Former So Besan

If It Was Not Him

One year has passed.

I am now in semester 3. My days are going on as usual,

I have now been given a car with Papa for my needs on campus because I am his son is also active on campus often come home in the afternoon, so fitting my 19th birthday is given a Car gift with Papa Mama.

I am so happy that I finally go where I can bring my own car.

Because of my busy life on campus, now I rarely go with Cahyo. Cahyo was originally fine-fine, but since I'm rare there was time for him to stay away from me for a long time like he was rich.

I am a campus activist, also serving as a representative of BEM (Student Executive Board)

I am now so rarely at home, sometimes also can not eat together again with mom papa because I have to go home the night there is a meeting if there will be a campus event.

This morning, as usual I was getting ready. After Ready, I put on sneakers and take a bag containing books and other equipment, also I about laptop bag along with its charge.

After everything was ready I went straight down to the dining room for breakfast.

There is already Papa Mama who sits at the table while enjoying bread with jam and coffee for papa, warm tea until mama and a glass of milk that is still intact is available for me breakfast.

I: "Morning mah. pahhh" I said to my mom and dad.

Mama: "Morning baby. yukk breakfast first baby"

Mother: "Morning princess.. Come breakfast.

just keep busy, Papa's son nih yaa mah, "

Mama: "Iyaa pah. Barin lah Pah mumpung young, all studying so that tomorrow in the world of work is used to it"

I: "Hehe. yaa mah pah, again many events on campus so often meetings so deh" I answered while taking the bread that has been provided at the dining table.

Papa: "Eat a lot yes, do not get sick. Papa doesn't want you to get sick.."

I: "Yes papa bawelll" I replied with a laugh

Papa: "Yee. papa's son is already big again now yes ma, beware again will be hixhixzz ghost"

Mama: "Papa, have you done any more looking for a ghost?"

Papa: "Yeah, I want to add a grandson haha"

I who was drinking milk heard the chat mama papa immediately shocked and sprained.

"Uhukkkkk"

Mama: "Why baby? slow dong drinking"

Papa: "Mira there-just, Rich little boy drinking just can't huh. You little boy"

I: "Mira Udah big papa....!!" sahutku

I immediately picked up the tissue on the dining table and wiped my milk-soaked lips, while my mother wiped the spilled milk on the table. Good thing I didn't get my shirt, if I have to change clothes again, long time again (My mummy in heart).

After breakfast, I went straight to college. As usual before the farewell I always kiss Papa's hand mama also hug.

I got out of the house, and went straight to the car in the garage. Immediately I drove my white sedan car to the campus.

Arriving at the campus, I saw Cahyo again the way and his hands were held together by the same girl, who was beautiful. Then I called Cahyo.

I: "Cahyo, cahyooo yoooo." I cried.

Cahyo: "Yeah Mir,,"

Cahyo: "It's Tina. diaaa...."

Not finished Cahyo said, The woman whose name is Tina was immediately ambushed and introduced herself.

Tina: "Gue Tina, Kak Cahyo's girlfriend. Lo who,? what a big deal with Cahyo"

I: "Gue. I. I'm the friend, iyahh temen."

Tina: "Ohh.. "

I: "Judah I was class first yes, bye"

I immediately left the two of them, walking very quickly while holding back tears that almost spilled unstoppably.

While the two of them were still walking slowly and I saw once in a while back they were still holding hands.

I turned my foot to the campus garden behind the classroom.

Still crying, I took out the tissue in my bag to wipe my tears.

In my heart, my,

Men have no heart!! I used to get my hands on, I got hurt . She chose another girl to be her boyfriend. I gave him another chance, hoping he wouldn't repeat the same mistake again in fact noob. Even though now we have been very close for one year, already Kaya dating it turns out she chose another woman also for just her lover.

What's my fault? Do I have to shoot him first he wants my girlfriend's finger? haaaa? No fair.gue already love himaaa, I love himaaa

He's so mean, he's,

he's evil evil evil evil...

I tried to trust him completely, but what was his reply? I am sick, I..

has Cahyo never thought about my feelings? Oh God.. Mira didn't, this really hurts..

After I cape a meaningless cry, I immediately wipe my tears that wet my chubby cheeks. I immediately wash my face in the toilet and I see in my mirror my eyes look red and red.

Due to the males to class, I weakly stepped my feet helplessly towards the cafeteria.

I order meatball sauce with sambal yan very much because to ngehilangin bete. I'm impressed with it.

"The taro sambal while dreaming is not concerned, so most of it. very painful again arghhhhhhh" said I By myself.

I vent my anger just as much as Cahyo by eating a lot. After the meatballs were super sprained I ate, I immediately ordered three grilled sausages, one serving of chicken noodles, two glasses of orange ice.

To the extent that the sales clerk in the cafeteria shuddered to see me eating so much Today.

After all my food was ravenously depleted, I headed straight to the UKS campus to calm my mind.. After the cape was upset about the situation that kept thinking about Cahyo, Cahyo, Cahyo, Cahyo that was not important at all, I immediately laid my body full to the patient's bed.

I slept for 2 hours. I woke up, I saw the watch I was wearing, it was already 12 noon. That means that I will have class at 1 pm

I went straight to the toilet to clean my face and headed to the empty classroom to attend the killer lecturer class this time.

I was still thinking in class about Cahyo and the girl.

Before long, friends arrived one by one, as well as Ina, Sindy and Santi. I immediately chatted as usual as if nothing happened because of fear they were worried about me.

But my face can't lie.. Ina was suspicious of me, then I told Ina everything after class finished at the cafe where we used to hang out.

Continue the next eps yes guys. sorry up long because busy work hehe.

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