
***
"It seems like I'm the only one who loves you" said Lucky, who warmly stared at the childhood photo of Flowers with him in the park.
"It seems like just yesterday I was taking a ride and you stopped giving me a kiss dear to me" Lucky said again, slowly shedding tears.
"I am the one who put my heart on a child as small as you", Lucky who continues to stare at photos of Flowers when he is with her.
Yesterday night, was the stern answer that Bunga gave Lucky as they had a threesome dinner with Dini.
Dini who knew if her best friend needed time together with Lucky quickly reasoned to go to the toilet and slowly left her brother and best friend who were discussing serious things.
"Sister.sorry.", said Bunga opened his conversation with an apology to Lucky.
"For what?", asked the curious Lucky.
"Forget your love for me brother, you must find someone better than me", a flower that feels guilty while bowing its face.
"Is my feeling of love a burden to Mom? if so I will let go", Lucky replied with a smile and covered up the sadness of his heart.
"Not that, I'm not burdened at all with your love. But my heart aches when it comes to rejecting you because my love is just a brother and nothing more" Flowers explained to Lucky what she really felt for Lucky.
"Hey.ay I told you before, loving you was my choice so you don't have to feel that pain", Lucky who explains what he chose himself and will bear it with all his heart.
"But until when will you close yourself and your feelings to others?", asked Flowers at Lucky who occasionally looked at him warmly.
"I'm a busy doctor, so I don't get to see women and I don't close myself to it, it's just that it might still take me some more time to love someone new", lucky explained to the Flower.
"But until when?", asked Flowers again who were worried about Lucky.
"Until someone truly replaces me to take care of you, maybe I'll leave quietly" replied Lucky sternly who did not want to open his heart before he saw Bunga find a substitute figure for him.
***
The conversation about each other's feelings stopped there.
Flowers who now know the reason Lucky is still guarding his heart makes him more determined to immediately find someone so that his brother is also happy.
Lucky who is always busy is often very important to pay attention to yourself.
Even for the size of his age, many drugs that he swallowed to withstand the pain of his Mah Artika came.
Flowers that feel guilty about it, that day all he has to convey well to Lucky to make him stop maintaining his feelings.
The longing that Lucky always kept for his first love is now shattered in one night.
The words that Bunga conveyed managed to make Lucky slightly release the feelings that he had stored for a long time.
It is very difficult, but Lucky has to bear the consequences he has made.
From the beginning of his return from the Lucky Study already felt from the spotlight the gaze of the Flower that was different to him.
Even the laborers took months to finally get Lucky even closer to Bunga.
But Lucky still thanked the little girl who changed his dream.
Being a cool Doctor in the future that even Lucky himself did not expect if he finally really became a Doctor.
Lucky is even very loving and dedicated to his work as a Doctor.
Everyone has their own dreams.
And Lucky her dream is just to be someone who looks cool to the little girl who now makes her let go of the feeling of love that she's been saving for quite a while.
***
"It feels like I've been split apart and torn into pieces of dust" said Lucky, who was still staring at the photo of the little flower with his innocent smile.
"Look at your smile, how can I forget you?", Lucky asked himself.
The sense of being able to accept reality if his love is rejected makes him aware.
Not everything he wanted could go according to plan.
Destiny only belongs to God, although we as humans can try and change it.
it was a pretty heavy night with Lucky occasionally shedding his tears.
while lying on the mattress of the workspace and sleeping washed away in his sadness.
***
*Party
"And what is Lucky's situation?", asked Bunga when he walked out of class after the first lesson.
"Sister didn't come home all night, so I don't know how she is" replied Dini, who then entered the second class with her best friend.
Today they had the same class for a whole day.
So it's very convenient for them to keep sharing their stories.
"I'm very worried" said Bunga with his worried expression.
"Let's calm she's a lot older than we shouldn't have anything bad going on" Dini replied, calming down her best friend who was beginning to worry about Lucky's situation.
Today Bunga continues to be anxious and a little unfocused on his lecture, occasionally he checks his smartphone to see if there is a reply from the message he sent.
"Ting", the sound of the Flower smartphone when the last class had just finished.
"I'm fine, don't worry and sorry to keep you waiting. I had a sudden operation" Lucky replied to a message that Bunga read.
"thankfully, sorry to interrupt your work time" replied Bunga to a message he quickly sent to Lucky.
"Where?", asked Dini to her best friend who from a gloomy morning.
"Thank God Lucky's sister is fine", replied Bunga with a sense of relief from her worry.
"I told you she'd be fine, well even though I knew my brother was actually a xixixixixi whiny" Dini said in a slightly joking manner.
"I feel guilty for saying my feelings" The flower continued to feel guilty about her words last night.
"Shuttt.already you should have said that, otherwise my brother will be single for life and wait for you, my friend" replied Dini to give encouragement to his friend.
A short chat while walking down the campus corridor.
They finally decided to go home soon because they want to watch their favorite movie that has been released.
"Well I can't wait, there's finally free time for both of us and no tasks that burden hahah" said Dini happily as she walked towards the parking lot with her best friend.
"Yes" replied Flowers who were also happy because they could finally spend time together again.
"Lo Pak Diksi has not come home yet?", asked Dini who saw the Lecturer was carrying a lot of files and just got out of his car.
"oh, you guys, you wanna go home? yes, today there is a little business that I have to finish", asked Diksi to those who turned out to be just leaving campus.
"Mr needs help?", asked Bunga to Diksi who seemed bothered with his luggage.
"Is it okay?", asked Diksi over an offer of help from flowers.
"Of course we're not in a hurry" the two replied in unison.
"Thank you, this please help" said Diksi who then picked up some more files in his car.
"Yes, I just remembered I actually have an appointment" said Dini who suddenly reasoned could not help Diksi and deliberately left his best friend so they could be closer
"oh.it's okay, I'm sorry I borrowed a friend for a while" replied Diksi to Dini who then left without guilt.
"The child is really careful later if I go to his house" said Bunga grumbling at his friend who went to occasionally turn his head and encourage his best friend.
"Come Flowers.", invite Diksi to Bunga who is still daydreaming to look at his best friend with hands full of files.
"Flower.!", call Dikti again to the woman who is still standing sculpting.
"Ah..I.iya sir come on", replied Bunga who had just realized if his Lecturer called his name.
The two of them walked side by side while carrying some files in each other's hands even though Diksi brought more.