
prov sely's
"well" pengulu sir
"well" the witnesses simultaneously replied with a compact head of mangosteen
"Alhamdulillah.." continued pengupulu sir and continued with a prayer read with wisdom in my wedding.
with tears in my eyes and a feeling of gratitude I chanted a prayer from my lips
although my marriage to my chosen man was only held in the local KUA building
it does not diminish my gratitude
yes my marriage to Sutikna my schoolmate during the white gray period has been held simply all for the mutual decision between my two families
my father did not openly oppose nor did he give his blessing clearly
this choice we took on the basis that my father did not want to see me hard after marriage
it could have been my father hosting a lavish party but considering my husband Sutikna has not had a fixed and decent place to live according to my parents so all the funds that should have been for my wedding costs were diverted to the purchase land and will be built a dwelling for my small family later shelter
after the wedding in KUA went well while I stayed with my in-laws, Sutikna's mother-in-law
so if I am going to take computer lessons now leaving will be delivered by my husband because exactly my husband works in the direction of where I study
"sad you're ready yet?" ask my husband
"yes in a moment" I said from inside the room
it's actually been an hour I've been preparing but her name is one hour preparation woman is one minute
while according to the point of view of men waiting for an hour the woman dressed up is like a Sunday
"sad I'm ready, which mother?" I was surprised because the living room looked quiet, in the dining room was not there
"mother to the field, I'm late for work" my husband said with a sour face
"hayo" I replied casually
on the way my mind again glanced at the events that had passed
my memory is in the words of my father where I first introduced Sutikna to my father
-- flashbackon ----
that afternoon on the porch
"dad sely want permission" I said stuck with the heart beating erratically
"hmm what permission is sely" replied the father in his stern voice
"hmm anu that hmm Dad janga angry yes" I said timidly
"hmm" only Deheman could be heard in my ear
by still bowing and playing the tip of my headscarf I also ventured to convey my heart
"later tonight there's a sely friend who wants to play, is it okay?" I keep on with anxiety and fear
because my father was a very strict and strict person in educating his son
at the age of me who entered the age of almost two heads in the send time two years again I have never felt diapelin slang of the teenagers in my growing era
"friend" replied father flatly
with a glare that my father spoke firmly
"please"
my father's short answer made me confused
didn't I miss hearing Dad's short answer made me flowery
without asking for the second time I also thanked my father and said goodbye to tell my friend, actually the friend I meant was ka Sutikna
by capitalizing on his faith and love he wants to convey his good intentions for our relationship in the future
nightfall
without much drama Sutikna was welcomed by my mother and my father's cold attitude
amid the tension
"Father with sincere intentions and permission and blessing from my Father wants to invite the son of the Father" straightforwardly Sutikna asked me to my parents
"you and Sely have decided this before" asked the father with full investigation and emphasis in each word
"yes sir, but we still need permission and blessing from the father so that the steps we take are more blessed" santak Sutikna answered the father's question
I who had blushed embarrassed just nodded my head and silently prayed that our blessing could be from father and mother
"after marriage, where will my son live?" father Monohok right in my heart
the reason is that I understand very well the situation of Sutikna and her mother
the house is still hitchhiking in the house of the boss who has a field in the village
surely if we were married it would be certain that I would follow where my husband's feet would go
"while we will stay with my mother sir in our house, but I promise to immediately find a contract so that we can occupy a more decent house" replied Sutikna steady
"marry" replied Dad briefly
I can't believe without much of my father's cold, hard drama, it gives me my blessing steadily
in the midst of my shock
"marry at the local KUA, the funds you have build your dream home, I don't want the jewel of your only heart." father's sentence stopped and with a sigh of affirmation.
"just get married and build your dream house" he got up from his seat and went straight to the room
silence occurred in the room that initially there was my brother suitkna and my parents a second later the atmosphere became very cold
"your father's son was just a little shocked for sure he didn't hurt his little heart jewel to become a girl who is ready to marry" she said gently to me
"father thank you I make sure it will not disappoint mother and father" said Sak Sutikna with teary eyes looks seriousness and sincerity from the look of his eyes
after suitkna came home
mom came to me in the room
"nakk sely beautiful mother's daughter listen son, your father looks hard from the outside actually his heart is very soft" explained the mother to me
"your father was afraid to let you go, afraid you fell into the wrong hands, that man was a priest in the household, a captain in a ship" she said
"he is the determinant of the direction of your ship, you as a companion must be alert if your behavior starts misguided son" continued the full mother of policy
I just listen to every word and message from my mother
I'm sure it's been behind all of dad's attitude all along
I never wanted my son to be hurt and feel deprived
I really love you so much I want to feel like I'm running and hugging you right now
"the son of a message father who he can not convey directly yes it's a father who loves you very much even though he did not say it all was proven by action" while thrusting a brown map and listed there with large letters and the logo of Garuda bird
"this is a land certificate that your father has prepared from afar if this time comes"
"keep this for yourself first, don't you tell anyone, someday you'll find out why you asked for this" the mother caressed me in my head gently
to my astonishment I accepted the gift of mother and father
don't forget I hugged my mother who held me for nine months and nursed me for two years
with tears rolling down her shoulders
I felt my body just as I shook like a typical person crying
--- flashback off -----
"dek dear sely sely" Sutikna's voice resuscitated me from daydreaming
