For Fate

tears

Rafka really reneged on her promise that will not come out tonight to make Queen a little surprised by the behavior of her husband who often went out the night did not even tell her.

" what really happened made you break your promise baby, what you hid from me" Queen said in her heart

" i have to find out what's really going on, I can't wait "

Queen contacted his assistant Lesa to help find Rafka's whereabouts via GPS location Hp Rafka. And just after 10 minutes of waiting Queen found the whereabouts of her husband in one of the famous Hospital that handles patients with psychiatric disorders. suddenly, Queen was surprised and asked who was there about Rafka's relationship with the hospital why she never knew anything about it. yes of course because they have never discussed anything about their personal lives even they never had the intention to talk to each other openly about their lives including all things their activities as children big businessman.

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Queen really did not believe the thing that she saw in the hospital was really destroying her heart and feelings. why he should see and hear everything from the people he loves the most and what Rafka's words mean. Queen really can't think clearly now even logic and her heart is arguing so hard that it makes her speechless want it feels like she's crying and screaming to vent all her thoughts. easing the tightness in his chest stops his negative thoughts and tries to understand all his circumstances but nil himself only an ordinary man can feel and think negatively even more.

Queen drove her car with more speed leaving the RS and everything she heard earlier with tears flooding her cheeks aimlessly she wanted just to go away now.

Queen enters her apartment that is not known by anyone except her assistant Lesa who is made a place to hide from her family if she is angry or does not want to be disturbed by anyone. Queen entered with still crying she was really hurt, without realizing she had taken alcoholic drinks that she had never touched. he had it only to be made as a decoration but tonight he drank a drink that he did not like , it really makes him forget his commitment about not drinking alcohol.

already 3 bottles were spent by him but did not make Queen stop to drink even that much but he still could not forget what he heard and saw it really made him crazy will it even though he has almost fainted by drinking that much as a beginner alcoholic drinks that have exceeded the limit , all the memories of what he saw and heard were still ringing and spinning in his head like a wide-screen cassette tape swiveled to watch.

The Flashback

Aletta who said that she would end her life because she could not accept the situation that had been raped and made a slave lustful by men and irresponsible. it was true that he wanted to end his life if he remembered it and who wanted to be with a woman like her.

" let me die Raf, don't stop me "sobbing Aletta

" don't do it let lo still have me, lo have nyokap lo you have to take care of, do you not like to see your nyokap lo if you leave it alone here "

" you don't know what happened to me Raf, you'll definitely be disgusted to see me, I'm not a good girl anymore I'm a dirty girl and despicable Raf "

" there are no contemptible and dirty girls in this world letta all have their own roles and destiny path and that you experience I do not know but it is my fault because it can not take care of you well, sorry I let " said Rafka regretting

" you know Raf what happened to me? you won't want to see me again because I can't take care of myself properly "

seeing the position of Rafka and Aletta has made Queen injured where Rafka's position is hugging Aletta from behind with a very romantic when seen normally but without realizing Rafka's position is holding Aletta to perform the suicide and Rafka's words she heard were her most painful.

" i'll take care of you now whatever happens letta, you still have me, I'm always on your side for good I don't care about your past, you know , I promise I will always be there for you" said Rafka without thinking the impact of his words that gave hope to a woman but broke the heart of another woman who was none other than Queen who heard Rafka's words.

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