tomorrow morning I will come again to make breakfast.” His pampit passed towards the back door.

Rena sighed, it looks like I'm going to spray Mr. Nathan again. May the one who goes it Mr. Nathan,” said Rena in heart.

After eating, Rena returned to the top of the room to pick up her cell phone left on the dresser. But only a few steps, he stopped when he heard the sound of baritone that he was very familiar.

“Where have you been?” nathan said, yes the baritone voice that Rena heard was Nathan.

“E-eh, anu sir, I fell asleep after cleaning my belongings,” replied Rena with a head down, she was very afraid of nagging Nathan.

“Oh...” replied Nathan flat, cold short and solid. Then go into his room.

Rena flabbergasted, “Only that? Wouldn't it normally be the length of the ends!” rena Gumam slowly. In the next second, Rena felt relieved, because today she will not be nagged for the third time like taking medicine 3 times a day.

Sound of his phone from outside, “My phone!” Rena said as she ran into her room.

“H-hello,” replied Rena with breath gasping for running earlier.

[Why with your breath? Where are you from? Have you arrived? Why don't you tell me, you know Rena, I'm really worried about you.]

Rena sighed before answering Rayyan's series of questions to her.

“Sorry, Mom. I fell asleep, this just finished eating and just wanted to tell Mas Rayyan, but the hunt Mas who first phone me.” Answer Rena who walked to the balcony of this villa while praying that her current lies are not counted Angels.

[Oh, I thought you were doing something. But thank goodness you're okay. Oh yeah, I have something to tell you, but ..].

“But, but what is Mas? Kok Mas kayak doubt so!” asked Rena who was curious about what Rayyan wanted to say to her.

[There's actually something I want to say, but maybe it's honesty that can make you hate me. But if I want to move forward, I think I should be honest with you about my past.]

“Last time?” inner Rena, “ what the past was like Mas!”

[Hopefully, later after you hear my explanation, you remain like this to me, you still accept me as I am today without judging the mistakes I have made, even if I did not intentionally.]

“Iya Mas, Rena will try it.” Rena replied even though in her heart was so curious about the truth that Rayyan would tell her.

[I'll say it when you're in City A. Soon I'll be back there, actually I'd love to see you there, but the doctor who took my place suddenly called if he had emergency surgery so I had to go home for my practice schedule tomorrow morning.]

[Alright, now you sleep, rest, tomorrow I'll call you back.]

Rena smiled when her phone connection died. “What a lucky woman who will be your wife later Mas,” said Rena while staring at the small stars scattered in the dark sky.

Without Rena realizing it, Nathan was already standing behind her. Yes, he heard when Rena praised Rayyan. Nathan cleared his throat to reduce his feelings which were somehow slightly hurt when the short-lived woman who was about to become his wife praised another man whose incident was the one he hated the most.

“Jeez, Mr Nathan!” Said Rena holding her chest. Since when are you here?” asked Rena who was unaware of Nathan's presence.

“New, only when you say that the woman who will be the wife of Doctor Rayyan is a lucky woman,” replied Nathan as he looked into Rena's eyes.

Rena who was stared at as being wrong, she did not want Nathan to misunderstand her.

“I mean—this is not what you think. Let me explain first,” said Rena who saw Nathan's sharp gaze on him.

“You know what I'm thinking? Don't you just always think about your beloved Doctor!! satir Nathan.

As Rena was about to speak, Nathan immediately cut off her words. “I think, you know your limits and I hope you can keep my good name, lest you make Momy's heart disappointed.” Said Nathan who wanted to get away from there, but quickly Rena hugged him from behind.

Silence, 1 second, 2 seconds, 3 seconds to 1 minute for no sound, only the sound of the wind roaring in the ear.

“I know you don't have any feelings for me, but can you be nice to me? Not much I asked for, not!” said Rena lirih. “mas Rayyan does offer me a heart that I can stop by in which so much affection and love will be poured out for me. But for some reason my heart is only attached to one man, a man who can never be achieved, a man who always hurt my feelings, a man who never saw me.” Said Rena who increasingly tightened her embrace. His chest rumbled markedly while holding back his cries so as not to break.

Rena was shocked when she felt her hand being held by Nathan. There was the sound of her heavy breathing, no matter how many times Rena heard it. Until the moment Nathan finally let out his voice.

“Sorry,” one word is enough to make tears that had been detained by Rena finally shed. Nathan turned his body around without letting go of Rena's embrace to him, Nathan lifted Rena's petite face and wiped away any traces of tears still left on Rena's smooth cheeks.

“I'm sorry. I'm not an expressive man, who can tell you all my feelings. I am me, this is how I am. Like you said, I was flat, cold and yes I admit that, all this time maybe I was wrong because I was insensitive to your feelings, never expressed my feelings to you, but honest. I've always seen you, I'm not as bad as you think.” Said Nathan who now returned Rena's embrace tighter than ever.

The embarrassed Rena, instantly turned her body to face the sky. His face turned red, he really hoped this was not a dream. How could a Nathan he knew speak softly like that, “Is this really not a dream? If it's a dream, please God not to wake up! Rena's prayer in the heart.

Nathan chuckled at Rena's embarrassed behavior. Nathan pulled Rena into his arms. Nathan's body is taller and larger than Rena's, making his body able to get into Nathan's arms deeper.

And in the end, they together looked at the scene of the night sky with a relieved heart.

Relieved because they have expressed their hearts.

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