FORMUYSICS

25-Memories

On Wednesday in the clubroom, I sat there in turmoil. I removed one by one the flower petals as a round of choices I would take for her. A single strand left with a choice I no longer wanted. I took another flower and repeated it from the beginning again.

No, it's not possible that every single flower I pull out keeps showing the same results. Already 50 flowers I have revoked the result is still something I do not want. It's all like a sign for me to get this done by fulfilling it straight away.

Soft and warm hands rubbed my head. Her sweet smile looked at me with deep feelings. He had accompanied me for a long time in this unwelcome dilemma. With a deep heart he tried to give me encouragement.

"If that is so you should just meet him." replied the man while rubbing my head again.

"Win, I'm still worried about being able to meet him after all this time doing silly things." I said with a face as clear as a cat.

"I don't think it's a problem because he himself can mature like that when he meets me."

"It's true but there's still something in my heart" I said, touching my heart with both hands.

"Pick a decision that suits your heart, I'm sure it's the best decision rather than running away from it all the time."

"Yes you're right Win."

"I want to go to class first huh, Ain's spirit." Waving the man left me for clear.

I walk in the middle of a lonely road like a grave. It seems that many people have entered to start the lecture hours. Unlike the current me who came to campus because he wanted to pour his heart on someone. Not that I was lazy but the day I was not scheduled to go to college but I instead used this time for something ridiculous.

In this free time I should continue my project again or create other new findings. But a heart full of feelings with a difficult formula dynamic made me not in the mood to do so. I want to be like that young blue haired girl, looking cold and always tough but of course I'm not like her who always talks vague.

I saw 2 people walking cheerfully and full of laughter. They both seem to be friends. Seemed to enjoy their pleasure and ignore the surrounding world belongs to both of them. I don't know why I feel jealous and miss that.

The time I was with him in elementary school. He used to be quiet and did not get along with others. Always look moody and stupid around him. I didn't pay much attention to it either and just focused on listening to the race I was going to play on my school birthday.

At that time I was selected as a pair race player. My partner back then restored by the teacher was her, Bright. Of course it was very difficult especially to interact with me. Sometimes he ignored me and screwed me up, really, really annoying.

In training together at school sometimes we are out of sync to run together. Sometimes I make mistakes and sometimes he makes problems. I was also hard-earned to warn him but he paid no attention at all. I was determined to make a tool so that we could run in unison without having to rely on him.

The next day we rehearsed. Today's practice was quite heavy because the teacher invited us to practice from school to the hill. With this invention I was finally able to run with him without having to accept his help. It was time for us to head to the hills to finish training today.

In the middle of the trip, there was a technical error from my device that finally injured my leg. Worse yet we were left behind from another herd so there was only me and him now. I forced it to step but could not even stand I was strong again. I can only watch the tears hold this wound.

The man then approached me and tore off his clothes. Then from the tear of his shirt he bandaged my wound. With a smile she patted my shoulder and wiped my tears.

The man then picked me up and accompanied me. We also started to follow the group. My judgment was wrong about him, he was a kind and considerate person. With a red and timid face I said "Thank you" to her. He replied with a soul-soothing smile.

Since that day our relationship has been close. Wherever we go, we are always together. Our parents also knew and were familiar. Our education is also always in the same place until college. It was like the world only had us both.

For so long we were together from that time, I didn't think I still didn't know him completely. Will this little problem have to ruin our relationship that has been going on for that long. Was it really me who was overdoing it in acting so far ?

Alright, with the determination that has been unanimous I decided to fulfill it this time. I'm not gonna let this ridiculous matter ruin my relationship with this good friend of mine. If she can already withstand her harsh attitude on me then I should change my fearful ugly attitude and run away from her troubles. I'm in this future genius already found the right formula.

Afternoon at the music club venue, rookies are gathered. After a long absence, I don't know much about what has happened at this club. The main reason I was present today was also to meet that man. From this point on I don't see him anywhere. Senior Park Kitti is also absent. Did something happen to them, huh ?

In the middle of this gathering, senior Lillia stood in front of us in place of senior duty Pak as chairman in the music clique. She was like holding a piece of poster that was invisible from where I was sitting. The smiling face held back a laugh like there was something funny that he noticed earlier.

"Alright here you want to convey that related to the competition to make mv songs. We are giving to the new members to create each to make it and collected in the near future. So no one doesn't collect ya."

"Good sister Lillia !"

I just got a job like. Intention to solve my current problem even added to this new problem. I need to focus on meeting.

I've been waiting at the club for so long playing the guitar. The sun began to fade making orange color began to change to black. That guy still doesn't come to this club. Maybe he has another agenda at the moment.

"Dik Aon why is he still here ? it's time for the club to close." said senior Lillia who appeared from behind.

"Anu. That's me again waiting for Bright Brother."

"Oh Brighton, he had permission because there was a football activity with his friends." said Lillia.

"Oh so yeah."

"But if Dik Aon has an appointment with him at the club, I'll drop this key off, all of you will be closed later ok." he left me alone in the club room.

Now I'm alone in an empty room with this guitar. With a heart that still wishes I was still waiting in this silence. A pitch-black night had appeared, the lights had lit up everywhere. Looks like he won't come.

I stepped my feet towards the door full of despair. Then I locked it tightly to that hope and immediately returned to my comfortable residence. When I was about to leave the place, someone was standing in front of me with a pungent smell of sweat. Yes he is....