Forbidden taste

tears

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larisa cia

when I got home, I kept crying, I felt sick, it hurt to see a helpless fino when I said that I didn't love her, I felt, I felt, I felt like the most evil woman in the world.

(hiks...hiks..hikks.I headed to my room crying, and it turned out that bg kamal was following me from behind).

"sad dunk, don't cry anymore, I know how you feel" said bg kamal

"but bg,hiks,,, hiks.I pity fino bg, how evil I am" I said.

"i know how baby, already well do not cry lgi, I make you forget the disappointment and guilt that sinah I hug" said bg kamal who wiped my tears and hugged me .

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fino

I still can't believe the cia's words, I'm still pondering, I didn't think it turned out that he didn't love me anymore ,I feel in vain with this 3-year relationship.cia do you know I love you so much, why cia, why do you easily disconnect me....I did not feel these tears falling down.when I was in a sense of sadness and daydreaming, there was someone who called me and it turned out that was kak shasya.

"fino, why are you here at sendrian,cia mna? don't you walk with cia this afternoon" asked kk syasya

" ah he kk, I dsni lgi sendri but not kk also with bg kamal he? kemna bg kamal? ask me

"hiks..hiks...hiks...i just rejected sma bg kamal fin, I guess all this time kamal loves me, turns out he only considers me as his sahabt, stupid me,"kk shasya crying

"actually this afternoon cia also decided me kk, I don't think it turns out cia don't love me anymore.I really love her kk" I said sadly

"lantas, you don't say you're going to koas in one of the hospitals in the medan iah fin next month" he said kk syasya again

"eek kk, I want to do it again so that all cia continues to be close to me, but what I receive now, hopefully next month when I come back, I've forgotten cia" said I

"fin is already dark, klo gtu I mw back dlu he, it looks like we must be strong with our current situation" said kk syasya

"i'm back too, why am I taking you? "asked me

"gg pp,gg need to fin anyways I've messed up online taxi kok, I first iah" said kk syasya

"ok kk" answered me and also wanted to go home.

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larisa cia

it didn't feel like 1 month has passed with this guilt and disappointment,I can forget about it because the day I went through bg kamal was always beside me.today my parents want to come to us because there is an office business

"sadly, what an uncle and aunt today" asked kamal

"so bg, dad called me last night"

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"bg, looks like it's dad" I said

"yes let's go out, I'll open the gate dlu" said bg kamal wanted to go out but I pulled his hand

"you remember him, don't call me dear in front of my father and mother" I warned him

"hahah iah syg, you are calm, but if bisik2 can be" kamal friendly joke on me

"ieyh22 you fuck, gih open the door there" I hit a little on his ,

and she headed straight out, I also followed her welcoming father and mother

I ran to my mom, though,

"mama, I'm so scared" I hugged my mom and kissed her

"dear my mom misses you too" said my mom

"eh uh.. have donk kk cia, sma rana gg kangen iak.." said my sister's shutter.

"kangen kok, but little,.eh cia's father also missuuu x sm father" I hugged father...

"kamal kmu healthy right" said mama

"healthy kok bi, healthy gimna babi"bg kamal greet mama's hands

"healthy too mall" said mama

"eh uncle," Kamal also greeted my father

"how healthy young people" asked the father bda bg kamal

"healthy uncle, hai rana is already big yes you" asked bg kamal

"iah dunk, kan gg maybe more small hahah" joked rana pd bg kamal

"let's go ma, dad, we go" I said

"he's uncle, the auntie, let me bring the goods" said bg kamal

then everything goes inside ....

seriated