Fresh Blue Lara

Fresh Blue Lara - Eps.71

   In the process of recovering himself, Randi filled his day by staying in his room which was deliberately dark and not illuminated by lights, on the table in Rizal's apartment room there is a plate of food and fruits and drinks in the glass, there is also a drug that is deliberately bought by Rizal to treat the pain of forgetting Randi's memory.

   That day, Randi was seen standing in front of the window of the apartment room made of glass, he was staring far out, from inside his room which was on the 20th floor of the apartment, he was looking, seen building buildings office buildings and houses residents, clouds move in tandem, gather together and form a thick blob in the sky, cloudy weather that afternoon, the sun enters the twilight, dusk, proceeding to drown and eliminate himself to be replaced by the moon that will determine the coming of night, the eyes of Randi empty, the blank of his mind at that time, the, unable to remember what had happened to her some time before she was in the room. 

Every day, Randi always spent his time standing for hours in front of the window of the apartment room staring out.

Rizal who saw Randi become a person who like losing his identity can not do anything, what, he who previously kept his heartache on Randi because he used to feel trapped and betrayed Randi became a little pity, from the front door of the room where he peeked to see Randi who stood dumbstruck, and looked at her, Rizal slowly closes the door, leaving Randi alone in the darkness and silence of his room.

   The next day, Rizal went into Randi's room to bring food for Randi, when Randi woke up from his sleep, he opened his eyes slowly, slowly, seeing Rizal in the room putting food on the table, Randi lifted his body and sat on the edge of the bed, holding his head, feeling pain in the head, precisely in his brain. Rizal looked at Randi who was sitting on the edge of his bed.

"You have breakfast first, don't forget to take the medicine, I deliberately bought the medicine so you can recall everything you forgot." Said Rizal, Randi just speechless, staring blankly, did not answer Rizal's words to him, Rizal turned around, he stepped leaving Randi in his room.

"Rizal." Said Randi with his weak voice to Rizal who stopped stepping, stood still and turned to look at Randi.

"Do you remember my name ?" Tanya Rizal stood in her place, her face a little happy because Randi remembered her name. Randi nodded softly and weakly, Rizal quickly stepped closer to Randi who was sitting at the bedside.

"Do you know who I am ?" Rizal asked Randi, he stared fixedly at Randi's face, wanting to find out more if Randi remembered her.

"You're my real sister, that's all I know, I just can't remember everything that happened the other day, and why I got hurt and was in this room." Said Randi with his weak voice.

"Do you know who Via ?" Tanya Rizal wants to make sure to Randi again. Randi was silent looking at Rizal's face, he thought.

"Where is my son Via ?" Asked Randi, hearing that Rizal was relieved, Randi could still remember his son.

"Actually, what happened to me yesterday Zal ?" Said Randi staring at Rizal's face, Rizal dragged the desk chair in the room, then he sat on the chair, sitting in front of Randi who was sitting weakly on the edge of his bed.

"You're hurt pretty bad, your stomach's on a knife stick with Yana, your ex-wife." Said Rizal staring firmly at Randi's face.

"Yyy...Yanaa...? Why did he stab me ?" Randi asked confusedly to Rizal.

"Because you had him, you were intending to kill him, but Yana managed to escape and escape from you." Rizal explained to the silent Randi.

"You've had a grudge against your ex-wife, because she betrayed your marriage, insulted you, chided you, demeaned you, dumped you, thought you were trash, that's why you kept her and wanted to kill your ex." Said Rizal staring intently at the face of Randi who tried to remember all the things that Rizal told him.

"I can help you because of your son, Via who asked me to watch over you, and help you if anything happens to you. That's why I saved you." Rizal said, Randi was silent, he held his head, took a heavy breath, Rizal silently looked at Randi for a moment, then Rizal asked Randi again.

"You know what happened between me and you ? You remember what you did with me ?" Rizal asked, staring at Randi's face, Randi looked at Rizal confusedly, he shook his head.

