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Feli has finished bathing and doing some activities such as cleaning the house that he could not do last night. Because the house is dark to enter only he has no power to enter the house especially to just clean the house.
His body felt very sick and stiff this morning, probably because he slept on the floor all night barefoot and just dressed in his sling bag. Not to mention that it was so cold last night that he felt very unfit this morning.
"It's so duhh. " Feli who was finished with his appearance was about to leave for the office where he worked.
Even though he was not feeling well he would not dare to take a day off work, getting a job was very difficult he felt. So, he won't waste it when he finds it.
"The morning was very bright for my tired body, "Murm Feli looked at the sun that had started to appear with his bright rays.
Feli's feet on the floor of the office terrace suddenly felt his hands being pulled from the side.
Feli was a little panicked but he did not want to be the center of attention by shouting, he just revolted afraid at any time it was a bad person who wanted to harm him.
And Feli was forced into the car by the man who forced Feli to pull earlier, after getting into the car the hand slipped off and Feli quickly hit the man from the side as he was about to close the car door.
"Feel this," Umpat feli continued to hit in annoyance.
"Hey, you want to kill me? " Suddenly, the punches of the felis weakened and he pulled his hand away from the man who turned out to be Angkasa.
"Pa, sir Space? " Pantic felt.
"Is this me? Why are you attacking me? " Angkasa Upset fix his tie that had messed up because of the work of Felies.
"Ma, I'm sorry sir, I thought someone else wanted to harm me. Suddenly I became a parno. " Bela Feli slowly while looking down.
"Makanya so people do not parnoan, I pull you here because there is something to be said, I do not want to be gossip material if talking to you in public. "
"Hahahah, Angkasa sir must be scared and ashamed for dealing with an ex-con like me. " Inner Felies a little sore.
"I understand and understand, sir, " said Feli a little disappointed.
"Why did his face suddenly become so moody? Not to mention that he looks very pale. " Space is deep.
"So, what do you want to tell me? " Tanya Feli still did not want to look towards Space.
"Now that we have to go to my house to meet my family, they're waiting there. "
Feli's heart beats very fast because he was worried about meeting the Angkasa family. Many things that he was very worried about when he got there, what if their response was the same as the response that Feli had imagined? Felie was so scared.
"Se, now sir? Early mornings like this? " Tanya Feli was very frightened.
"Yes now? Is there a problem? Why do you look so nervous? "
"How I'm not nervous, I don't deserve to meet my father's family. " Inner Felies.
"Sa, I. "
"Here we go, we go now. Since last night they can't wait to see you. I have already told you about my decision to get married. Don't worry, you just have to shut up and follow my words. "
The simple dress that Feli wore he squeezed out strongly. Really torturous because he really is not ready to meet the Space family. How will he be ready? They had only met in the past few days, decided to have this contractual relationship as well so suddenly. And now he's going to meet the Space family? It's only natural that Feli is nervous instead of playing?.
"Come down, we've arrived. Don't be so nervous my family doesn't eat people. " Space descended and then followed by Feli who also descended with very unstable breaths.
The door was opened slowly by Angkasa and Feli's passage followed Angkasa from behind. He felt cold heat when he saw the Space family was really waiting there.
Nervously Feli tried to act ordinary and smiled at the two Angkasa elders who stood like the two of them. Feli's heart immediately seemed to stop beating when he saw the dislike of the mamah Angkasa who saw him with an intimidating look.
Feli's heart was beating so hard because he was so afraid of that gaze, a gaze that was always flashed by people who knew that Feli was an ex-convict. Is Feli's fear going to happen now?.
Slowly Feli distanced his gaze from the mamah then looked towards the papah Angkasa who smiled to welcome the arrival of Feli. A little relieved but can not be called calm.
Feli felt Angkasa slightly nudging her giving a gesture.
"Sa, hail om aunty, "Sapa Feli nervously then lowered his head in salute towards the two Angkasa parents.
Again Feli felt very afraid when he gave a greeting even turned away the face of dislike.
"Look at the reward, what you fear is happening as well. Mamah completely disagreed with the decision of the sky who suddenly wanted to get married and mamah increasingly disagreed when he saw his future wife who turned out to be an ex-convict. Do you know who this girl is? " Mamah who initially threw away the face suddenly opened his voice to make the mental Feli increasingly fell to the bottom of the abyss.
The old wound that had not even healed was back open even wider, all this time Feli had only listened to the insults from behind, hearing when people were just whispering incorrectly about him. But now he really listened directly to her.
Feli trembled in fear, but he tried to stay strong even to stand up he was not able to now. The insult was very painful.
"Well, ma'am keep your mouth talking, why talk like that in front of our future daughter-in-law? " Papah who immediately corrected the already very angry mama's speech.
Feli still tried to smile with a forced. He did not want to ruin the plan that has been made by Space, he also had to survive to pay off the debt that was met very much.
"How does it feel to be insulted? You're not going to be strong, are you? That's how I felt before. " Inner Space was satisfied when he saw the uncomfortable Feli and had started shaking it. Angkasa had also felt Feli's hands full of sweat also felt weak.
"Do you disagree with the reward, do you really disagree with this marriage? Where is your mind, sky? So many women out there why this despicable girl? You want to embarrass our family so badly? "Mamah has really been ignited by the emotion of seeing Feli.
" Mom, why talk like that? What makes our future son-in-law look despicable? Is it because he's an ex-convict? We are all sinners and we are no different from them. "Fathers who from the beginning did not object to the decision of Space.
" Not different than you say? We're so different from her, are we killing our families too? No right? Is Papah not afraid of her? Mamah is very afraid, while killing her family alone she can what about us who are nobody for her? Anyway, mama disagrees. "
Instantly Feli's defense collapsed upon hearing Angkasa's mamah. He could not hear that he was capable of killing his family. He was a survivor and no one knew that fact.
His eyes reddened withstanding the cry, the heart that beat uncharacteristically, the body shook violently because it could not hear all the mamah Angkasa scorn for him.
"Sa, excuse me to go to the bathroom. " Feli looked towards Angkasa as if asking where the bathroom was headed?.
Space that immediately understood then pointed towards the bathroom, with a limp step Feli walked lethargic towards the bathroom that Angkasa pointed.
Up in the bathroom Feli immediately washed his face with water and looked at the roof while beating his chest hard because it felt very tight there.
"Don't fall, don't fall, "Feli looks up to hold back his tears from falling.
"Don't fall please,,. "
However, his tears were still far flowing even though he had been hard-earned to endure. His tears instead fell even more profusely as he held on with all his might. His tears poured out like rain as he tried to stem it.
"Hiks, why are you crying? Why cry when others talk about you? How long will you be weak like this? " Easily Feli hit his chest very strongly. The tightness there just becomes so.
"Don't be weak like this please, if you don't strengthen yourself then no one else will do it for you. You are strong for yourself. " Feli was very frustrated because of his tears that he could not ask to compromise.
With all her strength, Feli endured her sadness and tried to improve her appearance that had been messy earlier. He smiled towards the glass looking very sad actually but Feli really wanted to be strong and face her. He does not want to be a weak man. Because it was only him that he had right now.
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