Flower Kids STM

Pamite

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“You sure?” The question came from Risa's mother who was unsure of Ayu's statement just now.

“Iyaa tan, I have been a long time with repotin aunty same other family” Jwab Ayu while nodding steadily.

“But.”

“Who said you are repotin, your aunt is here” replied Mama Risa sincerely, really she considers Ayu already like her daughter.

“But I'm not good tan, have repotin aunt until take care of me all” Ayu down felt he really troublesome.

“Don't say that, as if aunt helped you out of pity. Absolutely not a sincere aunt flower, aunt already consider you like your own child” Once again mama Risa explained with a sincere look.

“Thank you tan, but I can't continue to depend on other people. Afraid Dad messed up no longer clear so the family aunt hit her” Enough just Adara who splashed his emotions at the time.

“Tante is not afraid, aunt husband Abdi Negara. Can what she is?” Said Risa's mother in a joking tone not wanting Ayu to feel offended.

“Betul also yaa tan, hahah” Ayu laughed in response to this woman's joke in front of her, she was not offended at all.

“If you get out of here, you want to go home?” Mama Risa asked carefully.

After being silent for a while Ayu shook her head in response.

“Sgratitude” Mama Risa muttered and inaudible by Ayu.

“So where are you going?”

“Emm.I want to cost tan” Reply Ayu slowly.

“What's the cost?!” There was a tone of disbelief from the words of Mama Risa.

“Iyaa tan, the plan is gotu”

“From nge-kost mending you stay here aja yaa?” His words persuaded.

“Sorry tan” Ayu refused slowly, really she did not want to bother others too much and also she stayed dependent on anyone.

“Yes Allah, you do not think strangely. Aunty and family do not feel repotted at all with you. Look at Riva aja kesengan as long as you are here” Obviously mama Risa long.

Ayu was silent, confused as to what kind of response. This was the first time anyone else who wasn't his family was so adamant about holding him back, staring at his worried even his own family had never been like this.

Seeing the silent Ayu, Risa's mother tried to understand the contents of the girl's mind.

He understood, for the present age Ayu is still in the phase of seeking identity and seeking freedom in the sense of being free from the shackles of her savage father.

But hearing Ayu who had been sexually abused at a young age, Mama Risa worried that this girl was far from her supervision.

If until the trauma it relapses because of various bad things that trigger it and when it happens not one person on his side then it is very fatal for mental Ayu.

He must have made a bad attempt to hurt himself even if it was out of his control.

For what he sees now, Ayu needs a friend to tell her a story. Maybe Ayu can tell her three best friends but Mama Risa knows, the closer the relationship, the greater the sense of not looking weak in front of the closest people.

It's a law of nature, no matter how weak we must be when we don't want to look weak in front of the people closest to us.

“Okee, aunt believes you already have a mature mindset. Sure can distinguish which is good and which is bad” Mama Risa stroked the girl's short mane.

“Still tan.” Ayu smiled widely.

Confession, teenagers who are looking for their identity are eager to get recognition from others. Also they want to be believed that the decision they take is a good thing for themselves.

“Sama-sama”

“Oiyaaa where are you costing? with whom?”

“The plan just want to find his boarding tomorrow tan, home school” Ayu yelled with his innocent look.

“Loh new nyari tomorrow, aunty thought it was ready”

“Trus with whom is the host? Your friends?”

“Self tan” Ayu's answer makes Mama Risa more agitated if to let Ayu out of her house.

“Kok itself?”

“Iyaa tan, kan temen others are still on the same residence ortu. For a while tan, if it's light I can go back to the house”

“Emm..yawah aunt believes the same decision Kok” flower Mama Risa smiled despite her calm feeling.

“There's so much more once again tan” said Ayu sincerely grasping the woman's hand gently.

“Sama-sama is beautiful, yaudah rose gih clean first” Mama clasped Ayu's hand.

“Tan... Flowers out tonight” Ayu said slowly, afraid to spray.

“WHAT?!!” Toucan then? Mama Risa though a meek Mother but still basically Mothers on the face of the earth is a chatty person.

“Gak, can't!!” Mama Risa started glaring at her eyes a sign of disapproval.

“Flower want to nginep at Adiba tan, earlier already by the way” Reply Ayu quickly.

