Flash Back's

chapter 2

"sorry I can't, excuse me" suddenly that's all I can say is that I can't really do I don't want the fortress that I built as high as possible to arrive collapsed because it must be reunited with her often .I left the room with Maya's voice calling my name .

I rushed out at a fast pace no matter who was around to talk anything about me and even took a picture of Vidio I did not care at all behind the steps Maya approached chasing me no matter at all .once in front of the building a taxi stopped and dropped off the passengers I stopped and entered without knowing a particular destination.at this time I just want to avoid disappearing from the situation even for a moment.

" go where miss "

" don't know "I answered as well

"alright then how about if we just turn around first until miss really wants to go home "

" heumm" I replied

I just stay lucky, taxi sir wants to understand and be kind with my situation , my mind is somehow very complicated really I do not want to see it again even though somehow the heart can not lie as if my longing has been healed happy to hear again his voice happy to see back that beautiful face .but I don't want to waver considering my love is so big I'm afraid to ruin all the plans that have been arranged .I'm sure this meeting was not just a coincidence but his plan and then what was the reason why he would want to be satisfied to see me suffer showed me that he can live happily with his current partner .

" RUTHLESS MAN AGHHHHHH " I cried screaming can not resist the emotion of my shame really no longer ad I know the taxi driver may be surprised but he can only look at a glance without saying anything .

I cried so much so that her spilling all my frustration spilling my emotions on her was inexhaustible with her making me a model of her ad with what old contract to make her satisfied .

long I cried until how many hours the sky had been late in the afternoon I could see his change in the car's glass mesh ,right now, I don't know how many times Maya called me, I know she must be worried about me and asked what was wrong with my attitude .

the driver was astonished to hear me ask to stop at the big suspension bridge .

" lady tau missus is having a problem but getting down here alone is not good to mending home to the parents of the lady must be nyariin " talk to me about the taxi driver, he must think I'm going to jump off this bridge.again if you think who will worry about me .

" it's okay sir I want to go down for a while just want to find a hot sultry wind while wanting to contact someone "my answer reassured him

" all right, miss, then "

I got out of the car wearing a mask in my pocket that I had put on guard to avoid paparazzi .

when my door opened immediately the wind hit my face it felt a little soothing for a few weekends I rarely go to this place usually if there is a problem I always come looking ahead far nothing is it necessary to think of rebuilding the brain so that I can be sane to face all .

" no need to wait for "

I forgot I was not alone