For Heart

For Heart
Chapter 20 (Jonanda's Feelings)



The next day the newly awakened Yisilia opened her eyes and saw Jonanda's face facing her she smiled broadly and recalled the incident last night.


As Jonanda wriggled Yisilia pretended to sleep again, after opening Jonanda's eyes immediately widened her eyes


"Jeople..?" Then he sat up on the bed and found himself wearing nothing.


"Goddessa... What I did to him."Inner Jonanda with both hands holding his head.


When Yisilia pretended to squirm and opened her eyes she looked at Jonanda who was also looking at her, their eyes clashed for a moment and Jonanda decided their gaze and lowered his head and said "I'm sorry"


Yisilia did not answer him, she just kept quiet, and Jonanda turned to her.


"I'll take responsibility for what I've done to you."


Yisilia still silently looked at Jonanda.


"I'm sorry, I know what happened last night when you thought I was the one in your heart, I'm sorry I took this opportunity to tie you up to be mine, I promise, I promise, I'm sorry,, I will be a good wife to you Jonanda Son of Irwansha." Inner Yisilia.


Yisilia still remembers what Jonanda said last night before they really liked themselves.


"Gue loves you so much, you know this heart hurts so much when you see your companion it is someone else and not me, let alone your companion it is.. Is.. Hahaha it's okay even though your companion is not me, but we can still be close.. Because it's.. We are still destined not to be far apart even if we are not friends, we can still meet often without making a deal,, "


Flashback Off


The presence of Yisilia and Jonanda's first child is not easy, after the marriage of Hadyan and Yuwa 2 months ago Jonanda married Yisilia and after marriage they did not immediately present the baby, and after marriage they did not immediately present the baby, even though before they were married they had done so, Yisilia had asked Jonanda "Mas, if at that time you knew I was not easily pregnant, would you still marry me..?"


"What kind of question is that..?"


"We have been married for more than a year, even before marriage we have done it once but until now we still do not present the baby." Yisilia said sadly


"Please, we have not been trusted to leave angels to us."


"Are you sorry, Mom.?"


"Don't think too much Honey, I'm not sorry.?"jonanda hugged Yisilia.


Jonanda always tried to be a good husband and responsible for Yisilia, but her heart always refused to touch Yisilia, she had already tried to forget Yuwa and learn to accept this marriage. However, the more he tried to forget Yuwa, the more his heart missed him.


Although Jonanda was a normal man when Yisilia tried to tease him he still wanted to refuse, just because he did not want to hurt Yisilia so he joined the game of Yisilia. Perhaps he felt guilty towards Jisilia because he took away the chastity of Jisilia when he was drunk and therefore he tried to be a good and responsible husband but he did not wish to touch Jisilia if it wasn't Yisilia who tried to tease him.


Today Jonanda was very excited unlike his usual days especially when he came down the stairs to the dining table his smile broke when he found Yuwa and her children were already sitting there having breakfast with the childrenanak anak.


"Hi, Good morning child.." Jonanda


"The good morning uncle.."


"Good morning Yu.."


"Good morning, Nda. "


"The others haven't come down yet.."


"Yes, maybe soon."


"Oh, the kids will be with Uncle to school huh.."


"Yes, Uncle."


Not fighting for long, down to his two-in-laws..


"Good morning Ma, Pa." Jonanda's words were then followed by Yuwa


"For the morning."


"Good morning everyone "said the couple.


"Good morning" replied everyone who was already at the dinner table.


After breakfast, they were all doing their usual activities.


After taking her children to school Jonanda also set Yuwa to his residence because Yisilia had called him to bring Yuwa to his house because she wanted to celebrate a small party for Yuwa's birthday and Yuwa agreed.


Jonanda felt something that he never felt when he set Yuwa to his house, the feeling is certainly not the same as he used to always set Yuwa back to his apartment.


When he reached his home, Jezilia greeted him with a happy heart.


"Mas, lunch will be at home, yes, Mama and Mbak will cook delicious, yes, Mbak hehehe.."


"Yes, of course I can, Lia."


"Well, then I go to the office first" said Jonanda then kissed Yisilia on the forehead.


While with Yuwa and Yisilia, the one she wanted to kiss the most was Yuwa, but she still realized that she was her husband Yisilia.


"Thank you for holding you, Yuwa Zubina Iskandar. "Inner Jonanda.


Lunch time, and Jonanda was in a hurry to hurry up to his house for lunch. When he parked his car and opened the door he was stunned standing in the living room, really this scene he really wanted when every day returning from work could see Yuwa was playing with his children.


Slowly and unknowingly Jonanda walked over to where Yuwa was playing with the children.


"Papa." Call Zilan Son of Irwansha son of Jonanda and Yisilia.


"Eh, Nda, you're home, right,,?" Yuwa


"Eh, it just arrived."


"Here baby, Papa hugs, where's Yisilia, Yu..?"


Before Yuwa answered, Yisilia answered first. "I'm here, Mum."


"Come, let's eat everything is done." continued Yisilia.


Jonanda and Yuwa move to the dining table and the children ask their aides to take care of them.


"Wuahh, tease my tongue nich.."Jonanda said as he looked at the food on the dining table.


"Then eat a lot, Mas"


"Is this all you cooking dear..?"


"No, there was a mother who helped also earlier."


When Yuwa took the spicy sour food, Jonanda immediately said "Yu, do not eat the spicy-spicy on your stomach crumpled again."


"Yes, yes, bawel... Just take a little nich."Said Yuwa softly.


"Hahahah, yes just a little not much, this fried cuttlefish your favorite food in eating tuh."


"Thank you."


Yisilia was stunned to see Jonanda's interaction with Yuwa, all this time she had never seen Jonanda laugh freely with him let alone eat with a heart that was so happy. But he got rid of the unpleasant thoughts because he did not forget that Yuwa and Jonanda were close friends.


After finishing eating Yisilia did not forget to buy a gift for Yuwa and say happy birthday to him then Yuwa and Jonanda were saying goodbye, because Yuwa would pick up the children back home from school by the driver, and the driver, Mr. Rudi and Jonanda returned to his office.