Friends, I Love You Loh!

The Endured Miss

Deliva walked along the corridor, he ignored some of his friends who greeted him. He was confused this week why many avoid him even his lover just avoid him just communication in the style even if it is difficult to meet. Roby ? Don't ask the man, he's been so indifferent to him now since the incident in the back garden of the school a few days ago.

Deliva walked lethargic towards his seat, Deliva took his little note, he said, yes it was her diary book that these few days accompanied her somehow she felt her chest being squeezed by a swiping object so she decided to devote all about her feelings to the little book.

Maybe you'll ask why Deliva didn't tell Anggray? The answer is because Anggray also began to close himself off from him, even he did not know what the reason for Anggray. But take it easy they are not enemies, it's just that the situation is playing the role of Deliva more here.

Deliva started putting on music from his phone and immediately stuffed his ears with a headset. And now the fingers began to dance again on the white paper like following the music he was listening to.

Wednesday, 11 march 2020

Timing...

Take me to meet you

Winds...

Bring your news to me

The distance....

Growing my longing for you

Time, wind and distance

Working together makes me

Wanting to have you and keep you by my side

However, right now they are also working together to erode my heart

Leave sick

I really want to hate you

Hating my situation

Hating everything that exists

But I really can't

I want to cry

But the tears are dry

Shake up to the universe

The growing nervousness of my heart

I want to forget you...

Your shadow shadow

Slowly the universe worked together

Makes it hard for me to forget you

It hurts

But what the hell else?

The pain has become a miss

Miss that hurts me

Deliva felt his desk shift that the sign of Angray had come. He immediately closed his little book and put it in a bag. He smiled at Angray, Anggray only retorted a glance then walked out leaving him without a word.

Deliva sighed in disappointment, seeing his best friend pass by without saying hello. Deliva finally played his phone without showing a big face. He again put on a cold face, the cuteness that is now his trademark in recent days.

" Del, what's wrong? " Deliva glanced at Ari who greeted him but he ignored it, if Ari had eyes of course he knew Deliva was doing what is not it? Don't blame Deliva for not answering that silly question.

" Lo, why the hell? The end of this end itself mulu, lo again the same problem Anggray, I see he is more often the same class next door than lo "Ari trying to ask because he is very curious

" Gk papa "short solid and clear. But that was not the answer Ari expected. When he wanted to ask back Deliva first threw his sharp gaze as if to say 'DON'T ASK DEH MUCH' saw that gaze made Ari tastep, but did not move one bit from Anggray's seat. Ari instead took his phone and played it just like Deliva.

A man enters their class, nothing new anymore, the man must want to meet someone who is in that class, naturally dong people he is not a child of that class. With the nimble woman who beside him was struggling spoiled in his hands it was no longer a strange thing to see the class, they certainly knew the woman who was in fact this class child.

" Dear, did you eat gk? Earlier mama nyiapin packed a lot of nih "heard that the tail of Deliva's eyes glanced. He was quite happy to see his girlfriend. Even if you meet them both, there is always a reason

" no, the cave wants to balek to class, already yes "

" but, I'd have done it to bring it up "

" jude, you eat. The cave ate at home. The cave has pulled out "

" but baby... Gil. "the scream came to a halt when the girl saw her classmate laughing amusedly looking at her.

" what the hell are you on, huh? Iiiihhh sirik ya gegara who has a partner? Aware oikkk truck aja go with your time not heh "the girl flicked her hair and turned towards her desk. But the view this morning makes him angry what the hell is Deliva sitting with the guy he likes, wants to rebel but must keep the image dong ya in front of the guy we like. He tried not to care but the tail of his eyes caught Deliva laughing.

" hey... Do you want to wear me, huh? " Deliva doesn't budge he's just playing his phone.

" lo noisy really disrupt the concentration of the cave play lo "

" Ari's... No...do not mean I disturb you, I'm during the time he caught me? "

" you think I care, move aside lo grotto want to continue playing "

" but sorrypin me, right ? Hem ? Yes yes yes "the girl is struggling spoiled on Ari to apologize ehhh.... Time mode yes most appropriate wkwkkwk

"  Yahh... Ishhh gilak ya lo. Gegara lo I lost anjirrr scorched and anj*g lo cave money indeed yes, move lo "Ari standing from the seat he sat beside Deliva, he was about to step up but the girl did not flinch.

" step aside Yessi "Ari's voice this time has softened on the girl. Yes, that girl Yessi you guys must have guessed.

" but sorrypin I yes "Yessi's tears are starting to decline, seeing that Ari cleared her ass. Seeing that Yessi spontaneously swerved Ari.

" iihihh.: gilak lo ya, move aside "Ari let go of Yessi's embrace, pushed her and passed away going towards the exit of the classroom.

Yessi wanted to cry but she was embarrassed by her friend, because Yessi had just been rejected raw by Ari. He held back with all his might to keep those tears from coming down.

" gk need to be detained, pity lo gk eye pelupukan lo gk can nahan later your eyes sagging "Deliva waltzing go out of class after saying the bad thing to Yessi. Yessi growled angrily and stomped her feet. It made his classmate hold back a laugh. It was not thought of him anymore. He put his bag to his seat and ran from the classroom.

Deliva felt the scent of the wind beating on his face and swept his hair gently with his eyes closed and enjoyed the music.

There's still 1 hour left

He enjoyed the moment when he himself felt that stifled longing turned out to be this painful.

But still happy because how it was planned by the Power over his life. It's not time for him to whine about it anymore, it's time to learn to mature for everything that happens. At least to enjoy the process of life is enough he lived with gratitude.

Gilbert smiled enjoying Deliva's face closing her eyes. There was a feeling of happiness and debaran was always there for the girl. He realized unfortunately too big for the girl. If he didn't have cancer he would be happy sitting next to the girl now without caring about anyone else.

" I miss you more and more Ivv" muttered Gilbert behind a tree. Because he's free to do it here without that crazy girl always setting it up.