
Then he immediately sighed softly and threw it away violently.
"Actually where the hell is that little boy now? Why do I always feel guilty and guilty every time I think of that little boy!"
He said in a sad and confused heart.
"When my agreement with the little boy was just an agreement so that I could make the little boy happy. And besides if I think, at that time the little boy also did not know what the meaning of the agreement was actually," he said again in his heart, he spoke like that because it turned out that 12 years ago, he and the little boy had made a promise together. But I don't know what promise he actually made and the little boy.
"And I think that the little boy too now must have forgotten the deal!" Say it again in the heart.
"But, if that little boy really forgot, why until now I still feel guilty and guilty like this well whenever I think of that little boy! And why does the shadow of the little boy's face suddenly always appear in my dreams and thoughts until now?" He said again more confused.
"What don't-don't! The little boy did not forget once again the same promise until now? And not until now, the little boy is still waiting for me again?" He said again wondering.
"If all that is true, pity the little boy too! That little boy should have waited for me until now! I am not loyal to him at all! And even tomorrow it's my wedding day for the second time" he said again feeling guilty and feeling sorry for the little boy if all that really happened to him. Then he immediately sighed softly and threw it rough.
"If all that is true, the little boy is still waiting for me until now! What am I supposed to do now? While the existence of the little boy I do not know where now? Let alone his dwelling! That little boy's face I don't know what now?" He said seriously, if now he really does not know where the little boy is, and what his face is like now, because he and the little boy had only met once, which was 12 years ago. Suddenly, he smiled immediately.
"But I know for sure, now this little boy must have grown up, and certainly again now this little boy must have gotten more beautiful," he said again in his heart while continuing to smile considering how beautiful the face of the little boy was when he met him, which is certainly now with his age growing older, more mature, surely her face also grew more beautiful as what was in her mind.
"Just try if now God reunites me with that little boy! I promise to myself! If I'm gonna keep my promise first! I will faithfully wait for her until she grows up to marry him! And I will also always guard and protect her as she wants, as at that time!" He said again in his heart while remembering the incident 12 years ago between him and the little boy.
Flashback 12 years ago.
IN A PARK IN JAKARTA.
Time shows at 08:00 in the morning.
It looks like Bara who was running small in a park while enjoying the fresh air.
"It turns out in Jakarta there is also a cool place!" He said with a smile and continued to run around the park, until finally he found a bunch of small children who were noisily.
"IIiiihhhh, beware! You can't play with us!" Shouted one of them angry, while pushing the body of one of his friends who was none other than a child who had always appeared in Bara's dreams and thoughts.
"Aw, Shhhtttt! Sakiiii!" He said crying in pain while holding onto his injured and bleeding knee.
Seeing him fall down to tears like that, instead of pity, they all just mocked him while laughing at him.
"Cupu, cupuu! Little boy!" Shouted all of them simultaneously while continuing to laugh mocking him, so that Bara who was looking at him felt pity, and immediately rushed to all of them.
"God! What is this, there is ap,,," At once the cry was cut off.
"Eh, there are brothers who want to come here! Let's run away now! Come, come, come!" Said one of them in a hurry while hurriedly running to invite all his friends to run away leaving the little boy who until now still continues to cry.
"Hiks, hyks, ouch sakiiiiiit, hix, hyx, my feet hurt bangeeeet!" He said as he continued to hold onto his knee that was bleeding.
"Geez De, Ade ain't you, is he?" Said Bara who had just arrived and was standing right in front of him.
"Hyx, hyx, hyx, pain, hyx, hyx, my feet sakiiiit, hyx, hyx, hyx, my feet are self-reliant!" Said the little boy while continuing to cry and showed that the wound on his knee was bleeding.
"Oh my God, is Ade's knee bleeding?" He said in shock and panic.
"Yes, yes! Just calm down, yeah! Let's make brother medicine later, let's go there now!" He said again in a hurry while pointing towards the cafe which is right on the edge of the park.
"Hiks, hyks, but I can't mesh, hyx, hyx, hyx, my feet sakiiiit, hyx, hyx, hyx, I want to be carried?" The whining of the little boy innocently asked him like that, making Bara smile to hear it.
"Yes, yes! Let's hold big brother! But the condition is, Ade can't cry anymore, huh?" He said while wiping his tears, then he immediately hurriedly carried and led him to the Cafe. When He arrived at the Cafe, He immediately rushed to treat the wound on his knee.
