Five Years of Love

The Certainty Faldi Waited for

Two weeks later.

Flowers that have lost patience to face the attitude of Faldi intends to invite Faldi to talk. Tonight he was waiting for Faldi to come home from work.. Upon hearing the sound of a car entering the courtyard, Bunga immediately exited his room.

Faldi who entered was a little surprised to see the Flower had not slept. Usually if he comes home from work, Bunga must be in his room

"I want to talk!" flower Words.

Faldi. "I'll take a shower and then have dinner. After that we just talk." Faldi replied as he stepped into Zidan's room

 The flower gasped at Faldi's reply. He feels guilty. When her husband comes home all she has to do is ask him if he has had dinner or not, not to go straight to her as he just did.

What kind of wife am I. Inner Flower regrets.

The flower then goes to the kitchen to heat up the food for Faldi. Then he prepared the food at the dinner table. Flowers sat there while waiting for Faldi to come out of the room.

Not long after, Faldi came out to the dining table. Without saying much he immediately took the food at the table and enjoyed it.

"Do you want me to make you some coffee?" ask Flowers. He knows Faldi likes to drink coffee after dinner.

"If it doesn't trouble you." Faldi replied flatly. Flowers rose from their seats, walking to the kitchen to boil water. He looked at Faldi who was enjoying his dinner from the kitchen.

Fuckin' fal! What exactly do you want? You married me and didn't screw me. Do you want revenge because I have hurt you so many times. 

The flower pensively as it continued to stare at Faldi. Faldi turned his head, Flowers were startled and instantly averted his gaze. Faldi's lips curled thinly.

Faldi had finished his meal. He stood up and sat in the middle room reading a book,

"It!" flower said while putting coffee on Faldi's front desk.  He sat on the sofa in front of Faldi.

"Speak!"  faldi said expressionlessly.

The flower gulped to throw away its nervousness.

"I just wanted to ask. Please answer honestly!"

"Hm." Faldi agreed with deheman.

"Why did you marry me?" ask Flowers.

Faldi did not answer. He looked into the eyes of the flower. Their eyes locked onto each other for quite a long time. Faldi then turned his eyes back to the book he was reading without answering the question Bunga.

"Fale! I'm asking you." Flowers were upset that Faldi had not answered his question.

"Do I still need to answer if you know the answer yourself."

"You mean you married me because you still love me and want to live with me?"

Faldi was still concentrating on his reading. Flowers are really upset.

"Faldi!!! What exactly do you want? You married me but your attitude is like this. Did you intentionally want to torture me?" The flower took out all its teeth.

"No. I only grant your wish. Wasn't it at the beginning of your marriage that you were cold?"

Flowers silent. Faldi's reply made him recall his behavior on the first day of their marriage. How rude he said to Faldi. And he acted as if Faldi didn't exist. So long ago when he ignored Faldi, this kind of sick feeling he felt. I hurt him many times.

"If there's nothing you want to talk about, I'm going to sleep." Faldi stood up and was about to step into the room but his legs stopped moving.

"Sorry!" hiss Flowers watered but successfully made Faldi stand sculpting.

"I'm sorry. I'm guilty of you. From the beginning it was all because of me. I couldn't recognize Gery so I mistakenly thought of him as you. Then I ran away and married Kendra just to protect my good name and the future of the child I bear. I never thought about your feelings. I'm selfish. I'm just thinking about myself." Sobbing flowers.

Faldi gulped. It felt like he turned around and grabbed the Flower in his arms. But he doesn't want to do that. He was afraid that he would not be able to control himself before everything was clear. Faldi was waiting for something to happen. If his estimation was correct, he would accept that fate sincerely.

"Sleep Flowers. It's night. I've never blamed you and I've forgiven you." Faldi replied before he swung his leg back into Zidan's room.

Flowers are still sobbing. He could understand how much his heart ached.

I will accept all your actions patiently if it can remove the wounds I have been incising in your heart Faldi.

Flowers then stepped into her room.

This morning Bunga deliberately did not go back to sleep after performing dawn prayers. He hurried to the kitchen to make breakfast. When he came out of the room, he saw a man in the kitchen. He knew the man was Faldi.

The flower approaches, "Let me do the cooking."

Faldi. He took off the apron he was wearing and put it on the kitchen table.  Faldi leaves Flowers. Flowers continue Faldi's cooking. Two hours later, the food was on the dinner table.

Faldi came out with Zidan to the dining table.

"Yes Zidan's favorite cook?" zidan said radiantly when he saw his favorite food.

"Yes, sayank. Come on eat!" The flower then brought food for Zidan. He wanted to get food for Faldi too, but the man had served himself.

Flowers smile sadly. He then took food for himself. Only three mouthfuls he put food into his mouth, suddenly he felt a very nauseous.

