For my wife

Dilanda Confused

Febi who saw Dita running out and crying was asking her bodyguard to follow Dita, she was getting angry at Kikan because she had to mention her family name in front of Dita, Febi already knew for sure Dita would avoid it, Dita would avoid it, all this time he had not said that because he wanted to always meet Dita

“call your father!” febi's orders to Kikan, who then quickly called his father with trembling hands, Ryan who had just come was immediately asked to approach and ask Ryan to send a bodyguard who could at once pick up Dita, who could pick up,

“must look perfect, lest he know” Feby orders on Ryan, he really worries Dita

“yes mam” replied Ryan and then out of the cafe, he stood in front of the cafe contacting someone, who then someone came, dressed like an online motorcycle taxi driver, Ryan told Dita's position, then the man who was riding the motorcycle went straight from the cafe. Kikan's father who had arrived at the cafe apologized and explained to Kikan who the woman in front of him was, as Kikan knelt down to beg for forgiveness with a sob of regret

“sorry you will me after Dita received me as her mom and her in-laws” Febi replied furious then stepped into leaving the cafe followed by some of her confidants

Dita who ran towards a small workshop at the top of the road not far from the alley to her rented she did not care for the people who saw her crying, she still cried so badly. The noise of the vehicle makes Dita's cry not much heard by people who pass by.

“gue, stupid” squeals Dita, she curses herself, she remembers the times every time they meet, she remembers Intan, she berates herself, she recalls herself, why did he not realize that Intan's expression first saw Febi, it turns out that Intan knew him, he was stupid not to ask Intan, he should have asked and

no need to get close to Febi

“fool, I am really stupid!, I should have asked Intan” he lamented in the midst of his tears

“neng Dita why?” Asked the workshop owner who happened to be his rented neighbor, he saw Dita who

crying is confusion, Dita cannot be agitated, even since she became her neighbor not a little bit of sadness like that. Hearing the workshop owner's question, Dita's cry grew.

Seen a motorbike driven by a man pulled over, and asked to add wind to the owner of the workshop, he also asked for an oil change there. The man was about to sit next to Dita, he noticed Dita, he remembered the orders of the person who hired him to be as natural as possible in order to be close and watch with Dita

“mbak Dita” greet the man politely and with a smile

“Dita who is still sobbing quickly wiped her tears, her eyes look ashen”

“bapak who?” Ask Dita

“my neighbor one of the students mbak Dita, in the orchid housing mbak” replied the man, Dita remembered and

indeed the man was once seen in front of the house of his tutoring students, Dita just silent he did not say a word

“oh yes mbak Dita if you want to learn mandarin how many mbak once meeting?” Ask the man to start the conversation

“Ninety thousand sir, studied for two hours” said Dita answered the man's question, he seemed to momentarily forget the incident that made him devastated and disappointed.

“wah expensive turns out ya” the boy's grunts while nodding

“ obviously aja expensive, did you first learn neng Dita also pay expensive, really not neng?” said the owner of the workshop who was changing the oil on a motorbike was also talking. Dita just smiled thinly

“abang online taxi driver?” Dita asked with a serious look even though it was still puffy

“iya mbak” replied the man with a friendly smile on Dita

“call me Yuda mbak” said the man told me his name

“bang Yuda can send me? What is the Deveraux bang?” Dita asked steadily but still with a raucous voice

“sewhile I check the application” the man also looked at his smartphone and told Dita

ojeknya rates. Dita also agreed after the oil filling on his motorbike was completed, Yuda Ryan's man drove Dita to The Deveraux office

***

“Dita” greeting Intan and surprised to see the eyes of his best friend

“can take me to Mr Nicholas' room?” Dita asked directly at Intan with a sharp and different gaze, this time her best friend looks like a different person, like Dita who she knew while still in the elite housing where Dita and her father live. Intan also guides Dita after informing Nicholas of Dita's arrival, Intan guides her to the elevator that is connected directly to the floor of Nicholas' room, Dita leaves

himself because he could not deliver because there was a meeting. Without permission Dita entered into Nicholas' room and slammed his hand on Nicholas's desk, visible under Dita's palm there is an object, no other credit card given to Dita Nicholas.