"First, when I was in the crack of four young men, you came to help me, because of your help, we managed to defeat them, but after that, after that, you came to help me, because of your help, we managed to defeat them, you purposely reported me to the police for killing four young men who had gang-raped and tried to blackmail me, because of you I was jailed for 7 years." Said Rizal furious holding back his anger on Randi. He wanted to finish off Randi, but he abandoned his intention because given his promise to Via, Rizal chose to wait for Randi to recover and normal to be able to avenge all his heartache on Randi.

Randi just fell silent and did not react to hear all Rizal's words, Rizal looked annoyed, because he thought that Randi did not remember the incident anymore.

Rizal then stood up from his seat, turned around and walked about to leave Randi alone in his room.

"I didn't report you, but mom."Said Randi to Rizal who was then silent to stop his steps, Rizal was shocked to hear what Randi said to him, Rizal immediately turned around and walked back to approach Randi.

"What do you mean ? Why did you say that mom reported to the police ?" Tanya Rizal approached the face of Randi who remained sitting quietly on the edge of his bed, the face between Randi and Rizal was very close, Rizal stared intently at the eyes of Randi who was looking at him with a cold gaze.

"Well you know what you're doing, at that moment, mama saw my shirt full of blood, frantically she forced me to be honest, I couldn't lie to mama, I told her everything that happened." Randi explained to Rizal.

"I said mama, you blackmailed a thug, I came to your aid, and you killed that thug, mama syock, she didn't think her son's son could kill anyone." 

"Because he didn't want his son to continue doing bad, he decided to report you to the police, tell the police, give evidence and the location of the incident he got from me, and then, he decided to tell the police, I was told to go back to the pesantren, with the aim of therapy, so as not to relapse my disease again." Said Randi staring coldly at the face of Rizal who was glued silently in disbelief with what he heard from Randi.

Rizal never thought, that his biological mother who could imprison him, all this time he suspected Randilah cause, for that he was determined to find Randi after he was released from prison, so far he was determined to find Randi, to avenge his heartache on Randi who indeed since childhood he did not like it, because his mother cared more about Randi. Seen as tears gathered and pooled in Rizal's eyelids, he held back his tears from falling, he quickly wiped away his tears, then turned quickly out of the room leaving Randi without a word. Randi just silently stared coldly at Rizal who stepped out of his room.

"Why Ma ? Why is mom always defending Randi, and paying more attention to him? Why would Mom do that to me? Randi's a lot worse than me, but why do you love him more than me, why Ma ?" Said Rizal muttering to himself, lamenting his fate. He never thought his mother could do that to him, ringing continuously Randi saying that his mother who reported herself to the police, Rizal heart hurt considering that.

The other day, Randi seemed to be trying to recall all his lost memories, if he tried to remember, at that moment his head hurt, Randi quietly sighed, he realized, he realized, that he was entering the process of a brain tumor in his affliction, he stepped into the table in his room, on the table Randi's cell phone lying, he stepped on, Rizal deliberately put his phone on the table so that Randi can use it if needed. Randi sat on a chair, took his phone, opened his phone screen, opened the photo gallery and stored on his phone, Randi saw the photo Via, his son, staring fixed at the photo of his son, he said, confirms his focus on the photo, tries to record and save his memory of his son's face. There is a deep longing for his son when he saw the photo.

Then for a while Randi was silent, thinking, then he sighed, he opened the mailbox on his phone, typed and wrote a sentence containing a message. Randi wants to send a message to his son, tell his son about everything, he does it all because he realizes, that he will forget all the memories and memories that are in him, before it happens, before he loses all his memories, he wanted to send a message to his beloved and dear child.

   The other day, at that time, in the living room of his apartment, Rizal who was sitting dazed lamenting himself who was betrayed by his own mother took a cellphone that sounded from his pants pocket, received a call on his phone.