"Jeek..Yuck." Bungan closed his mouth and ran into the bathroom near the kitchen.

Finally. Inner Faldi.

"Zidan, continue eating! Papa wants to see mom first." Faldi stood up and walked to the bathroom.

"Are you okay?" asked Faldi when he saw the flower washing his mouth after vomiting. Flowers nod.

"Fal I just catch a cold. No need to see a doctor."

"Must!!" faldi said firmly. "Change clothes! I waited for you. We took Zidan back to the doctor!" Faldi then left the Flower.

After changing her clothes, Bunga met Faldi in the dining room.

"Zidan let's go!" take Faldi when the flowers are ready.

"Why did you bring me here?" bunga asked astonished when Faldi's car stopped in front of the obstetrician's office.

"Comedown. You should check yourself. Who knows you're pregnant." Faldi replied.

"I can't possibly be pregnant with Faldi!" Flower insistence.

"How can you be so sure?"

"You never touched me how could I be pregnant." Flowers replied with a blushing face. He lowered.

Faldi was a little nervous. This kind of talk caused a strange rumble in him.

"Hem." Faldi mendehem dispelled his nervousness. "I mean who knows you're pregnant with Bang Kendra's child."

"No! When I first arrived in Indonesia, I was on my period. And while in Indonesia we never did because your father asked us to separate rooms. He said we can't do it until we get married again. So I'm sure I'm not pregnant with Mas Kendra's child." Flowers explained.

"Then why are you vomiting?"

"Fale! Not everyone who vomits is pregnant. I recently felt uncomfortable in my stomach. Maybe my stomach acid has gone up because too many things have been bothering me lately."

"But there's no harm in checking, right? It's got here too. Comeondown!" Faldi opened the car. He went down and walked in, followed by the flowers.

Flowers lying on the bed. The doctor applied the gel to his stomach and performed an ultrasound. The eyes of Flower and Faldi looked at the monitor screen.

"There's nothing. The master's wife is not pregnant" said the doctor as he pulled his ultrasound device from the belly of the Flower. The flower covered her stomach and then got up and sat back in the front seat of the doctor.

"Master must be patient. Maybe it's not time for you to be given a baby." the doctor said so with the intention of comforting Faldi who he thought was disappointed because his wife was not pregnant. He glanced at Faldi's face which at that time looked bright with a smile sheet decorating it.

This guy is really chested. He did not want to show his disappointment in front of his wife. He even put on that kind of face. Salute you, sir, the inner doctor.

Another doctor thought, another with what Faldi thought,

Looks like I can end my acting cue now.

Yes Faldi shows a indifferent attitude to Flowers solely as a shield so that he is not tempted to touch Flowers. She was afraid that Bunga was pregnant with Kendra's child. So he will wait for certainty whether the Flower is pregnant or not by keeping his attitude and not touching the Flower at all.

"Thank you Doctor. Excuse us!" Faldi shook the doctor's hand. He then grabbed Bunga's hand and took her out of the doctor's office.

Flowers followed Faldi's steps with astonishment at Faldi's changing attitude that became warm.

"You weren't breakfast, now I'm taking you to breakfast. What do you want to eat?" faldi said with affection like before.

"Fal, you're okay, right?" ask Bunga wonder.

"Why, I just want to spoil my wife, is that wrong?"

"No. That's not wrong. It's just a little weird."  Flowers looked at Faldi with a puzzled look. Faldi chuckled, he then scrambled the Flower's hair.

"Your brain is so small. So don't think mostly. It can be short." Faldi laughed again, He opened the car door for Bunga. After the Flower entered, Faldi entered and sat behind the wheel.

"Fuck!"

"Yes?"

"Don't you hate me anymore? Have you forgiven me?"

Faldi, who was preparing to start the engine, turned his head. He took the flower's hand and kissed it."I never hated you, Flower. My attitude all this time was not out of hate. But it's because I love you. I was willing to wait until the certainty I was waiting for came."

"Concert about what?"

"About your pregnancy. Anyhow before marrying me, you were with Kendra bang. I'm afraid you're carrying her child. I promised myself that if you were pregnant with her child, then I wouldn't touch you until the baby was born." Faldi again kissed the flower's hand.

"And now I have that certainty. You're not pregnant." Faldi looked at the eyes of the Flower with a sweet smile adorning his lips.

The heart of the flower was pounding violently. That gaze.makes the body of the Flower bristling.

Does that mean he will ask for his right. Inner Flower

The flower swallowed its saliva to moisten its almost dry throat.

"Fals. Just take me home! I can have breakfast with the food at home. You should go to the office too, right?"

"Well, let's go home." Faldi then drove his car to their house. A smile of relief always adorned his lips.

Flowers sit beside him while looking down. His heart was pounding thinking about what Faldi would do later.

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