
Anggia pecking in his place, really leaving Zian is not an easy choice for him, just a day without it makes Anggia almost lost sanity.
Even this day Anggia uses his time to walk without direction, until without him realizing his steps are in a place that he should not pass, so that he does not walk, something unexpected happened and ended up with her being hurt.
Anggia is a mother, and which mother would have the heart to let her child thirst and desperately need her.
If there is, he just wants to underline, enough his mother who has ever done it.
"Anggia, please go home yes, go home for our son, you may not care about me after this, but I beg you to go home for Zian." said Nattan who now follows Anggia out.
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Upon arrival at home, Anggia immediately ran to the bathroom, a thing that has become a habit of Anggia when from the outside before touching the baby he will first clean himself.
"Yaampun neng finally came home too, pity very handsome from earlier cry mulu, aunt does not have the heart, want to be given formula aunty also does not dare" said bi Asri.
"Yes bi, I'm so sorry to bother auntie." Anggia replied while taking Zian from the lap of bi Asri.
"It's okay neng, then auntie excuse me first."
"Yes, thanks again."
"Sama-sama neng."
"Home home let me take the bi" said Nattan from the outside.
Meanwhile, Anggia began giving her ASI to Zian and kissed the baby several times.
"Zian laper, thirsty boy? forgive mama dear, mama promise whatever happens mama will always be beside you." said Anggia who can miraculously make Zian cry stopped instantly.
After delivering bi Asri, Nattan rushed to the room, he breathed with relief because it turned out his son had stopped crying, even had fallen asleep.
Nattan leaned her body against the door, now her heart was filled with fear and worry about Anggia.
He was afraid, afraid if Anggia went away from his life by bringing Zian along.
Worried that Anggia would not forgive him, he could not imagine what if Anggia had really gone from his life.
Nattan lowered his head, as Anggia passed through the door of the room, and looked up when he realized that Anggia was still standing there, right in front of him.
"Maybe tonight I'm going to stay here, just tonight anyway, tomorrow I'm going out with Zian, sorry for the words that yesterday I seem to have pulled back, I'm going to pull back, because neither I nor Zian we need each other."
"Anggia_" Nattan's voice choked in his throat, even his body suddenly shaking, this is what he feared.
"Can't stay here with me, with our son, I know I'm wrong Anggia, but Zian needs me too, needs a father, you want to keep him away from his papa."
"Then what if I want to always meet you Anggia."
The deg!
"Anggia, there's no chance for me, just one more time." Nattan dropped her body crouched in front of Anggia.
"Is that how fast you feel about disappearing Anggia?"
"It's not a matter of feeling lost or not mas, but _"
"Give me a chance Anggia, I'll do whatever you want."
"whatever?"
"Yes, anything."
"I don't think there's anything to maintain in our relationship anymore."
"No, Anggia_" Nattan shook her head quickly, as her tears slowly fell down her cheeks.
He doesn't want a farewell.
"If you are still angry with me, you may not greet me, but I beg you not to go Anggia, stay here with me, with our son, yes!"
"You deserve a much better woman than me, the equivalent of a Nattan mas maybe."
"No, please baby don't talk like that, I don't like." Nattan stood up, then held both sides of Anggia's face and looked at her.
"I just love you Anggia, and you can't force me to love another woman, because that's not going to happen."
"But I'm not_"
"Shhhhttt.I'm sorry about yesterday, I'm selfish Anggia, I don't have much time for you, but I don't want you to have anyone out there, either, for that yesterday when you came home last night I_I was very emotional, and thought if you would turn to another man, I don't want Anggia."
"Your mind is too narrow mas, where there is time for me to meet other men, whereas I have a baby that I have to take care of at all times, except when I am in college, and even that, under your own compulsion, you asked me to go to college, but from the beginning I didn't want it, since I had Zian my ideals had changed, just wanted to be a good mom to her."
"Yes, I was wrong, mas wrong Anggia."
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