Forced Loving

chapter 54

Zain rested in front of Alika who was sitting on the side of the bed.

Both hands he put on Alika's lap.

" do you still love Ohan...?! " swear believe me... Zain was like a person who was hurting himself for choosing to convey that question to Alika.

But what can be done, he really must know it to determine the steps he must take.

He no longer wanted to be a coercive man for Alika.

He wants to try to give Alika a voice, even if later the ending, he will lose the woman.

Alika was silent.

" let's say.I'm ready to hear it" said Zain resignedly.

" don't know.." finally it was the answer Alika chose. Zain closed his eyes.he was a little relieved, at least Alika's answer was not as scary as he thought and he thought.

" i'm sorry.." she said later, she wrapped her face in Alika's lap while both her hands were coiled in Alika's stomach.

" we've even lost both of our children before we even realized his presence.." Zain was no longer able to endure the sadness in his heart.

I don't know if there's anything else that would hurt and tear that proud man down more than the fact that he has lost a child, not a man... but even two children who had been very much he hoped to glue the relationship between the two.

His only hope is to keep Alika by his side.

And now he must be ready to lose the woman he loves so much.

" i'm not a responsible man... I'm a loser, even to keep you with me I can't" he said amid his sobbing. His shoulders are moving up and down.

Alika was silent not moving one bit. No sound either.

He just shut up and shut up. His heart suddenly felt trepid.

Slowly Alika touched Zain's shoulder and pulled him, Zain looked up at Alika's sad face.

For the first time during his time with the woman, he saw a warm look in Alika's eyes to her.

Zain saw no hatred or anger there. Alika looked at him for quite a while. His hand slowly wiped Zain's tears.

Really his heart was very sick, he did not know what he felt.Why his heart hurt to see this man as fragile as this.

" do you really want to leave me...?! Doesn't the slightest bit in your heart want to accompany me...be by my side ?! " ask Zain once again with a hopeful face. He held Alika's fingers.

Alika raised her face up, trying to hold back something that suddenly wanted to slide just on her cheek.

" you won't deny your own words, will you ?! " Alika asked back with a voice that shook and was stammered with bricks.

Zain took a deep breath and exhaled heavily.

" be patient for three more months.I will not break the promise" said Zain, he now stands following the pull of Alika's hand on his shoulder.

Alika did not want the man to linger long under her, it felt very disrespectful.

Then Zain lifted Alika's body and put her to sleep, enveloping her.

Slowly he followed.

" what did Ricko ever tell you..?! " ask Zain while pulling Alika's body closer to him

" tell me the truth." pinta Zain gently.

Alika looked up at Zain, because of his position on Zain's chest.

" you asked her to harass me ?! " Alika asked in a trembling voice.

Zain frowned.

" you're sure he said that ?! " ask Zain again

" of course, I am not deaf.I am also not a fool who cannot interpret the word he said "answered Alika.

" you know why I beat him up in front of your class first ?! "

Alika shakes.

" because he said something bad about you to me " replied Zain.

" if by just saying bad things about you I've beaten him up and humiliated him in public, then..

Is it possible that I asked him to do that to you ?! " obviously Zain was at length making Alika's heart shake.

" you are my life.If you knew it, without you.I could really go crazy Malayka "sigh Zain.

" i somehow lived my life after your departure" added Zain lahi further tightened his embrace on Alika.

Zain clenched tightly his hand.

" i'm really going to make a calculation with you Ricko." Zain unconsciously growled, Alika looked up at him again.

" don't do anything that could harm yourself, your family's good name" Alika said later.

Zain remained silent.

Zaidan Almeer Al - Kahfi

Malayka Khumaira RashidM

Zain looked back at Alika's face.

He lowered his face closer to Alika's face.

Slowly but surely, Zain put his lips on Alika's lips.

**** and me***** Alika's lips are really an opium for her. Mastering the lips to the deepest part.

" Zain.me.." sizzled Alika slowly as the link between her lips stretched slightly as Zain deliberately let go to allow Alika to breathe, leaving Zain's eyes wide in disbelief. After a long time, the woman said her name.

Zain pulled back Alika's chin

" call my name again Maly.I beg you " whispered Zain trying to make sure he didn't hear wrong.