
" what just did mbak ajeng say he's a potential fiancee mbak.. ? " ask me to make sure
" yeah she's my future fiancee, we've been dating for 4 years, I had to go to America that time, and the last 6 months I've been back here again, according to his promise to me first, after I came back he would propose to me and now he has proven it. "obviously he hugged and kissed the cheek of the son.
while the son only saw me without saying anything, while my feelings were like being hit by thousands of very large stones.
my body was weak, I could not hold back my tears anymore.I was alone with them without waiting any longer.
I ran to the parking lot crying, and my heart hurt.
I got in the car and cried there, I heard my car door open.
I saw who and it turned out to be a son.
right now I don't want to see her but I can't go where she hugs me very tightly.
" i'm sorry, I have to be honest with you. Sorry to make you cry gini rich." he said.
I could only cry and hit her chest.
" you are evil.I hate you, so all this time you thought I was just a runaway. After your lover returned you threw me away. You are evil.. I don't want to see you anymore. "I pushed my son so hard that our embrace came off, I immediately closed the car door and left.
along the way I kept crying, until my house parked my car and ran to my room no matter what the look was.
mama kept calling me and chasing me until the room, I immediately closed the door and locked it I didn't want anyone - who I just wanted to be alone.
two days I locked myself in my room, my mother sometimes came to see me and brought food for me, but the food I touched only a little.
like this afternoon I was sitting by the window of my room, I saw the backyard of the house.a lot of flowers were blooming there, and white roses were blooming.
' white rose' saw the flower I remembered the baby, because my affection for my son was willing to stay away from him. only this white rose was always there, she said, yes, the flower is a gift from the baby and he himself planted it there.
tock.tok..
my bedroom door was knocked
but I ignored him.
up to three times I heard the door of the room just kept on knocking
" mah I beg you I only want to be alone. "pinta me, please,
tock.tok..
again - again the door was knocked even louder than before.
I finally woke up and opened it, and when I opened the door it was the person I had longed for.
" baby." I whispered, yes it turns out he's my best friend's baby.
I immediately hugged her and cried in her arms, she took me inside the room and closed the door again.
we sat on the edge of the bed but my position was still at home in his arms.
" let out a vexation loe, cry is as much as it is, but from tomorrow I do not want to see loe cry again rich gini." he said.
long time we hugged, the feeling was a great relief I also told the baby about all the events that I experienced in the last few days.
although he did not ask but I know he was very curious why I was like this, after I told the baby his sense of great relief.
my weight felt lifted and disappeared, your baby hugged me again
" foolish fool I've said the same loe, if you need, I will always be there for you when and wherever I am, surely I will come.. try if I did not call mamah last night maybe I will not know the state of this loe. "obviously at length.
" so all this time he didn't really leave.. ? he was still looking after me. and asked me the news through mamah. I thought all this time he really left me" inner amelia.
I cried and returned his embrace, the most comfortable hug I had ever missed. For some reason the embrace of the baby was so different, I could feel the difference, so different when you hugged the son.
the embrace of the baby was really comfortable and brought calmness within me, and for almost a year I lost that hug.
" said mamah loe late - this end is difficult to eat, and I bring you something. loe wait here for a while. "he said as he let go of my embrace and left to leave the room.
he soon returned with a plate of food and water
" i brought rice to my favorite pasture.Loe had to eat a lot, "he gave it to me.
I looked in his direction
" why don't you like it or you want me to bribe. "the tease.
I smiled, he took the plate back and began to feed me, I took the spoon from his hand and took the rice and I also fed it
" loe hasn't eaten either, has she.. ? we eat the same .. "pinta ku
we also eat together, it is not strange if we eat one plate together, if people who do not know us well will certainly think we are lovers but the real is not.
a plate of rice was now finished we ate, we chatted a lot of things, especially about the baby who left for almost a year
" i take care of the company in paris, but once - the time I come back here is not to Jakarta exactly but to Bali.. "
I also felt surprised he did not have family in Bali why he even went back to bali...??
" why go back to bali.. ? do you have a girl there.. ? "
" not that I do not have a girl, if I had a girl I would have known you first.. "
" why bali... ? " ask me curious
" there I bought a villa near the beach so yes itung - it's my vacation if I come home here. And it happened yesterday I was in Bali, again, when I called nanyain nanyain news loe yes I came directly here. "clearly long time wide.
I hugged her too
" thank you that you've always been there for me, and I'm sorry I always worry you".
he stroked my hair and dyed it many times.
really I miss this guy so much, I don't want to lose him for the second time, just yesterday I did a stupid thing, because of my love for my son I am willing to stay away from men as well as your baby
I was very lucky to be by his side.