Forced to Marry My Leaning Driver

17. Elvan and I are different!

The deg!

reflex Amera immediately retreated backwards hearing Adam's words just now.

"A...what..ma...you mean...you...you.....pe...pem...kill?", asked Amera with a pale face in shock.

Adam restored his hair and even swept his face when he saw Amera's expression now but had not answered Amera's question.

"Dam...ja..wab....what..is it true?".

"It can be said yes" replied Adam cf. Iir.

"A. what....".

Amera was immediately stunned in her place because she felt very hurt hearing that reality.

His world seemed to be shattered in the true sense of now and he subconsciously touched his flat stomach because he remembered there was a small living creature growing there who was the child of the terrible figure in front of him.

"It's not in the sense of killing what you think Mer is but because of what I did in the past it left about 10 people dead even though not on the same day".

Hearing that Amera then looked up at Adam.

"Tell me who you really are and what you did why could that person die because of you!!!", cried Amera could not hold back her anger anymore.

"I mean I caused them all to die because of my mischief 4 years ago".

"Killing people how can you call it a delinquent!!!Are you a psychopath!!!!".

Adam took a breath before starting to answer Amera's now angry question.

"It happened 4 years ago.I and my friend were doing a wild race as usual but.That night we drank too much,but still desperate to do the race we had planned just because of our madness, he said, we moved the race circuit into a freeway that we thought was more challenging and full of thrills that we thought at the time''.

"You're crazy...".

"Yes I was crazy, more precisely the five of us at that time was crazy because life for us was to have fun with just drinking, taking drugs then s*x and challenging death, he said,although I do not like free s*x like them but for other things I follow it but it is not related to free S*x".

Unknowingly Amera clenched her hands in front of her mouth with a sharp gaze staring at Adam who displayed a guilty expression.

"And the terrible fateful tragedy of the night happened to all of us Mer".

"A.what?what's the influence of the alcohol you kill?".

Adam shakes.

"Not directly but it can be said that because of our madness that night the car I was driving at very high speed arrived hit a tanker truck that was driving opposite the Direction with our car that was doing the race then set the tanker on fire and exploded,in addition, because of the explosion, several cars near us also caught fire which caused many people to be injured and some to die in the area that night".

"Then how can you be safe and well in front of me right now, while all your friends are dead and you're the cause of the incident?", Amera asked confusedly by looking at Adam.

"Either perhaps it was because my guilt was too great so God punished me by not taking my life at that time so that I could repent".

Amera smiled cynically hearing that.

"But it was Mer.When my body was thrown out of the car just before the car I was driving hit the tanker in front of me".

"Then did you say you were okay after the accident even though you said your body was thrown away?".

Adam shakes.

"I was in a coma for 3 months because I had a violent impact on my head and when I realized I was very surprised to know what happened because of what I did that night".

"Basic hooligan!", Amera looked at Adam with anger.

"Yes, yeah,you're right, I'm not just a criminal, I'm a murderer, and there are many other names that everyone has thrown at me because of the incident that made my father throw me out of the house out of anger and shame with what what I've done".

"Well!you were kicked out of the house?".

"Yes and I don't blame my father entirely for doing that even though I'm mad at him".

"You shouldn't have the right to be angry.You know how much harm you've caused from that crazy thing you did?Many Dam and you should be in jail by now instead of being free to roam around like this because you're a very dangerous man!".

Adam sighed loudly hearing what Amera said.

"Although not imprisoned my life is also not easy after that Mer.My relationship and my family became bad because my father always blamed me which made us become frequent quarrels and quarrels are endless and then the peak he drove me from just like home over a year ago".

"So..did you feel innocent by what you did because of that you expelled him?".

Adam shakes.

"Our problem is more complicated than that and sometimes I think I should just be in prison to make up for the sins I committed rather than being free but feeling more than being in prison".

"That can't be Dam", Amera said in disbelief and still didn't understand what Adam was going through with the man's family.

"I'm not asking you to believe what I said Mer but for sure since the day I re-opened my eyes my life has turned out to be difficult in the true sense even because of the expulsion I once had to sleep as a homeless for a few months before I finally got my first job from someone".

Amera clasped her hands to her face not knowing how to react to what Adam had just told her.

Disappointed angry annoyed fed up all those flavors mixed into one. He had been in that position for quite a while and had only raised his face after being able to control his emotions.

"Surely you're looking down on me after hearing that it's not Mer. It doesn't matter because I don't expect people to understand how I feel right now.But even if you're angry or hate me I still won't go near you".

"I'm leaving you think I want to continue this marriage after knowing you're not a man who deserves to be the husband and father of my future son".

"I told you what happened to me when it changed the course of my life Mer".

"I don't believe it and you know my judgment on you right now.It turns out you're more evil than Elvan my ex-fiance!", Amera snapped in anger.

Hearing that arrived Adam approached Amera and blocked the woman's hand even though it was not hard but the emotion of his anger was clearly visible from Adam's sharp gaze on Amera.

"We're different and don't ever equate us to that Mer!".