Forward a Step Dead

How is My Past

I think my head is getting better than before, I can't wait to see my dad to talk about my problems wanting to drop out of school.

Dr. Tama told me the impact of the collision when the accident happened caused me to remember a little of my childhood. This, it should have brought good news to my family but strangely father and mother were not interested in this news at all.

My father and mother became colder to me after listening to Dr. Tama. This is not a common thing for parents to do when they know their children can recall their childhood memories.

My parents were weird and I thought it was weird, and my parents always acted out of my estimation as a child. Mom and dad are only concerned about my sister and I feel like I have nothing to do with this family.

Mom and dad never told me about my childhood memories, I felt like mom and dad were covering up something behind the loss of my childhood memories.

Every time I ask my mom and dad, mom and dad always avoid me. Until one day I really wanted to know what my childhood was like.

"Mom, I want to ask you something! Can you tell me a little about my childhood? Please ma'am, just this time." I forced my mother to answer my question.

"What do you remember, it doesn't matter either! Already, forget it! No need to talk anymore! Understood!" my mother answered my question in a high tone.

"What's really going on in my past? It seems like Mom really didn't want me to know. I suspect you're hiding something from me." My reply

"Stop don't ever ask this silly thing again! I hate hearing these words! Understand!" mom prints me.

"But mom, what are you hiding?" I cried while asking this.

"(stop!)" in Japanese.

"Mom." I ran away from my mother with tears in my eyes.

The result I got was the same as before, again mother was angry and put a flat face on me.

I hate it so much that mom always refuses to explain everything to me. It's true, I'm still very young but my mindset is different from normal people.

This time I tried to ask Uncle Ho, I hoped that he would answer my question honestly.

I've been looking everywhere for Uncle Ho, too bad I didn't meet him. I was so confused where to go, could it be that he took a leave of absence or that he was out to take care of something.

My estimation turned out to be correct Uncle Ho was outside, Uncle Ho was being instructed by father to take care of something very important.

I know this from a waiter who accidentally talked about Uncle Ho with another waiter, this service was often gossiping with his friend.

This servant may not be afraid of being punished by the father because these servants are placed in a place far from the coverage of the father.

This scene is indeed foreign if it is in my house but maybe in a place where others are not. Why is this rule there because my dad hates noise so much. A mosquito cannot hear its voice.

I waited for Uncle Ho long enough but Uncle Ho didn't come back either. I remained patiently waiting for him to get a satisfactory answer later.

Waiting is so boring, I'm the one who doesn't like waiting the most. However, how else just for the sake of an answer I did this.

The saturation approaching me had been three hours I waited for Uncle Ho in the dining room. As a result I moved to the front yard and sat in the chair I used to sit in every time I went home from school.

Not long after I sat in this long chair. Finally, the car that Uncle Ho brought entered my residence. I'm so happy to see this.

Really tired if you have to keep waiting in addition to waiting for uncertain things like this, do not know when to get out of the father's private room. It could have been Uncle Ho coming out of the room when it was getting dark.

I was waiting for Uncle Ho right in front of the entrance to my father's private room. I could only lean back and wait for it.

"When Uncle Ho will come out, it's been half an hour I've been waiting for him at this doorstep. Do I have to go inside and ask Uncle Ho everything, but Dad will definitely throw me out without a second thought. How now, my legs have begun to get tired of standing if constantly forced will affect my health." I thought about how I should get Uncle Ho out of this room.

After an hour I waited for Uncle Ho to finally come out of this room, I who originally sat by leaning against the wall immediately stood up straight.

"Uncle Ho, can we talk for a second? I have something to ask." I'm taking Uncle Ho.

"Sorry Young Miss, I can't now have some work to do now, you know for yourself what the consequences would be if I left it." Uncle Ho blatantly rejected me.

"It only takes three minutes Uncle Ho, please Uncle Ho this time." I'm referring to Uncle Ho.

"Can't Miss, I'm sorry. If indeed Miss really wants to talk to me later only after all the work is done. Later in the night I will see Young Miss how?" Uncle Ho still rejected me but Uncle Ho gave me enough advice to please me.

"Okay Uncle, seven o'clock past forty minutes we met in the back garden. Please don't lie to me, this is very important to me Uncle. I really need your help." I was clear to Uncle Ho.

"I dare not lie to Young Miss, what an appeal I have to deceive Miss. Miss take it easy I will keep my promise to Young Miss." Uncle Ho replied with a touch of a smile.

"Okay Uncle, I'm waiting for Uncle to see me tonight" I told Uncle.

"Yes Non," replied Uncle Ho and stepped slowly leaving me in front of the door of the father's private room.

I was very satisfied to hear what Uncle Ho promised me. Then, I went to the back garden. I really miss the place I met on holiday last week.

"coral...." I sang happily as I headed towards that place.

The birds sang along with me. This is a good sign that hopefully everything I ask will be answered one by one Uncle.

I got to the place last week, this place remains quiet, it's perfect to calm down here.

But suddenly when I was about to climb the rock and I....

"Thor, continue dong do not make curious!" exclaim the readers.

"You don't forget! it's all Kimmy knows, and I'm just following her orders!" author says.

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