"hahahaha you want the bike to go where else, this has arrived dear" said Sutikna turned to me by staying on the bike and hands on the bike
"aaa what has arrived hehehe" with a cry I widened the eyes of the article we have reached the gate of the building where I will study
"want to go down what's in the work force" sis Sutikna teased me
"iiihhh when I come to work is not cool ahh, already mas I set out first yes" I gushed my husband's hand kissed with reverence and ran small leaving him in the front yard of the gate
"sad, dear, someone forgot" cried Sutikna made all the eyes on the gate and pedestrians turn at the same time
"that's it" pointed Sutikna to his head
the astonished me could only shrug my shoulders without being confused
"what" I asked with lips moving and did not make a sound of fear would be a matter of attention just like my husband who shouted earlier
I touched my head and it turned out
aahhhh how shameful I am that helmet still perched sweetly wrapped around my head
I was hastily removed and returned to my beloved husband
accompanied by the laughter of my husband and the movement of his hands that ruffled my head
"ahhh mas my hijab will get tangled" my sulk with pouty lips
"iiihhh beautiful mas" towel Sutikna's index finger to the tip of my nose
I turned my crab-like face away and grabbed a real red hue printed on both of my cheeks
ahhh newlyweds still feel shy to act romantic and treated sweetly by their own husband
I used the break to visit Luna in her class
after my marriage and I decided to live with my husband in my husband's village, the distance to where we were tutoring computers was closer than the distance from my parents' house, automatically make me and Luna not be driving partners anymore alias to go alone
I didn't see Luna in her class
my mind wonders usually the break hours will Luna use to learn the next material in the class
because Luna very rarely likes to leave class or waste time with things that are not clear
like paying attention to the opposite sex which is again popular where we draw this knowledge
yes listen - with a popular man who entered the place where we studied this
"session's sorry to ask you to see Luna's not"
I asked one of the students I knew because he was sitting late next to Luna
"kak sely yes, not my brother has not entered two days" replied the session gave an explanation to me
"ohhhh that, ok thank you" I replied
in my heart raging worry why Luna did not enter the class whether he did not have a vehicle or what
ahhh that kid worries me so much
I took a flat object in my sling bag and squeezed a number of numbers
tuttt tuttt tuttt
that's the only sound that's heard in my ear
I'm not desperate to try to call Luna's number several times
until the call to my four phones was lifted
"hello" the voice of a man from a phone call there answered my phone a little much I memorized with the voice of the man must be the father of Luna's aides who raised my phone
but why isn't Luna picking up my inner phone
did Luna get sick what was missing
I'm getting worried about Luna
although she is not my sister or we do not have blood ties but to me Luna is like my sister because her attitude and nature make me very comfortable and connect our slang frequency
"hello assalamualaikum sir, sorry lunanya there" I asked politely
"hello nak sely Luna was delivering a macaroni order hpnya left at home" replied the father of the father aksan from Luna
"oh that sir sely want to ask you may" timidly inevitably I have to find answers from my curiosity
"can you do" asked my aide back to me
"hmm gini sir, Luna has not been in tutoring for two days whether Luna is sick" I asked sincerely
"Luna did not hurt, son, our only motorbike entered the workshop while waiting to be repaired so Luna had a holiday first until the motorbike so" obviously and bright father aksan to me who was confused and worried about Luna
"ohh so hmm say my regards to Luna yes sir" I asked
"iya nak sely" replied from ajan's father there
after calling Luna and given an answer by my father aksan my heart was a little calm although now there are other concerns about the vehicle for Luna to where we are studying
ahh I have an idea to let me call again and discuss it with Luna
may my good intentions be accepted
with a feeling of relief and plong I set foot into my classroom and began to open the subject matter for the next hour
it has become my habit
habits transmitted by Luna
sweet girl who is tough and tenacious
that's my assessment of Luna
behind its simplicity and simplicity lies a struggle that not many people know
for the sake of education for the sake of dreams and for the sake of both dear parents
sometimes the road to the tutoring place or heading home we use to exchange ideas just to tell stories about the struggle of life and beautiful dreams that require extra hard work to make it happen
I understand because neither Luna nor I was born to a family of Sultan or wealthy who have money not beaming like the word sangkat a lot of money almost confused how to spend the money in what other ways
whereas we are confused to have to scavenge the windfall in any way
although sweating and often interspersed with abuse and bullying of mothers and neighbors and relatives did not discourage my intentions and Luna in seeking fortune and knowledge
although I can still be said to be more in terms of economy than the Luna family
it didn't make our relationship awkward and awkward
there are so many things dancing in my brain
if the word Luna is inputted in there must be a lot of vocabulary that describes the word Luna and the figure of the sweet girl
aahhh if I had an older brother, I would ask my mother and father to propose Luna to be my family or sister-in-law
we are very compact in any case and in any case, Luna is very much the same frequency as me
it's not just me with my mom that Luna is very close
not infrequently my mother told me about Luna or just asked about things related to Luna
though the distance between the mother's house and luna is not so far away
I suddenly remembered a funny thing we had experienced in Sutikna's workshop where clearly and happily twinkle Luna prayed for us to be friends but got married and expressed her heart that Luna I really hope to be the bridal fence when I get married
but there is a dream power to make Luna the bridal fence at my wedding must run aground
because the wedding we dreamed of was replaced with a simple wedding in the local KUA
although this does not reduce my happiness and Sutikna's brother but there are still other flavors that stuck in the bottom of my heart
"bismillah may my choice be right, O God" I said slowly
for some reason lately I have always said the prayer spontaneously and very sincerely from the bottom of my heart