“take this I don't need! Dita said furiously as she stared intently at Nicholas

“I don't need your money, all I need is you and your wife get away from my life!” said Dita again with eyes full of anger and a loud voice

“do not disturb my life” he said again in a furious but slow voice. Nicholas who was surprised by Dita's anger was just speechless, just looking into Dita's eyes full of anger and disappointment, as if the doubt was still visible, Nicholas already knew what was the cause of Dita's anger, he had received news from Febi who contacted him by phone, the sound of Febi's voice was very panicked to worry Dita, Dita, he was afraid that Dita would stay away from him and it was done by Dita. Without waiting for Nicgolas's answer he immediately left Nicholas' room, the middle-aged man only took a deep breath, he thought about what he had to do so that Dita understood that he only wanted to protect the last treasure of his best friend and business partner Evan Mahendra, Dita in accordance with the last message of Evan Mahendra. Dita who stepped her feet in lethargy and shed tears

it was walking towards the elevator it was intercepted by Sean's voice

“Dita, are you here?” asked Sean who was in front of the door of his room was about to enter stop his steps and approach Dita, Sean's blue eyes made Dita Peace and just turned his head

sean said nothing

“hey what happen? You cryin? Sean asked while wiping Dita's tears, but it made Dita agitate.

“give me your hand, let me help you walk” pinta Sean while extending both hands

“Mr Sean” Sound Dita raucous and slow, she stared at Sean confused

“not Mr. Sean, but Sean, just Sean” Sean said with a gentle smile and a gaze of blue eyes that shade, Dita also subconsciously stretched out her hands and held on to Sean who walked

retreating to his room to guide Dita, like he was teaching a baby to walk, Sean smiled happily at what he was doing, he recalled helping Dita walk in the amusement park and many years ago when he taught Dita to first set foot, the memory was still fresh

ingratiated

“good girl” said Sean with a proud smile, I don't know what he was proud of and make a little laugh feel funny with what Sean did.

“you know Dita I like to do this” Sean said as he widened his hands that held Dita's hands

“why?” Dita asked with a smile

“Will you marry Rafael?”

Ask Sean suddenly

“what? Dita's voice asked back, she looked confused and could not believe what she heard

“gila nih bule, I'm not there anything with Rafael, kirain is good with me because I want PDKT same I” said Dita in heart

“PDKT? pede very much I say” he added again in the heart

“then what does that mean? remember I really but marry each other ” Tanya Dita in her heart

“yes, married with Rafael” said Sean again casually making sure with a sweet thin smile. Dita still did not realize she was still holding on to Sean's hands like a baby learning to stand up, turning her face away with an annoyed face, he looked back at Sean and realized he was still holding on to Sean

“ogah” said in a loud and steady voice while throwing both of Sean's hands

"Why not Dita, he is handsome and rich" said Sean trying to persuade and with a signal Sean forbid Nicholas to enter into his room, Nicholas who heard the conversation Dita and Sean

pausing his intention he just stood outside the room, not wanting to be seen by

Confiscated

"gue doesn't want to and I'm sorry I have to go" said Dita firmly he turned around and was about to walk away from Sean's room

“Dita, consider my request, for this company, we ..” have not finished Sean with his sentence Dita cut out Sean's sentence

“we? Sean Deveraux” asked Dita, she slowly and slowly mentioned Sean's name by turning her back to Sean, reassuring herself, a grin of disappointment rang out from her mouth

“flood so much I” he said with a high tone, upset and disappointed voice mixed, he felt himself very foolish not to realize that the man in front of him was The Deveraux, berahan Dita stepped foot, and, he took a deep breath and left the room, but his steps were stopped by Sean

"We, I know your father, I also taught you to walk as a baby that's why I like to lead you on" Sean said, shouting, Dita turned and looked at Sean

"but I'm sorry I'm not interested, I have my own world now" said Dita answer Sean's statement

"We don't want to have what your father left behind, said Sean

"father has nothing, no more left behind" replied Dita

"no, there's something you don't know, The Deveraux kept Hendra's property" said Sean, who did not want to delay telling Dita

