Flower Life's

Eps 12 - I'm Sloppy

Still Here~

I'm still clean in the bathroom... This water makes my mind feel so clear... Ahhhhhhhhhhh... Only water can calm me... I want to be here a little longer, but it looks like I have to get to work... Well I'll let it go first... I'm going out... The sound of water stopped...

"Cowell" (the sound of doors opening)

When I came out of the bathroom I saw Win staring at me... I thought about my situation before I came out of the bathroom... I don't remember a single bit about Win... It turns out that the water made my mind go blank, even I didn't realize Win was still here!!!... Huwaaa....

"Ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh" Shouted Win...

"Sorry!!.. I forgot to put on my shirt!!" Shouts me coming back slamming the bathroom door...

Why is this so!?... My mind is why empty like this... This water is why it makes me so calm that I didn't even realize Win was still here... Huwaa... What's wrong with me... How's this... How do I shift the topic... Huhhhh how is this!!... He's seen every part of my body... What's wrong with me!!... Stupid fools!...

tok to tok tok~

"Lia??.. You're not what?? Why yell?" Ask Win friendly...

"Ti ti ti no... I'm fine!!. he he he he he..." Answer me with red cheeks...

Alright calm your mind Lia!!.. Think carefully how you can shift the topic!!... Come Lia!!... Come onhh!!... Think of a way out!!.. Alright I will put on my clothes, after that I will come out as if nothing happened!!... And I put on the clothes I brought to the bathroom before I cleaned my body...

"Cleekk" (the sound of doors opening)

"He he he Win I'm going to minimarket~~ Win!!... What's this!!?... Why don't you wear your clothes!!.. Why show me that chest!!... Win damn!!!... It's wearing your bego shirt!!" Close your eyes and throw Win's shirt at Win to be worn by Win...

"Yes yes!!... I'll wear it!... Huhhhhh!! I thought you'd love to see my body like this... Turns out you're still embarrassed just to look at it, if you want to see just say I'm ok!" Win said kidding to me...

"Never!!" Answer me with a cynical look...

This time I saw him wearing his clothes... He finally wanted to obey me... I thought he was gonna do something weird again like last night... I thought last night was just an accident...

"Bruuuk!!" (the sound of the door of the apartment that was broken by a van)

"Lia!!? Why are you here??... What are you doing??.. Why don't you answer my phone!!... I made the company just to call you!!... What's wrong with you Lia??" Van asked in haste...

"Hey Van!... Have you seen Lia??... Do you think Lia still wants to be with you Van??... Hey Van!... Back away... Take good care of my brother good!!" Said Win to Van...

After being reprimanded by Win, there seemed to be no change from Van whose attitude Van ignored the talk from Win and Van continued to ask while yelling at me...

"Lia!!... I believe in you... I'm sure you won't do anything this stupid, Lia!!... Lia know I love you so much Lia!... I don't want to be with anyone but you Lia!!..." Said Van stroking my cheek...

"Never touch me again!!... Hear??... Did you hear it??... Don't show up in front of me again!!... I would not be made a mistress by you!!... You're a hunker!!..." Snatch me to Van...

"What are you saying Lia!!... Lia!!.. Please come home with me... I've been so worried about you all this time... Lia I can't lose you Lia!!" Van said to me...

After quite a long dialogue, Van pulled my arm and took me out of the apartment like he was leading me somewhere... I was forced to ask... My arm is pulled tight, it's rough and it hurts... What is it exactly!!... Not only did I run because I was pulled by it, but I also considered choosing my options while running...

"Have!!.. Enough Van!!... Enough's enough!!... Never touch me and never appear before me!!.. Van, do you need to listen to hahh!!??... The van!!... Go home!!... I don't want to be Van's mistress.. Accounts who decided to end our relationship Van!!" Shouted me while deciding on Van's hand...

At that time I did not know why Van was silent after hearing my words... I seem to have spoken too harshly to him... I'm gonna take this opportunity to run to the apartment, sorry Van... I chose not you...

"Sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry!!.. Ibu!!... Mama!!.. I want to complain Mom!!... Mama!!... Van's back to pranking me, Mom!!... Protect me Mother!!" Shouted my cries while running towards the apartment...

ON THE OTHER HAND~

"Alright Lia... You determined it... I will only accept your opinion even if I am disappointed... Lia fought... I will always protect you!! Stay alive and sorry I made you cry again!!" Said Van faintly....

Looks like Van's hurt a lot because of my words... It looks like Van is desperate... Looks like Van's mind is empty and walking towards the highway... And Van got hit by a car at a pretty good speed... The car seemed to have escaped... I saw Van from far away and I could only keep running...

"Mom forgive me!! Mom forgive me!! I'm sorry I couldn't protect you... I'm sorry I hurt someone else's heart... I'm sorry I can only see from a distance... I'm sorry Mom!!.." I ran while crying...

"Winnn!!" My yelling..

I got to Win's apartment... I was crying so it was her... Looks like Win's trying to calm me down... And all I know is it's not gonna work... Because I was Van accident...

"Winne!!... Van accident... Win!!... Please him... I'm so guilty that I Van had an accident!!... It seemed like his mind was empty because of my words and he walked leisurely towards the highway" My father sniffled...

"Lia you don't have to worry... The people there will save him and take him to the hospital... Relax, Lia... Van accident is not because of you... You're innocent Lia... Alright Lia!!... Calm your mind!" Say Win Gently...

I tried to calm my mind, but it was only in vain... I hugged Win back then and Win returned my arms and his arm Win hugged me back and rubbed my head... He says I'm innocent, why... I didn't help Van when he got hurt and I just saw him get hit... Why am I innocent!!...

"She stopped thinking hard... Calm yourself, Lia!!... Calm down" said Win while moving and kissing me...

UMMMCCH~

"All right, I'll try to calm down... I'll calm down" I said limp...

Now I feel calmer than ever... I need to be able to control my emotions... But about Van... I also have to take responsibility... I'll take care of him... Yes I have to take care of him!!...

"Thanks Win... You're the one who's always there when I'm tough"