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There's a pebble on the 800th day

...My second marriage......

...ΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩ...

At first I thought it would be better than the previous marriage.^^^

But ,apparently.......

(First day as a new husband and wife).

^^^After the wedding was over, I and Arnold moved into a house that Arnold had bought before we got married. The house is as luxurious as a villa . Yeah, who wouldn't be happy to have a house like this. I'm not too attached to treasure.^^^

"seina, the bath with yuk dear?" arnold with his voice.

"you go first, baby, I'll finish my hair. Too many hairpins. Keep this kinda hard hair. It's hard!" imagine my hair is like a bun of mamak-mamak who came home from a party.

"oharahh! that's a kok bothered dear. who so stay shampooing. yuk lah bathiiiiii.." arnold tried to persuade me again.

"lsh! no patience time!"

"that already knows ".

"you are! men, it's all the same! eggplant is just the sorted!"piss me off

"if not treated, it will become a disease . Hehehe, kidding"

"ckckckc!, do we take a shower or not?! "

"bath donk!ahhhhhh!"arnold with a satisfied laugh.

^^^{Second day of our marriage}.. ^^^

^^^On the terrace of the house, we sat on the swing. Bayangin ajalah sitting together on a wooden swing like Korean drama.^^^

"honey, I'm so glad you're all mine...I want us to be like this forever. Always together.."arnold.

"definitely donk darling," I hugged Arnold.

"i work first, baby, oh yeah, your flower shop how's it going ?"

"i have an employee at the store, so I'm not too worried. "

"why not close? I can still afford to charge you. "arnold tightly.

"it's not a problem, baby, I just want to have activities."

"can be at home, baby, a lot of activities here. Arisan or what cake. The shop is far from our home. It's out of town, baby.."

"wiii, don't worry about the store dear. I can come there anytime. And anyways I don't want to just close that shop. Because I've been very interested in running a flower shop since I was a girl first.Already, do not be taken dizzy. Mending take sono's bag, keep going. Poor secretary you're waiting in front."my mother.

"isshis! disgusted when I hear it. Papa mama?? hahaha"

"lsh! which one is dear. Be natural! we are already married. I can't say "i go first, grandma" . Want to call grandma?"arnold pouting.

"maybe, if it is old age. Call hasian, baby. It's better to hear."

"oiii, jadima katua "arnold.

...That's how it was until the day that we were together, that's exactly on the 800th wedding day...

I and Arnold, on this wedding day, we were both selfish.^^^

...The beginning of the problem is,, narnold still has no intention of having children. All this time, I always told him to use the KB program . So that I don't get pregnant. The reason is, he still wants to focus on working more. Because if you have children before he reaches his target to be more successful, the child will be troublesome. Among them, the repot takes care of the child and is concerned with the child....

I don't agree with that. The family demanded to have their own grandchildren. My friends can't wait to see I have a child. In fact, sometimes neighbors or other families, bravely think I am barren.

^^^Since the small matter, we did not chat with each other for 1 week.^^^

He's busy, I'm busy at the store.

Sometimes that makes me hurt again, he never even came home in 3 days.

I feel, is it wrong, do I want to have children??

^^^{Arnold returned home late at night and was drunk }^^

"where have you been? why come home at this hour?? and ,,, you're drunk huh ,sian?"I was upset .

"arghhkk!! fuck it!" arnold presumptuously mentioned that word. That was the first time I heard it from his mouth. All this time he's never been. Don't even dare say dirty words to me.

"sian, how are you, how dare you talk dirty to me like that?! you have to !" i'm disappointed.

"sian sian!! aghh!! I love what I want to say! You have no right!!"arnold with his insanity.

"loh!! I am your wife, baby! naturally donk I am entitled to you! huff! maybe it was because you were drunk. Come on, I'll take you to the room." I'm patiently still trying to get Arnold but he refused.

"i can do it myself! oh yeah, from tomorrow onwards, I don't go home more often. I'm busy!" arnold is still in his drunkenness.

I was there pensively watching Arnold go to the room upstairs. And I asked in my heart why did he get like this?is it possible that she..." .

"oh God! what was I thinking. And there's no way my husband is what I was thinking. Get away from that.."

I suddenly cried and kept crying all night. I didn't even dare to stare at Arnold who was already in the room.

why, this life again???