"Aw, Shhhtttt! Slow brother! Hix, hix, sakiiiit!" He said as he continued to cry in pain.
"Yes, this is also my sister!"
Said Bara patiently while continuing to treat the wound on his knee.
"This part is also my sister wants to finish her job." Say again.
"Tuuuh, it's done!" Say it again with a smile.
"Oh yes, it's done," said the little boy who also followed smiling.
"Where are his legs now! Still sick?" Bara Saying.
"It still hurts, sister, hyx, torch, but now it's not too sick," said the little boy who still heard clearly the sound of sobs.
"Hiks, hiks, don't want to! I don't want to volunteer. You see, mama said, I must always be good with my friends!" Said the little boy innocently answered him like that, so that made Bara again smile to hear it.
"False deed. Next time Ade can't do that! If Ade's friends had dared to do rough kayak earlier! Just in case, Ade has to volunteer!" He tried to advise her like that.
"If Ade pushes Ade, Ade pushes back! If Ade hits Ade, Ade also hits back!" Say again.
"But I takuuuut" said the little boy, whining.
"Sorry, they are also rude to Ade!" Bara Saying.
"Yes, yes," said the little boy again.
"But my sister also likes kayaking like my sister's friends! If the brothers are rough with brother, brother against them! Then if you hit brother, brother also hit them!" Say the little boy.
"Yes, brother of their opponent! Brother lost everything!" Said Bara while smiling jokingly, making the little boy also smile.
"Partially if there was no sister, what is Ade now? If Ade was just kayaking earlier wouldn't fight them!" Say again.
"Yes, too, said brother!" Say the little boy.
"Thank you, brother, you wanted to help me!" The little boy was truly grateful to him.
"Muachhhhh!" Then suddenly the little boy kissed him, making Bara immediately speechless because he was so shocked.
"Big brother, handsome again! Will you be my girlfriend? Pleaseeeeee!"
He said again innocently asking her like that.
"A_what did Ade say? J_so Ade's girlfriend?"
Said Bara nervously while smilingly staring at her.
"Yes, be my girlfriend! Brother wants to, right? Pelassee!" Said the little boy again asked him like that while whining, so that Bara immediately obeyed what his will was, so that the little boy stopped whining like that again to him.
"Yes, I want to!" Say it while smiling.
"So don't want to be my girlfriend! Really?" Said the little boy in a high voice while smiling because he was so shocked and happy to hear his words.
"Yeah, really! I want to be Ade's girlfriend! And from now on, we're dating!" Say it again while smiling.
"Horay! Hurrah! Now I have a boyfriend, hurrah!" Shouted the little boy while smiling with excitement, so that made Bara also smile to see him.
"Oh yes De, does Ade know what dating means?" Bara Saying.
"Emmm? Don't know!" Said the little boy innocently answering him like that.
"If Ade doesn't know, why would Ade want to be sister's boyfriend?" Said Bara while smiling funny to hear it.
"Well if my aunt says! The boyfriend said, we have someone who can help us if there are bad people like us! Sis nolongin me, that means now this brother is already my girlfriend dooong?" Said the little boy innocently answering him like that.
"Oooh gituuu, dating is like gituuu!" Say it while continuing to smile.
"Yes said my aunt! Brother doesn't know?" Say the little boy again.
"No, I don't know!" Bara said lying, because a teenage boy his age may have never once felt what his name dating, let alone he was a very handsome man.
"Oh yeah, I forgot! But you promised me that from now on, you want to be my girlfriend?" The little boy reminded him like that again.
" Yes, I promise!" Bara Saying.
"That means from now on you can't find another girlfriend! Brother can only date with me until later if I am big! Then later if I'm big, we get married like aunty with me!" Said the little boy, again with his innocent thinking he asked him for such an absurd thing, so that made Bara immediately laugh because it was funny to hear it.
"Bychihhh! Why are you laughing?" Said the little boy scowling while pouting.
"Aren't you going to find another girlfriend? And my sister also promised that later I was big, brother wants to marry me!" He said again still continued to sulk and frown, so Bara was immediately rushed to answer it according to his desire so that the little boy was happy.
"Yes, my promise! You will never find a boyfriend again, and you will also promise! Brother will wait for Ade until Ade gede! We will get married later!" He said again with a smile, he spoke like that just to make him happy, and not serious at all with his promise.
"Eeemmmm, thanks yah kakaak? Good brother!" Said the little boy while hurriedly hugging him.
"Yeah" said Bara, smiling and rubbing her hair.