From My Husband

Chapter 27 White envelopes

The night is getting late clouds that throughout the day feel damming the water has now fallen, heavy rain feels gripping some lightning is also earthy.

Bastian takes Grace home, upon arrival until Grace forbids him from entering, he does not want his father and brother to misunderstand the problems that exist in him.

"Until here, you don't have to come in. Thank you for today and sorry I shouldn't have overdone it, I didn't justify what I did. "

"You're not wrong, it's my fault for pulling you in my arms. "

"And I think we should keep our distance, however I'm not officially divorced. If this continues I feel not much different from Sarah. After this don't meet me personally. "

"Alright if that's what you want I won't force my will. But my feelings for you are true. I'm really serious about you. "

"I can't answer that yet, I still have to try to heal my wounds. "

"And I will help you heal that wound. " Bastian looked closely at Grace's eyes under the lights in the car.

"All right, I'm going down now. "

"Grace, I'll let you know when I get home. "

Mr. Tejo came with an umbrella knocking on the window of the car, suspecting that there was a long stop in front of the gate. Grace who immediately opened the door a little made Mr. Tejo shocked and split his umbrella to his employer.

"Sir, don't tell my father or brother that I've been taken by someone, if they ask, just answer me to take a taxi home. "

"But the madam's car? "

"Later there will be people who deliver, Mr. Tejo will directly deliver to the garage. "

"Nyeah. "

Bastian seemed to be waving parting hands and smiling and his face was seen under the light of the light of the lamp a little sad different from usual.

***

Grace walks towards her room, as she passes by her father's room she accidentally sees Mr. Amor's room light still on.

Grace knocked on the door to make sure her father was asleep.

"Who? " The voice of Mr. Amor is still awake.

"It's me dad, can I come in? "

"Yes enter. "

Mr. Amor was sitting on the bed with his hands holding a memory album. There was a trace of water dripping from his eyes that he had removed so that his daughter would not see that she was sad.

"Dad not asleep? It's almost 11 p.m. " Grace stroked the back of her father's hand.

Mr. Amor gave the album to Grace.

Grace receives the album and sees a picture of her late mother as a young child.

"Your mother used to be a woman who was very coveted by men, from ordinary people to the children of officials at that time. Until finally a nerdy father can be so lucky to get a girl like him. Until finally your mother gave birth to Noah and you, my life was complete at that time. If Elena were alive right now, maybe your life and Noah would be organized with her help. "

A clear thread dripped down at the end of Mr. Amor's eyes. The sound of rain and lightning is like the destruction of the silence of the night.

"Dad, fate no one knows. The Creator has given us our destiny before we are born, only we can accept it or give up. My divorce is not the end of my life. You don't have to feel guilty. And Noah chose to accept his fate too if indeed my best friend Mega became his companion. "

"If you reject Mega because she's a widow, then what about me your daughter who's about to become a widow. Aren't you going to abuse me anymore? What if my next soul mate has parents who don't approve of me because I'm a widow? Do you want me to be treated like that? "

"I'm sorry, son, my father's mind is too narrow. I shouldn't think like old people. " Mister Amor grabbed Grace's shoulder and hugged her.

"Father must believe if we do good, then good karma will also follow us. And vice versa well. "

Mr. Amor took off his embrace and wiped away the tears that condensed in his reading glasses.

"It's getting late, I wash my face first before going to bed. "

Grace passes by leaving her father, and makes sure the room lights are turned off.

The night was getting colder and the rain was still pouring down. Grace cleaned herself up before she dropped to her bed. As he was about to lie down suddenly his face trembled.

Bastian Ceo M farma [i just got home. Have you slept? ]

[Be rested, I'll sleep too. ] Grace tried to retaliate neutrally and did not expect the conversation to continue. And bastian replied to her message with a respectful police emoticon, which was enough to make Grace pull the corner of her lips.

When she put the note in the drawer, Grace saw the white envelope that Tia found this morning. Grace took it, opened it and started reading it. Letter in the name of Mr. Darwys Agapius and diagnostics listed Necrozoospermia ± Teratozoospermia ±. Grace was stunned she understood the medical language listed in the letter.Himself finally remembered when he had brought a sample ******* her husband to the lab at a fertility clinic. But I don't know what was busy at that time until he forgot to read the test results. He then took his salary and tried to ask the obstetrician at his father's hospital to confirm the truth.

"Hello Dr.Wanty are you home yet? "

"Not yet, I'll be home in the middle of the night. Grace's? "

"You ask about the diagnosis of Necrozoospermia plus, and Teratozoospermia plus. "

"Oh yes well, Necrozoospermia is one of the causes of male infertility, where the spe*ma cells in the semen die so they can not move. Unfortunately the percentage of cases is still minimal so further research is needed to find out the causes and how to follow up on the condition of necrozoospermia.

If.

Teratoozoospermia is a condition when the form of spe*ma that comes out is not normal resulting in a decrease in the motion of spe*ma and lead to failure to enter the egg. The abnormality is usually due to the number of heads or tails spe*ma numbering more than one. To date, there is no specific way to treat teratozoospermia. But sufferers of this disorder are advised to run a healthier lifestyle.

If the diagnosis is like that, it is likely that the cell sepe**ma produced is not perfect and in a dead condition. "

Grace took a deep breath and closed her eyes until the sound of rain could no longer be heard. A forgotten reality is now open before the eyes. His body shook so much that his body fell and died. Now he buried his head and stared blankly at the ceiling.

"During this time I'm always blamed for not being able to get pregnant, I feel my uterus is wrong, even I feel myself is not worthy of being called a woman, always I am the one to blame for not being able to get pregnant. I close my ears to people who make bad comments about me. God answers all my senses. I should never have been blamed. "