Forced to be second

Looking for a dress

Carnations have not been able to sleep, he thought about how Agam felt after knowing about Gita, indeed Gita had not had time to get pregnant, because Gita had used safety, but here is not about that which Agam regretted, but here is not about that, but because the Gita had already done that relationship before they got married. Agam felt devastated, because as a father he felt he had failed in educating Gita.

Gita herself still continues to be angry and upset with Carnations, she continues to blame Carnations in this case, because for Gita, Carnations are the source of problems in her life. Gita tries to contact Anyelir to vent all her frustration.

[“Kak Gita?”] Carnations were so relieved that Gita contacted him.

[“Loe is an unlucky girl! Because of ad aloe, I miss my death, and because of you too I lost my paternal affection! Now because of loe, I have to get married young!” exclaiming Gita berated Carnations, making Carnations feel sad, because actually Carnations never meant that.

[“Gue hate same loe!”] exclaim Gita again, “andai loe did not come in my life, I am sure my life will be fine!” hearing the curse of Gita, making Anyelir sobbing, he did not expect that Gita was so much hate with him, whereas all this time Carnations always try to keep the feelings of Gita, Gita, in fact, many times Carnations succumb only to the sake of Gita.

[“I'm sorry sis,”] only that word was able to come out of Carnation's lips, it was so painful to hear Gita saying that she was an unlucky carrier. When Gita was contacting Carnations, Rose entered to see the state of the princess.

[“Gita? What are you doing, Nak?”] asked Rose gently, seeing Rose's arrival, Gita finally started to take advantage of the situation, she whispered to Rose that Carnations contacted her and mocked Gita who was about to marry simply, hearing about it, she said, Rose was furious, he immediately grabbed Gita's phone and cursed Carnations.

[“You're a self-destructive child, don't know manners!”] jolt Rose, making Carnations surprised because suddenly Rose who spoke and the turn to scold him.

[“Mother?”] lirih Anyelir, he did not understand why Rose could be so angry with him.

[“Don't disturb Mother's family, you're married and have your own life, let Mother be happy, and don't bother Gita anymore, you must realize, since your arrival your father's love for Gita is reduced, you have to be, that's why I love Gita more, because I love Gita and Iba. So, please very much, do not come in this family again,”] Carnations hardly believe in his hearing, it felt so tight when Rose said so. Why are you being asked to stay away from your own family? Do you know what Rose said just now? The guilt on Gita, makes Rose forget that Carnations is her biological daughter, who also needs affection.

Carnations tried to take a deep breath, trying to be tough even though the current feeling was so painful.

[“Well Mom, if that's what you want, then I'll give you, I'll do what you want. You want me to not care about you anymore, right? then I'll give you, and I will no longer interfere in family affairs, whatever it is, then good night,”] Anyelir hung up the phone call, his chest felt tight because it held sobs, so it was sob, he continued to hit the chest, so as not to hurt too much, but still Rose's words like a pointed spear directly penetrated into the Carnation's heart, making it too painful.

[“What married child will be considered this by his parents? Will a married daughter become a stranger in her family?”] asked Anyelir by holding back his sobs.

[“What Mother is not aware of? Why am I married? this is all for you, I'm doing this for my service to my father and mother. But, no problem, let's just say I'm dead and there is no relationship between us,”] said Anyelir, not the intention of severing the relationship between himself and his parents, but Rose's own words seem to indicate that Carnations are not important in his life.

**

“Dev, have you gone home?” hello Laura, “I have a sudden job, and I have to fly to New York, can I?” laura asked, and embraced by Devan, getting approval from her husband, Laura immediately said goodbye to her mother-in-law. At least in Laura's heart she was very happy, because she could finally be free in terms of taking care of Mayang, actually, if not for Mayang the only person who could make Laura survive to be Devan's wife, she will not want to take care of Mayang, although actually Laura does not take much of the role, because there are already nurses who help.

“Dev?” call Mayang.

“Iya Bu?” Devan approached his mother who was sitting in the family room.

“Why do all family photos disappear? There is not even a photo of your wedding with Laura,” said Mayang asked to make Devan look confused explaining, he was quite careful if it comes to Mayang.

“Iya Bu, in this house right now there are many foreigners, and Devan does not want our family genealogy to be known by the public, so Devan decided to save this family photo,” Devan replied.

“Ya already, if that is your wish,” replied Mayang.

**

Today, Carnations wants to find a dress to attend the anniversary of the company, and now Carnation also Nabila is already in one of the boutiques, they deliberately took home work to come to the boutique, and now, because they don't have much time. Carnations make their choice on peach-colored dresses, with shoulder length sleeves with sabrina models, there is full dress floral embroidery, very suitable to be worn by Carnations.

“Nye, I swear you are very beautiful, I saranin you take deh,” Nabila praised the beauty of Carnation when Carnation tried the dress, without thinking anymore, Anyelir also chose the dress.

“Ya already Nye, I first ya?” Nabila seemed nervous, because suddenly the art at his house fell ill, while both parents Nabila himself was not at home, Nabila was planning to bring his art to the hospital.

“Ya already, you carefully do not need to speed,” said Anyelir was-was, he knew what kind of Nabila driving if he was very tight, he said, nodding his head in response Nabila seems to have not been able to make Carnations calm.

Because he had gotten what he was looking for, Carnations finally decided to go home soon, because it was quite late afternoon. Anyelir had asked Devan for permission before coming to the boutique, so he could also be more calm shopping, today Devan also could not stop by the residence of Carnation, or, because there are many office affairs that he must complete, let alone stay a few more days, the office will hold an anniversary event.