Gadaian Lingga Wife

19.Stop Blaming Yourself

As Zian promised, after breakfast he invited Alin to surround their house.Alin was even very impatient to invite his older brother.

Zian seemed happy to see Alin who was always smiling and laughing coldly as if starting to fade when he had found his sister. Because all this time between Lingga, Zian, Andra and Jimmy just the attitude of Zian who is famous for being very cold towards women that he does not like is different when he sees Alin warm feelings just appear.

Now Alin's steps stopped in one of the rooms displayed a very large figura.

"Is this mama and papah sis?" ask Alin.

"Yes.this is brother and this is you." pointed at the photo.

"Right sister mamah is very similar to Alin" said Alin.

"you're just as beautiful as you are" Zian replied, directly embracing Alin's shoulder.

"Sister is also handsome as papah.but dear because Alin our family like this papah and mamah go so fast."Alin shed her tears.

"Stop blaming yourself.it's not your fault.those who hate our families are the ones who have to take responsibility" Zian said as he stared intently at the family figure.

"Sir.Why did Alin's kidnap get caught?" ask Alin.

"No. I've been trying but it's very difficult because of this incident when my sister was five years old."

"We must not be sad sis.so now come on..pointer her flower garden." Take Alin while removing the rest of her tears.

With Zian's hand drawn, Alin was very impatient to see the garden that was made specifically for him.

"Well, beautiful." said Alin while running small.

"How do you like it?" asked Zian while sitting on the garden chair.

"Like brother..Alin likes it."

"This afternoon my sister will take you to the grave of our parents and also grandmother."

"Yes brother...Alin is impatient."

Zian could only smile at Alin's spoiled manner.

"But ka..Alin was nervous."

"Not that you've done it in Singapore before."

"It's up to my brother."

Zian pinched Alin's nose this morning they spent jokingly laughing loosely without any burden.

Bu Sita who delivers drinks and snacks is happy to see her two children reunited.

The once empty house is quiet and also empty when it starts to look there is life.

In the afternoon Zian again invited Alin on a pilgrimage to eat their parents.

Two pusara inscribed with the names of Ananta Claudia and Hilman Nugraha are carved beautifully on the tombstone.The clean cemetery is neatly decorated with manicured green grass, Alin was sitting between the tombs of his parents and even his tears had broken at this time.

"I'm sorry Alin is a reward.because Alin you guys left so soon" Alin said in his speech.

Zian could only hold back the tears that were about to fall there was no way he could cry because Alin needed a strong backrest at the moment.

"Look at Alin mah pah ..are you happy to see brother Zian and Alin together."

"Alin.papah and mamah must be happy to see us." Gently rubbed Alin's hair.

"But all wrong Alin brother.kakak had been living alone without family, brother so suffered." Alin's crying became more and more.

Zian immediately hugged his beloved sister.

"Stop blaming yourself Kia.you are the one who suffers more even brother is very sad if you have to think about your fate whether you are still alive or not? are you eating well or not? sleep well or not? where do you live, comfortable or not? brother keeps thinking of you even brother mobilizes a lot of people to look for you.Sister is very dear to you Kia, You are the only family that you have at this time do not leave brother again Kia. Seeing you lying weak just brother almost crazy." Zian's final cry broke out he couldn't bear to hear the words coming out of his sister's mouth.

"I'm sorry Kia.I'm sorry Kia mah pah sak."

Zian still calms Alin who is still as hot as crying her pretty face looks reddened her eyes are also damp.

Towards magrib Zian invites Alin to go home.