"He's in the room." Rizal said on his phone.

"How is papah?" Via asked from across the phone, Via who contacted Rizal was currently asking about the state of his papa.

"He still can't remember why he was injured, but still remember my name and also your name, he also remembered the incident decades ago. But can't remember what happened a few hours or even two days ago." Rizal explained.

At his house, Via who was listening to Rizal from his phone let out a heavy sigh.

"Father got premature Dimensia Om, it's due to his brain tumor getting worse.For a long time he will forget everything." Said Via trying to tell and explain to Rizal with a sad face considering the disease in his papah.

Rizal who heard what Via said was startled, with a serious face he asked Via.

"Randi got a brain tumor ?! Since when ?" Tanya Rizal wanted to make sure again.

"Via knows all of the papah's personal doctors who treat him, Via came to see his doctor, papah never again undergo therapy his brain tumor, so it gets worse." Said Via.

"The dimension arises because of the severe trauma he gets, this is all because Yana, if she doesn't hurt papah, maybe papah won't forget the memory because of the trauma of his injury." Said Via with his sad face, there was a slight annoyance on the look on his face, therefore he only mentioned the name Yana without the designation "Mother", he was disappointed with what Yana had done to his papa.

"Can't the pain be cured ?" Rizal asked from his cell phone on Via.

"Can't Om, it's difficult, especially papah definitely won't want to undergo therapy to treat the dimensions." Said Via in a raucous and sad voice on his phone.

"Hopefully good papah om, Via will meet papah and Om as soon as possible, after Via settle everything here." Via called Rizal.

"How's Yana ?" Ask Rizal on Via.

"He's in Om's room, still recovering, I locked him out, let him rest in the room." Said Via explaining.

"Udah, Om, I'll call you again." Said Via hung up his phone, then quietly dumbstruck, he thought.

Rizal was silent on the sofa, he did not expect if Randi had a severe brain tumor, there was a sense of pity on him, as much as he hated Randi from their childhood, but he could not lie to his heart, Rizal felt sorry for the suffering that his biological brother experienced.

Suddenly Randi came out of his room, walking past Randi who was sitting on the sofa dumbstruck, he was shocked to see Randi walking cutely past him.

"Where are you going ?" Rizal asked Randi.

"I want to go out for a while, want to breathe air, get bored in the room continue." Said Randi cuek walking without seeing Rizal who was silent to see Randi who opened the door of his apartment and stepped out. Rizal let Randi go out, so that Randi can calm down more, Rizal understood, now Randi needs to be alone, need to reflect and remember back to his memory that was lost a few days before.

   Inside the room of Via's rented house, Yana opened her eyes slowly the land, she woke up from her sleep, just as she was about to wake up, he was shocked to find himself unable to get up and get out of his bed, Yana was increasingly shocked and panicked when she saw and found out that she was lying in bed with her legs and hands tied to the bed. Yana moved her body, trying to untie her strong bond bound, she thrashed out a shout.

"Let go, Iuu release !! Viiie...Release meuu Viiiiaaa!!" Yana cried hysterically and panicked because she was tied up.

In the living room of her rented house, Via just silently did not react to listen to Yana's screams from inside the room, Via did not care about Yana's screams, but she was still not, he just sat quietly on the sofa with a cold gaze without any expression on his face at that moment.

   Meanwhile, Randi was currently on the top floor of the apartment building, he was standing on the edge of the roof of the apartment building, staring down, he said, looking far down on the highway around the apartment building that Rizal rented, he then looked far ahead, looking at the atmosphere of a towering and magnificent building and a residential house that looks solid from the roof of the apartment building, a beautiful view is seen, explained Randi at that time, he stood still in his place, inhaling fresh air, and letting the wind that was when it hit his body, Randi felt the calmness and comfort of the moment, he was silent, silent, silent, from the look on his face it was seen that he was thinking about something at the moment.