Future In My Life's

families

arghhhh.

once the shadow reappears, the shadow where lost papa, mama, mama,

the shadow that kept coming to my mind where my mama lay covered in blood right in front of me, I do not know why the shadow continues to haunt me until now I am a 23-year-old adult the shadow always comes, I back sobbing while holding my legs, I buried my head between my legs, I hugged my body tightly, why did it reappear? I remember it so clearly in my mind....

my tears shed instantly, I cried in silence until I fell asleep sitting on my feet.

until the clock beside me rang which made me wake up I reached the clock on the nightstand I saw at 04:50, immediately I moved and carried out my duty, I took ablution and performed prayer,

I pray in silence

please give mama and papa happiness, peace there.

to Allah

I am grateful to live with Aunt Ana, whom I now call my mother, who has cared for me for the past 17 years, to support me without distinguishing me from her two children, not only are the mothers om Niko whom I now call papa as good as their mother is really a helper angel for me, they sent me to school, college, facilities, all of them are equally no difference, no difference, I was looked at by them like his son and so were my two brothers who treated me very well

who else if not Ellena and Ray's sister

I heard a knock on the door, while someone called me...Runa, honey, you're awake?

call mom across there..

yes mother.sahutku.

I opened the door and saw my mother standing with an apron still attached to her body..

mom, are you cooking? why not aruna, then,?

my tokyoo..

yes, you want to be ready to apply for work, mother does not have the heart to wake up, make help mother.

next time you wake up Aruna let Aruna help, I said scowling

yes - yes, the hunt for bathing ell was ready from earlier, surely now at the dining table..

huh.. I guessed it, the girl if the matter of food must never forget .

if not eat the main one is not the name ell ..

which makes us laugh...

already let's prepare later late. said mother.

ready mother, I said while kissing your cheek...

habit ...mom's speech

morning kiss.

15 Minutes later

I've finished preparing, I'm not the old type of person if bathing and dressing up, 15 I think is more than enough, different if the ell who takes a shower and dresses can be up to 50 minutes, so I think, ell is the type of person who is complicated about appearance but I only bodo time, no wonder if ell has dozens of ex, lebay? of course not because it is true that the girl has a million charms, people must think cheap ell, you are very wrong!, because ell is very picky and selective in choosing a boyfriend, he said, as a child until college we were not allowed to be free by papa , watched from afar with a bodyguard that was deliberately provided papa , although from a distance it was very disturbing, but how else was the absolute rule from papa, but now no longer, after graduating college we are allowed to not wear bodyguard anymore even with many rules from papa and mother.

after wearing a skirt suit under the knees, a white shirt and do not forget my ponytail hair, as well as the thin makeup that has always been my trademark .

the dining table has papa, mother and ell.

then where's Ray's brother? after me and Ell graduated, S2 brother Rey continued in America, papa and mama had told us S2, but we agreed not to continue S2, but we agreed not to continue S2, because of seeing the state of the company that is getting down.i love us brother Ray deliberately waiting for us to graduate to keep us , is not it so sweet? brother Rey is a loving, gentle, and caring figure, and silly and nosy behavior sometimes damage the perfect figure, but that's Rey's brother, Ray's brother who I and ell love

elle stared intensely at me...

whahuh? my tokyoo..

na you distinguish right, wear lipstick right?ask ell

with his face...

I am applying for work instead of applying for my husband, I said with pursed lips...

besides not make up aja beautiful let alone make up can I be proposed arrogant me...

who only avenged the lazy gaze of ell

mother and father just shook their heads to see our debate, it was common to see our childish behavior....

let's eat said papa...

after eating, he opened his voice....

where do you want to apply for work? ask papa

papa, told us to look for a better office, and not allow us to work in papa's office, because it's just not our basic in the industry, we just according to , what you said was probably best for us without asking any further...

if I see the neighborhood and the office pa. said ell sok sage.

aalllh, look at his boss's best, I said chimed in...

I already know the girl's brain, her brain is very easy to read...

runa spoke true likes.say ell with a furious look at me.

how not furious, can" ell lectured exhausted by papa ...

if working it must be the focus that is seen not the boss said papa quipped ell

yes pa , yes. pouting ell.

me and my mom just chuckled at ell

we also paid first...

to papa and mother, the same runa ell, leave yes prayer'in let me receive my words and ell while kissing the hands of mama and papa..

heart heart. said mama kissed my forehead and ell took turns..

dahhh pa, ma said me and ell while kissing both cheeks mama and papa..

we also passed...