
Ever since Angga, Rania and her brother came home, Zia asked her mother to rest. Mother fell asleep due to the influence of drugs and because her condition was still weak.
Zia went out to the balcony, where she could see around the hospital and then the team of doctors, nurses and patient families. Then he let out a long sigh and pulled her back inside. Repeated several times until the feeling of tightness in his chest decreases.
It felt like his mind was dead-end, confused, where he would get a lot of money for his mother's medical expenses. While the rent money also had to be paid, the cost of daily necessities also had to think for himself since his father died. Not to mention his sister's school fees, graduation fees and fees if he wants to enter university.
Indeed Angga promises to help his tuition fees but it is impossible that he charges everything to Angga.
During taking care of the mother in the hospital and will face the final exam, she has also comforted her students and asked permission to temporarily not work in loundry. Clearly now he has no income.
The money left is only money for the death of the father from friends, neighbors, and colleagues who work with Dad. All will run out to meet daily needs.
Because tired of thinking and never able to get out of his problem finally Zia fell asleep in a chair on the balcony of the hospital. For some time he slept there, he did not realize there was a handsome man sitting in front of him and could not be seen his tired face.
The man was none other than Angga, Angga wiguna his lover returned to the hospital because when he was going home he forgot to give his personal ATM card so that it could be used by Zia when he needed it. Along the way home he also thought the same thing that Zia had thought about earlier.
Because of worry about thinking about her lover, she immediately chose to turn back the direction of her car back to the hospital, it turns out that after until she did not find her lover there again. Then he went to the balcony and found her asleep.
Angga did not have the heart to wake his lover, he took off the jacket he wore and then slipped into the body of his lover because the wind was quite strong blowing on the balcony of the hospital.
For a while he continued to notice the tired look on his lover's face. Ayu's usually feisty, cheerful face, which is able to save the story of bitterness of his life now looks tired, pale, and many strokes of sadness there. I don't feel any tears in the corner of his eyes.
Angga was now unable to look at her anymore, she was afraid that Zia would wake up and see her crying. He also intends to stand away to normalize his feelings again.
When he had already turned around about to step away suddenly a soft hand pulled his arm. For a moment Angga was silent and hurriedly rubbed the rest of his tears then turned his body while trying to smile sweetly at his lover.
"You've been here a long time?", asked Zia.
"Why not wake me up who, and why did you come back, was there anything left behind?"
"I can't bear to wake you up who, you must be so tired that you fall asleep here, is there really something left."
"Oh then let's go look in mom's nursery, who knows if there's still that stuff in there."
Zia stood up and pulled Angga's arm intending to invite her back to her mother's ward.
"Where are you going? what's left is not there."
"Then where?", look at Zia's wonder to Angga. Angga again invited him to sit down and replied,
"Stay here."
Zia also turned her eyeballs there and here trying to find what goods Angga meant, he found nothing but Angga's jacket that he was holding.
"Oooh, I mean this dear", while lifting up the Angga's jacket. "But the jacket can be here, I didn't bring it", with his innocent face he kept staring at Angga.
Angga smiled amusedly at the behavior of his lover. He shook his head and said, Yes really left here but not this jacket. Zia also looked at Angga in wonder and was getting more confused.
" iiihhhhhh, don't dong yang, ntar if my nose is dislodged how? I'm so ugly, but baby don't want to be with me anymore and find another girl."
"Sssstttt", Angga placed his index finger into Zia's mouth so that she would not continue her speech.
"You can never say that again, yes", Angga said seriously.
"I will never leave you, even if you are ugly, old, I will never leave you. Whatever happens to you, I will still love and love you."
Zia was moved and shed tears, she returned the tight grip of Angga's hand and said,
"I will love and love you forever. I'm a very lucky woman to get so much love from you."
The two looked at each other to express their love through the eyes that deeper into their hearts.
They are still the same know to keep from crossing the boundaries that religion does not allow for two people who are not muhrim, he said, although the actual hand grip and eye view of the opposite sex is not muhrim it is also illegal law.
Zia broke the silence with her words. "Oh yeah who, he said earlier wanted to find the items left here, let's search now before we go back to the mother's room."
"You really don't know what I have left here?", Zia shook her head.
"My heart, my heart, is left here. You have taken my heart. When I am away from you I am always restless, restless and longing. I can't wait to quickly justify you who, in order to continue to be by your side. With you I feel calm and happy."
It turned out that what Angga felt was the same as what Zia felt. When he was near Angga he felt safe, calm and happy to forget the problems of his life.
Then Angga took out his wallet from his pants pocket, he took out an ATM card and handed it to Zia.
"Take this ATM card, use it for your needs, the PIN is your date of birth. It's the rest of the allowance I've saved since I left the house and stayed alone in the apartment. I've learned to skimp since I lived alone, especially since I knew you."
"Actually this is the savings that I will one day give to you as additional capital for you to open your own business. But now you need it more, capital problems later we think again how to get it. I'll work hard to collect it again later."
"The amount is not much, but God willing is enough for the cost of the mother's hospital and your needs for the next few months."
Zia was unable to speak only tears flowing profusely fell down her cheeks, while grasping the ATM card that Angga gave her she continued to cry.
Angga's feelings and thoughts now seem to have fused with Zia's mind, He can feel the distress, pain, weight of life that is very heavy felt by his lover.
After the sobs of Zia subsided, he ventured to return the ATM card to Angga. He was ashamed to continue to receive the kindness of Angga.
"I'm sorry, I can't take this. I'm ashamed you're too good with me, you've always been the one giving while I, there's nothing I can give you that."
"You've given me more, more than the money I gave you. You have given me love, taught me life lessons, opened my eyes that treasures cannot guarantee we can get true happiness. Treasure is just a bonus given by God, only love and gratitude can make us closer to God who will give happiness to the world and the hereafter.
Use that money, that the treasure I have may be more blessed and bring happiness to all of us."