FORBIDDEN PASSION AND DESIRE

Feel guilty

lucas head felt throbbing, he was as if waking up from his long dream it was time to feel there was movement beside his body at this moment.

the man tried to hold his head for some time, a sense of dizziness still hitting him, but the man tried to resuscitate himself because he felt the movement beside his body increasingly made him force himself to wake up from his sleeping position.

the man slowly tried to turn his head towards his right side where he fell asleep in the position of leaning over his body and hugging a head pillow.

for a moment he tried to open his eyeballs and turned towards his right side for some time, the glare of the sun hit his eyeballs and facial skin until it immediately made the man close his eyeballs for some time later in the next second he tried to re-open his eyeballs quickly.

but a split second later his gaze suddenly met with the eyeball view until someone, some time passed where the 2 pairs of neutrals met and believe me initially silence for a moment occurred.

But in the next second immediately Lucas realized who was beside him, the man's eyeballs instantly rounded perfectly when he realized the eyeballs staring at him seemed to start to glaze over and in the next second a cry broke.

"Karla?"

the man was immediately choked, with reflexes he immediately realized who was beside him, it was his beloved cousin's sister.

As soon as Karla's cry broke, Lucas who had just opened his eyes and had not completely regained his senses from his position immediately immediately woke up from his sleeping position and sat on the bed quickly.

the prescription of the dizziness on his head that hit him directly ignored, rather than paying attention to his own condition or even the pain and dizziness that was in his head, he cared more about Karla's current condition.

he touched his head for quite some time and a flash of current memory hit him, imagine how memory after memory danced over his head last night.

starting from him to go home to see Mr. Ichiro, because who contacted him, he who was looking for the woman then got Karla and took her home to his hotel room.

all of that was clearly remembered above his head at this moment, then suddenly scene after scene that happened in their hotel room immediately broke Lucas' thinking and made the man freeze long enough and believe me this is like a dream in broad daylight and as ifthere was lightning that was hitting him.

No.

Lucas immediately shook his head.

The man momentarily choked as he realized how his body and Karla's body were at the moment, the clothes they were wearing had been scattered everywhere, not even using a single thread at the moment, they were wearing any clothes, their bodies were obviously just relying on the blankets from the hotel rooms that had indeed been provided there, as soon as Karla pulls the dominating blanket white next to her it can be seen there is a trail of red stains there that have dried up which Lucas now believes if he really has robbed her to her cousin's daughter last night.

Between conscious and not himself at this time, Lucas' reality is completely conscious if last night they really did a terrible thing both.

"Karla...?"

the man spoke in a stifled tone, he tried to touch Karla's tearful face sobbing before him, a roaring cry breaking the silence in the white domineering room.

it made the man lose his voice and he felt his throat at this moment as if it was stuffed together and his body was currently completely frozen.

The girl who had been whole into a woman asked the man who had clearly been considered as her own older brother with a look full of sadness and also a voice filled with sobs that did not wanting to stop, instantly thousands of disappointments and anger hit into one within because of the present moment.

pieces after pieces of memory last night hit her, she was at a loss to blame who at the moment, herself or Lucas had taken all the precious things of hers that she should have taken care of for her future husband.

"i've been ruined."

those lines of sentences hit him, and he was completely aware that he had been destroyed at this moment.

he tried not to break his cries, but the sobs did not want to stop at all, do not be asked how he felt at this time, feeling sad, disappointed, destroyed, destroyed, fear and so forth mixed into one.

if he sleeps with other men maybe they still have a way to solve everything, but what happens is they sleep with their own cousins which is clearly against the norm and also Silsila family.

Even their family status and good name were clearly at stake over the insane relationship that should never happen between them.

"Sister...."

Karla doesn't know what to say, as if her world has been turned upside down at the moment and she feels her future has been shattered into one, she no longer has any hope of putting her life ahead and aspires to marry the one she loves.

the reality in their time of virginity remains the benchmark in a marriage.

the woman covered her ears with both hands, great fear clearly hitting her, what if everyone knew what they had done last night.

Lucas shook his head quickly, knowing that his beloved cousin blamed himself, in reality he could not hold everything back, if only last night he could still hold Karla back, and even he could hold himself back from being tempted in touch by touch and the lure given by his cousin, then none of this would ever happen between them.

had he been able to suppress his sanity level, they would not have been able to go through a hot night together.

He was too stupid and naive for not being able to endure it.

"it's my fault, please look at me and forgive me, Karla"

The man tried to touch Karla's cheek slowly, he wanted her to look at him and look into her eyeballs, trying to calm down in a state that was clearly not okay.

but instead of receiving a touch of her hand or an explanation from him, the woman directly overlaid her hand violently and suddenly pulled out her blanket and moved from there quickly.

"Let's forget everything and assume this is our nightmare"

said the woman again while crying sobbing and picking up one by one her clothes.