Forced to Marry a Disabled Girl
Past of Ben 2
While waiting for his wife to realize, Rama immediately took care of the funeral for his little baby who died when he was 7 months in the womb of his wife.
Rama was so devastated and lost, especially when he found out that his tiny baby was a female, which was so in later during this time.
However, as a husband as well as a father he must look strong in the eyes of his children and also his wife.
Strive to sincerely accept whatever has been determined by the Almighty for him.
But the heaviest burden at this time is how he tells Maura when he wakes up, because Rama believes, Maura is the most tormented by this incident.
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The sky in golden yellow that afternoon bore silent witness to the grieving families of Rama and Maura, for the departure of the new recruits in their families.
Fatma and Aaron Maura's parents were also present to see the funeral of his grandson who was buried behind the house in his current place, they continued to sob, hug, and strengthen each other.
Likewise with Ben who did not stop crying in the arms of Nah who also attended the funeral of the youngest child of his employer.
Not far from Ben, Alby stood staring at the flower-studded Red earth before him with a look that looked ordinary, no sad look, or even a look of regret.
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Tonight Rama takes his three children to the hospital where Maura is being treated, hoping to give him a little strength when his wife wakes up.
He worried that Maura would be hysterical when he discovered that the child they were waiting for had returned to the Creator.
"Ma?" ben said in a whispering voice, and perhaps even only able to be heard by himself, holding the hand of the mother, with the head that he put on the side of the gurney, and even with his, until without realizing it the melt of salt water again drained his face.
I am happy in heaven!
A word he can only say in his heart.
A few minutes later, the mother's fingers began to move slowly, along with her two open eyes.
Staring at every corner of the room, guessing where it is now.
"Why here?" weak tanyanya.
"Mama's in the hospital!" Rama answered.
"Hospital." he muttered, Maura tried to remember something that made him have to be in this place.
"My baby!!" his screams, while holding his stomach which has now turned flat.
"Where's my baby pa, where's our son?" Maura grabbed the collar of the clothes Rama was wearing, making her husband bowed with his own face.
"Mama calm down ma, mama just got in Oprasi, control yourself mama." Rama tried to calm down.
"Mom doesn't care, mama wants our baby, where's she pa?"
"Ma, sorry papa, our baby_"
"Pa?"
"Our baby, I'm dead!" rama replied resignedly, he could not cover this up to his wife, because sooner or later he would know it.
"No, it's impossible!" Maura is getting hysterical, making Rama rush to call the doctor asking to inject a sedative for his wife.
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After 3 days in the hospital, Maura was finally discharged today, her condition was better no longer hysterical, only now she turned cooler and quieter.
Arriving at home, with Fatma and Aaron attending Maura's parents, Rama gathers his three children and mbok Nah to ask the chronology of the events experienced by his wife, so they have to lose their youngest daughter.
"It's all because of this fucking toy pa?" Alby took the large robot that was still lying leaning on the side of the stairs, then handed it to the papa.
Rama flickered with both eyebrows almost fused, looking at his first son with a confused look, he remembered very well it was the Robot he gave to Ben, as a gift because he got a rank one in his school.
Then what's the connection?? his mind is full of questions.
While beside Fatma, Ben looked riled up, he felt that there would be something that would get him into big trouble.
"These toys are adek so there's no pa!" Alby looks sad.
"Al, what are you talking about, what does this mean, do not convoluted talk that obviously can not anyway?"
"So Alby saw mama slipped because of this robot mating pa,"
"So, mama fell for this toy?" Rama stood up while gripping the large red Robot until a crack sounded, then his gaze turned to Ben with a hardened jaw.
"Ben, is this you?" asked Rama who immediately made Ben gasp, with a fast racing heart, what he was afraid of turned out to be really happening.
"Jawab Ben!" rama snapped, impatiently when he saw Ben just silent with his body sculpting.
"Be quiet you'll think yes!" rama said, then rushed to his room.
The deg!
Rama was fixated on the figure before him, gulping down his hard-earned spit, to stabilize his feeling of surprise.
"Ma, what's here?" he asked with trembling lips, one of his hands touching Maura's shoulder that looked shocked.
"What Ben's doing is too much!"
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"Are you sure of your decision,?" rama asked, after hearing Maura's wish that Ben would leave to his parents until his condition improved again.
"Surely, because I think this is the best pa."
"Are we not too hard on Ben ma, because I think Ben still needs us next to him, I'm not sure we can be far from him either."
"It won't be long!"
Rama seemed to sigh several times, in order to neutralize his violent feelings, convincing himself that this was the best for them and his son.
"Well, you come along, and I hope you never regret any decision you've made."
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That afternoon Ben did not say much, just quietly resigned to the decision given by the father who will send him to the house of his grandmother and grandfather until the state of their hearts improved, because for him to fight would be useless, free, because Alby's very smart to turn things around.
Pack some clothes, then put in the suitcase by itself, because no one was given permission to help Ben, including mbok Nah.
"Sorry Ben yes ma, but one thing you should know Ben did not put the toy there, Ben dear mama, take care of your health!" ben said softly, kissing Maura's right hand, as an expression of farewell for how long.
While Maura looked away, with uncertain feelings, she was confused about what to do and what kind of expression.
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