“Can't! There is no objection, aunt already ngijinin you make the cost does not mean you have to go out for tonight also” said Mama Risa firmly.

“You stay here until the hostel gets, no objection!! Stay here until you meet the hostel or not cost at all” said Mama Risa firmly does not want to be denied.

“Tan.” Rengek Ayu, very spoiled.

“Not fixed enggak” Mama Risa shift her sitting, away from Ayu.

“Tan..” Whine Ayu again.

“Tann...” Ayu directly glared no relaxed by Mama Risa.

“Pengen hug” Ayu said slowly, somehow it feels very like to hug the woman in front of him.

“What's not horrifying?” Lying, Mama Risa heard Ayu's words clearly. He just wanted to hear Ayu's spoiled voice swear this girl was so adorable.

“Pengen peluukkkk” Rengek Ayu spoiled, like a child asking for a new toy on his Mother.

“Ulu ulu, there is a baby want to be hugged” Mama Risa said mockingly and quickly pulled Ayu inside her arms.

“Hangat” Inner Ayu muttered, tightening her embrace.

“Bundaa..Kangen” flowers.

Just this time Ayu shows her spoiled side to people other than her Mother, Ayu is actually just a daughter who lacks the affection of the figure of Mother, a fragile girl who pretends to be strong.

She goes through her teenage years alone without guidance from a single mother, completely lonely. Only accompanied by a great sense of trauma haunts his days.

There was no Mom where she told her first period, no Mom who taught her how to wear pads and other simple things.

It's so simple that even for others it's an exaggeration to involve the mother to teach you how to wear pads, but do you believe such a simple thing that Ayu can't get.

Ayu regretted, at the last moment her Mother was busy crying over things that her Mother did not need to know.

Suppose that….

If at that time Ayu knew that Mother would go for her long, Ayu would show her best smile to Mommy.

Suppose that….

If at that time Ayu knew that Mother would go for her long, Ayu would not tell her about the difficult time she experienced at school.

If could….

Ayu will tell you that she has many good friends at school, teachers who love her like their own children and many other beautiful things.

Although it must lie, Ayu does not matter while Mommy can smile at the last moment. But still Ayu could at least lie to Mother.

He told me all about those who did not want to be friends with Ayu, about the teachers who cornered him.

Ayu's problem of sexual abuse they make a mockery, they laugh when Ayu desperately suppresses her fear.

Fellow women should have them sympathize, right?

Not that women are creatures who have a high sense of empathy because they use feelings when facing problems rather than using logic.

Butwhat? Precisely those who scorned Ayu the most at that time, with the reason Ayu did not want to tell the incident in detail so they assume Ayu covered up the problem because he was the guilty person.

Accused of being a guilty person when he is a victim.

Don't they think about how Ayu would feel if she was forced to tell him the events that traumatized her?

It hurts so much that his pain will die.

Getting a sexual abuse victim to tell her about the abuse she's been through is just as inhumane as asking how a child has just died.

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*Honestly weh I sent this part nulis*😭*

No one wants to be a victim of sexual harassment, no!!

Severe now, many people who blame them “victim”, expressed opinions that they think are right in their point of view.

“Pantesan dilelehin, people his clothes aja gitu”

⁇ ️You know? Many of the victims of the abuse were wearing covered clothing.

“Measuring him don't wander” often

⁇ ️You know? Even at home, they are victims of abuse.

“Halah body exhibited-pamerin turn in the hold of the lakik do not accept”

⁇ ️How then? We have to accept being held in the same way as a jerk like that?

Many things lead opinion to blame koraban for his negligence in guarding himself.

Please.stop!!

Your words hurt the feelings of the victim, he did not neglect to take care of himself just when bad luck was befalling him.

To be blamed for an event that even he himself did not want it to happen, was extremely inhumane.

Teach your boys, your brothers how to appreciate women!!

Cultivate solid religious knowledge so that he can appreciate any woman.

Speaking of lust, all living beings also have lust, including animals!!

The thing that distinguishes us from animals is SENSE!!

It's reasonable to think which is good and not, don't just want to break through the free rights of others just because you can't deny your lust!!

Humans aren't?

Dalah, so many bacot me😭