
Geck. Geck. Geck.
"Aliza open the door!"
That voice was not foreign to Aliza's ears.
He immediately revealed the blanket covering his body and sat down.
"Aliza open the door! Don't make us worry."
Yes, Aliza's guess is right. It was a voice he often missed.
That's Arsen's voice.
"What does Arsen's sister have to do here?" monologue Aliza got off the bed and walked towards the door.
The girl put her ear to the door. "Where's this? Aliza didn't open the door. Aunty was afraid of anything happening to Aliza," said Nita who was so worried heard from her voice that slightly shook.
"Auntie is calm. Don't freak. Aliza must be all right," said Arsen reassuringly.
Arsen reopened the locked door knob from the inside. "Aunties. The door has to be broken" he said.
"Yes, papa did not break it. The door can be replaced" said Nita with a face so anxious.
Arsen knows a mother's instincts will worry. Actually Arsen is confused by Aliza who seems too closed to her family.
Though what he knew Nita was so fondly seen from his worries just now.
Aliza who heard the door was about to be broken immediately pressed the doorknob and opened it slightly.
He's popping his head. "Why, Mah?" aliza asked as she rubbed her eyes like a person after waking up coupled with her disheveled hair made the impression of waking up very visible.
Arsen was shocked to see Aliza.
The girl suddenly appeared like a ghost as she was about to break down the door.
"Aliza!" Nita walked closer to her daughter. However, Aliza immediately closed the door a little more so that Nita could not enter.
"Why, Mah?" ask Aliza behind the door.
"The window is closed again. Mom is worried about you. Why didn't you open the door?" ask Nita.
Aliza reopened a little bit of the door. "Aliza sleeping, Mah. So, don't listen."
"Yes my. You are making me afraid. Yes already if that later mamah ask Bi Sumi ready for warm water for you to take a shower. If we take a shower, we go down to dinner together.
Mamah has cooked your favorite fried chicken," said Nita.
"Oh yeah. Arsen boy will come to dinner all you guys, yes" invited Nita.
Really Arsen wanted to refuse because he had to go to the hospital to accompany Risa. However, he did not feel good to have to reject his future father-in-law.
Finally Arsen nodded. "Yes, Tan."
Nita stepped away after getting an answer from Arsen.
Now there are two people who are silent to each other.
Arsen looked at Aliza fixedly. "Why are your eyes moist?"
Aliza who had been lowered now ventured to look up at Arsen.
Aliza only realized that her eyes were swollen from crying for too long. Ah, embarrassing. Where should he put his face now?
Arsen said while thinking what makes the girl in front of him cry?
"You need a story. You can call me. Do nothing to keep on its own. Not good," said Arsen stepped forward and confirmed Aliza's messy hair.
Aliza who was surprised by Arsen's treatment just looked at the man's face in awe.
The great swirling came back again. A heart that beats faster and like a butterfly flies in its stomach. Very tickling.
"Awas having a crush," said Arsen on the sidelines .justifying Aliza's hair.
Aliza reflex instantly shifted her gaze. So embarrassed.
Shame for the second time.
Aliza you suck.
"Gue knows I'm handsome" Arsen said with confidence.
"Yes. If you are handsome, brother. That's why I have a crush," Inner Aliza.
"Next time don't make your family worry. Their kasian. I'm also worried when Aunt Nita calls."
Aliza. "Ngapain mamah called?"
"You know who didn't open the door. Aunt Nita was very worried about my call," explained Arsen.
Aliza was silent. She knew Nita would be worried. Why should I call Arsen?
"After I observe you're keeping too much alone. Though the family also deserves to know about lo," said Arsen.
He has long wanted to say this. However, it has not been brave for fear of adding to the problem.
"They know it won't change things, brother," said Aliza looking at Arsen with an empty couple.
"They know but they're silent. They are deaf to my situation. I think as a child I should obey my parents. Even if it's against the will of the child." Aliza smiled obliquely then turned her face away.
Arsen's movement came to a halt when Aliza turned her head.
"Gue knows they care. But they were too imposing their will without thinking about how their son was. Do you agree or not? All they said I agreed. The heart wants to resist and rebel."
"Gue has done too much to dare not reveal my own desires sometimes. My voice is often not heard, so I am often heard.
I dare sometimes to say what my wishes are even though the ends will be the same. But I'm relieved to say what I want" explained Aliza with eyes that began to look glassy.
"Have you refused this match?" tanya Arsen looked at Aliza seriously.
Aliza nodded. "Gue is sad. But there was no result. I have to see what my parents say, brother. My life is arranged with them."
"Sorry yes. But the future is in your hands. Not in both parents. I think the parent should be teaching, directing, guiding, justifying if wrong, and making room for his child to choose instead of curbing."
"Sometimes I think my rich have control but others are in control" Aliza said with tears that could no longer be contained.
Aliza's tired. So tired. This time the defense collapsed.
"Lo must have full rights over yourself. If there's any story to me!" Arsen pulls Aliza in her arms.
"Life is a choice not a demand, Aliza."