“thanks, I do not want it from now on stop watching me” said Dita ketus, there is a sense of regret that is very deep in her heart, she stepped away. Rafael who saw Dita's eyes when she

he passed her and decided to enter Sean's room

“ada what? Why Dia?” asked Rafael confused, Nicholas also stepped in behind Rafael

“you want to marry him?” ask

Sean slowly and casually made Rafael raise one eyebrow

“what the hell” Sound Rafael curses and still does not believe him

“yes, marry dia” vote

Nicholas, who stood behind him, drew his lips to Raphael's ears

“dia didn't even glance at me, though,

you guys want me to marry him” grumbled Rafael by shaking his head

astonishment

“Seriously dad? Dita not interested in him?”ask Sean and look

raphael and his father took turns in disbelief

“he don’t even have her phone number”

nicholas said with a chuckle and moved his feet out of the

room, room,

"i don't believe it" said Sean astonished

"Sean is too early, she hasn't understood anything" Nicholas told Sean

"it looks like I missed something" Rafael said with a question on his face

“don’t forget dinner together” said Nicholas before actually getting out the door looking at his two sons

ascertaining

For three days Dita ignored his phone, he only replied to his tutoring students, he, even he dared to yell at Dimas who had always been scaring him, the terror he still received continuously, he said, Intan who was anxious could only come to Dita's contract but did not meet Dita, he only asked Dita's situation on the Tohir manganese. Dita moves as usual, but after being contracted he thought carefully about Sean's words, he still could not believe if he knew her since childhood and if it was true Sean taught her to walk, he said, Dita's really confused. He also remembers Intan's story of Mr. Nicholas' remorse, and more. Meanwhile Rafael, he doesn't understand whether to marry Dita or not, he is confused by what he has to do, the girl did not even glance at him and she could feel that Dita had no interest in him, how could she marry someone without any basis of love, she said,

"We are indeed she is not like other girls who hope to be with me even if only last night" Rafael muttered in his heart

 "it's so different that he's not even interested in asking me for expensive items" Rafael said in his heart

she laid her body on her soft mattress, grabbed her smart phone and looked at the picture of Dita on the screen, she noticed clearly, unaware that Sean and Nicholas were watching her from outside the door

going to the balcony, the door is still a little open and then leave Rafael

who looked at the picture of Dita

“you said don’t have her number then what about that picture” Sean's voice running away from Rafael's room, trying to ask his father with a stifled voice so as not to be heard

by Rafael

“in the history of Rafael, you really make me confused Dita” grunts Rafael who still see the picture of Dita.

“bang Tohir meatballs one ya” said Dita ordered meatballs with a lethargic face, that afternoon Dita went home early because

his student was sick and there was no teaching schedule, he kept his bag inside and came back again with a bottle of drink, his eyes still visible.

“neng Ditaaaa” sound mbak Ruminah vibrating divert Dita's eyes

“iya mbak Rum” replied Dita lethargic

“lemes was very neng” asked Mbak Ruminah to Dita who then looked at the mang Tohir while pointing at his own eyes and writing the letter O hints at the mang Tohir, and only holds both shoulders, he said, he understood with a signal mbak Ruminah, must have thought of the same question why Dita's eyes look swollen, Dita just smiled.

“ini neg baksonya” said mang Tohir and presented meatballs on the plastic table in Dita, without answering Dita directly grabbed the meat.

“neng do not buy neng fruit, there is pineapple also today” ask mbak Ruminah doubtful

“can mbak pineapplenya one” replied Dita who was immediately greeted with a smile and mbak Ruminah also approached Dita and put the fruit wrapped in plastic on the table.

“neng Dita why? Ruminah asked curiously but she could see clearly there was confusion on Dita's face.

“nothing mbak Rum, here's the money” replied Dita while giving a sheet of five thousand money on mbak Ruminah, after eating meatballs, dita, and Mbak Ruminah also went to sell Dita into her small contract, she leaned on her mattress, her tears were still bad without her noticing, she was confused to complain to whom, she said, he really lost his place to complain Dita was finally asleep.