Friendships
19
Fourth day..
It's been 4 days since Arra hasn't seen Shendy. It has been 4 days also Arra prefers to be alone. Do not want to be disturbed, do not want to play with nor do they want to talk. Even when his 4th friend invited him to talk, Arra just kept quiet and replied only if he wanted to. It was only with Hmm, iyh, and not only. It's really not like Arra.
As her friends say Arra without Shendy is a creepy void. Arra without Shendy is like a pen without ink. Meanless. Blank. And meaningless. How sad!
Like today, the library that should be a place to read millions of books, has now changed into a place to daydream for a Missya Ratna Farradibha.
Sitting alone, staring out the window, with one hand propping up his chin and another hand opening sheet after sheet of paper in the book in front of him without bothering to read the book.
Arra's hand stopped, not because Arra was tired. But because there was a hand holding his hand to move. Arra looked at the person's hand for a moment before he pulled his hand and pushed the book in front of the person Arra already knew who it was.
“Ra.” Arra looked at sewot.
“Okay, Yes!”
“ Lo why?” Arra hush. Shift your eyes in the other direction. He was reluctant to look at the person sitting next to him.
“Sya.” Arra brushed the man's hand from his hand not forgetting to give a sharp look full of hostility to the person who always tried to stay away.
“Lo why the hell Sya. Pas gwe deketin lo ngejalan, pas gwe call lo with the call Arra lo sewot. And just as the gwe held your hand, you got angry. While Shendy's pas ngelakuin all that even more, you are mediocre? Why the same gwe?”The guy started to let out his complaints, making Arra roll his eyes panted.
“Lo ask why?” The guy nodded.
“Because gwe hate and disgust alike Lo... Reno Mandiar!!” Reno fell silent.
“Lo hated gwe, just because of that time? Heh funny lo. You realize not even Shendy doing more than the gwe lakin? And you don't hate Shendy in the least?!” Reno did not accept Arra's words.
“Hah...Haha!... “ Arra laughing serkastik.
“Lo call yourself the same Shendy who is clearly different and never the same! Think on! What inget do you want to do the same gwe at that time?!” Arra said half-stomping, he still knows where he is. Reno turned her gaze for a moment before staring back at Arra who was sitting beside her right.
“ Never call you the same Shendy that is clearly different!” Cut Arra fast before Reno speaks his words.
“And now! Stay fucking away from me! Reno Mandiar!” Arra exclaimed in a low tone but the fiber would be a warning. Then left Reno who was still silent on the spot.
“Ahhhkhhhhh!!” Reno exclaimed loudly, shuffling her hair in frustration, regardless of the gazes around her.
“What?!” Reno shouted back at the few people who were staring at her because she was shouting loudly in the library.
The guy again ruffled his hair, even pulling his hair in annoyance, before leaving in annoyance and bumping into a few chairs made all the eyes in the library could only shake their heads cluelessly while exclaiming inwardly.
You crazy guy!
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Fifth day..
Arra ready. Since it was Sunday, Arra decided to take a walk to the park. The park where Arra failed to win from Shendy's challenge, which made Arra have to be willing to walk from the parking lot to class for one week. Although more precisely only one day, it was also because of the kindness of Shendy who did not have the heart to see Arra's capean.
Arra sits himself on a park bench the same place as when Arra came with Shendy at the time.
Arra drifts in his daydream. Now Arra knew with Shendy who drained the time it turned out to be the actual opium attached to the heart. Without feeling tears just dripping from Arra's eyes.
Arra kangen Shendy's.
“Nih “ A handkerchief is outstretched right next to Arra's face.
Arra looked up to see who the person who had reached out the handkerchief to him was. Arra snorted slightly as he looked at who was holding out a handkerchief towards him.
Oh my God why does he have to be again? Is that the world that narrow?
“No need.” Arra said the sekaptist.
Sergio put his shoulder indifferently, put his handkerchief back to me hoddie before sitting himself beside Arra, Arra could not accept but Sergio did not care. Arra came back cute, opened his bag and looked for the tissue he used to carry.
