
It has been a week since Reino's arrival and Miss here.
I don't know why my heart still hurts.
He came and went without asking me how I was doing.
Oh myGod.
This is what I have to experience.
I fell asleep thinking about everything until Desi finally met me last afternoon.
Already some who know about Reino's marriage and do not know who spread it until Desi and others know.
They came to comfort me in the grief I was experiencing.
I wanted to drop my body on him and let go of all the burdens in my heart but I couldn't.
He will soon be married.
And there's a baby of theirs that's gonna be born.
Oh myGod.
Maybe this should get here
I'd better listen to what Desi said at lunch.
I knew Desi was making a match for me with Reuben earlier at lunch.
The man was nice but I only thought of him as a friend.
That's right what Missed a week ago.
I've been hitching a ride at aunt's house all this time.
Missing is her real daughter should be the one who deserves to be in this house.
And she's pregnant. I should have given up and got out of here, but where am I supposed to go.
No more brothers I know in Jakarta not even exist at all.
And last night was exactly midnight
There was a number that sent me a message.
And I still have that number, who else if not Reino's.
It's been a week since his arrival with Miss never again.
I have decided in my heart that I do not want to be an actor.
"Sunday at Gambir Station at 05:00 p.m.
the message of Reino.
In my heart what the man was planning.
What he wanted to say.
Why at the station.
Why don't you come see me straight away I thought last night.
Do I have to come see him tomorrow.
Oh naw. He belongs to Miss now.
I don't want everything to be misunderstood anymore.
"Reino I missed you.
inner crying.
"The happy step when you're always with me forever but it's just my delusion.
Aunty's been calling my parents for a week.
Aunty's attitude at the end of this is more quiet.
I heard a little bit of aunt's conversation over the phone last night.
"Heru. (my father).
"All for the good of Sukma (my mother)
my aunt said quietly from the phone.
What I was thinking at the time
Is there a problem.
Why did aunt say everything would be fine.
But I don't take the dizziness anymore because after I called my father, he said that my health had improved and there was no problem.
Oh yes ..
One more
Actually I just found out about Miss is aunt's son the day after Reino's engagement and Miss. My aunt told me herself.
"Love...
"Hindu, Reino's fiancee is my daughter
"Your cousin brother.
said her aunt the next day after Reino's engagement.
I'm appalled.
Unbelievingly.
Reino who became a teacher, neighbor and the man I loved all this time was looking for the existence of Miss long ago.
I'm the only one who's realized that she's always been close to me.
"Ohhh..
that's all that came out of my mouth.
I hid my surprise because I didn't want my aunt to know about the complexity of our relationship.
My heart is getting sick.
Missing is my cousin's sister.
How could I hurt aunty's feelings by seizing her daughter's future husband.
Again this morning I saw my aunt calling my dad in the village asking me how my mom was doing. When I asked, my aunt said it was getting better, but her face couldn't lie.
Like something was hidden.
And he went to the village to visit my parents. Actually I wanted to come but aunt rejected my wish subtly.
"Later to college how.
softly said.
I'll agree and stay alone this night until aunt comes back tomorrow.
Before long I called my dad and it was true that my mom was getting better. Maybe the atmosphere is accommodated more adem and away from the noise like in the city makes the condition of the mother quickly recover
And I was happy at the time. I wanted to hear the mother's voice but my father refused because I was sleeping she said.
Since they were in the village, I had a hard time communicating with my mother.
Is this just my hunch.
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