FORCED BECAUSE IT WAS WET

disgust

I also cried with my eyes down and embrace my knees, with a feeling of fear and disappointment for what she had done.

brother Reza sat down and hugged me"sorry I'm tenzhi".

I immediately brushed off with his hands that wanted to hug me. Without thinking long I slapped firmly kak reza, he could only stay still while holding his cheek that might hurt because of my slap earlier.

I stood up and looked at my hot hand and rushed out of the room that was so hot and poisonous.

I walk with a heart that is very sick.I wipe my tears that had previously flowed without stopping.then I strengthen this heart not to cry because I do not want anyone to know for what I was a natural.

once in the lab I went to my practice desk.in the midst of the lecturer's explanation.I fainted because of the thoughts and tightness in the chest that I felt as a result of holding back the crying that I had been weeping and the end of his crying it cracked until I fainted.

"tenzhi... tenzhi" a faint voice called out to me.akupun opened his eyes slowly.looking at the white ceiling then I turned to look beside me there were my best friend Yuwei and brother reza.

simultaneously I shouted"go you from here brother reza, I don't want to see you again, I don't want to see your face again"(back crying hysterically).

yuwei who was there was immediately shocked to see me who was so hysterical because he saw kak reza.lalu he also appealed to me and drove away kak reza.

"tenzhi.. You drink first let it calm down"(take a drink).

akuoun drank and lay staring at the white ceiling with teary eyes.

then Yuwei clasped my hand, asking why I could faint and cry so much stress?

I kept crying while staring at the ceiling in the uks room.I got up and sat down.then I slowly explained to yuwie why I could be like this time.

I slowly cried while telling this shameful thing.things that made me no longer want to meet even know kak reza.with a sobbing sound of crying I wiped my tears and begged yuwei to let no one know about this incident.

yuwie is my best friend.we met since first entering school.then we started to get familiar because he is a good person, loving, loving,and loyal friend.he helped me when I was in trouble both in terms of lessons and personal matters.

yuwei wiped away the tears that were dripping down her cheeks then hugged me tightly, holding me tightly,she knew that I was here all alone far from family.so when I was having trouble she hugged me and calmed me.she hugged me tightly and said"tenzhi I know you're a good, beautiful boy ,and it's smart that many men like you but I don't think that reza can't help but say it's your sams".

after I was feeling good, I and Yuwei went to a restaurant near the campus with a beautiful atmosphere and accompanied by music that made the visitors feel comfortable and rilex when kaman here."because you just passed out, I treat you today.you want to eat what a message as long as you are happy and can be calm"(while embracing and smiling yueei trying to make me happy).

"tenzhi you are sitting there while looking for a table located at the most subtitles.I want to go to the toilet for a while later you choose the food first"

"ok. jngan long time yes wei, I'm already laper"(smiling while holding the stomach that has been rumbling)

"ok. ga nyampe kok hahah moss"

a few minutes later about 5 minutes yuwei screams out of the toilet and go to the table.I am still busy choosing the menu"have you found the menu you want to order?

"haaa.. I bingun want to order what wei, here is expensive quite a lot the price.karna I am just a sweet child while yueei is a rich man's child he does not count if again eat or shop something.

"have you chosen what you like, which one, will I treat". after choosing and ordering the yuwei food to the cashier table and ordering the meal that had been chosen, I daydreamed while holding my chin with my right hand looking out the window thinking how hard and dangerous this life was again I am a woman who is far from parents go to the city of science.hope to change my life in the future.by relying on the intelligence I have and compete with people who rely on money it's not easy what else life adds in a city free of free environment.I can only rely on myself and my own confidence trying not to get stuck in situations that endanger me and the future my.

"heii.. heii while waving yuwei called out to me. And I woke up from such a deep daydream.

"you why?still sad?still angry?

no need to think about the strange first that is important now we fill the stomach first (while stroking the stomach)

a few minutes later the order food came.we without thinking directly eat food katna hungry stomach since then...

after finishing eating me and yuwei came home.karna was late at night around the clock delapanan yuwie drove me to fear that something was bothering me on the road.padah was friendly close to the restaurant where we ate.

"tenzhi tonight can't I step in your place?

"looh why suddenly want to nginep, where I will you know yourself narrow and seedy hahahah

"yes, don't dong, can ya?while showing his spoiled face I also can not refuse because he is my best friend what else had he treat me to eat so I can save also in my heart muttering while laughing small.