Arra forgot to bring tissue... Ahh annoying!
With a slight annoyance Arra wiped his tears roughly using the back of his hand. Unexpectedly, Sergio quickly pulled both hands of Arra the girl was using to wipe her tears with one hand, and one free hand Sergio took the handkerchief he had given to Arra from his pocket, and rubbed the tears of the girl beside him gently. Arra's gaze was locked on Sergio's face which was only a few feet away from his face.
The handsome... but still Shendy's handsome!
Arra blinked, pushing Sergio's chest away.
“Aaan the hell lo?!” Arra said sewot.
“Sorry.” Sergio feels bad. But secretly smiling happily, seeing Arra who slightly blushed.
“Kalo lo need a backrest. Empty gwe shoulder make lo.” Arra was silent not to care what the guy next to him said. It doesn't matter!
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Day six..
A cold night does not make a Misya Ratna Farradibha shiver and enter into a blanket that may seem tempting when viewed from the point of view of others. Arra was silent, staring at the stars flashing beautifully from the balcony with Shendy's guitar that the boy had left in his room.
The guitar that was originally beside Arra is now in the hands of the girl. The guitar strings slowly he picked up, creating a tone that sounded sad full of longing. Arra breathed his breath before singing a song from a singer that fits his mood.
“Ku...
You here....
Treating longing ruai..” Arra began singing with his hands that did not stop strumming the guitar strings creating the tone of the song.
“In silence....
I myself lament....
Feelings that are not heard....
Helpless.self when in between....
Even if it's just your shadow..” Arra took a pause.
“Your smile....
What is beautiful is like an opium I want to see even from afar....
Now I realize all only my dream that fantasizes will be with you..”.
Jrengjeong..
Arra ended his singing. He held Shendy's guitar tightly together as if it was his owner.
Other place but at the same time. A guy sits on the porch of a house with an old building, but still wrapped in beautiful words while looking at the stars with the guitar he just played with the song Halu the guy sang.
“Shendy Kangen Arra.”
“Arra kangen Shendy.”
Say the two together even in different places.
-*-
The clock has set at 9 but the girl in the red nightshirt is still rolling with a blanket, reluctant to wake up even though he should have been in class listening to the Teachers who explained the material or not, because today's schedule for the appointment of a new Osis that will replace him and other Osis Members is also Shendy.
He's Arra who still refuses to get out of his bed despite a step. It feels very lazy, even to go down to enjoy the cuisine of the Mama who smells very lezaatt too late limits it. Arra has no appetite, doesn't want to go to school, and doesn't want to go out of the room. Arra is sad, Arra is empty, Arra is confused, Arra does not understand.
Ahh Arra wants to die!!!
Tok tok...
Arra's room door was knocked. Arra was silent. Lazy even just to recite even when the call heard from outside the door of his room was echoing until his ears were covered with pillows.
“Honey, this is Papah!” Sunjaya's voice sounded up Arra's eardrum, but the owner of the eardrum was reluctant to reply, the goods se-iya.
“Papah log in?” Sunjaya opened the door of the pure room just slowly, approaching the Princess who was still comfortable on the soft mattress.
“Honey, You don't want breakfast Nak?” Sunjaya settled himself next to the Princess.
“Males Pah.” Arra finally replied even with a small voice. It's almost inaudible.
“Lohh, don't dong Arra. Arra has to eat, if not eat will hurt. Arra wants to get sick?” Arra shook his head, between the pillows that wrapped his head.
“Yah let's eat first.” Arra nodded.
“Papah first time, Arra want to wash your face first.” Sunjaya smiled, nodded before then leaving after stroking the beautiful mane of the Princess who was still tangled.
Arra walked gontai towards the bathroom. Wash your face and brush your teeth. Before heading down to the dining table.
“Ahh kesel, why is Arra rich in gini? Is Arra the same as Shendy?” Arra shakes. Get out of the bathroom to have breakfast with Papah Mamahnya. He must eat and fight his appetite. Arra doesn't want to get sick! Sickness is bother, pain is pain. The pain is nyebelin. And Arra doesn't like that!
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