
Desya's hand rubbed Kelvin's back which made him feel a sensation. Not only until there Desya kissed the chest of the field to make Kelvin sigh to feel an exciting surge.
Then his lips were ready to try to blend with the man's lips. With the rain that falls as if giving encouragement to them to do more. Makes the atmosphere more supportive.
When the lips were ready to do further but unexpectedly a palm silenced her. Desya looked at Kelvin with sayu. As if questioning the meaning of all this. "Why?" inner Desya.
Those pair of eyes were staring at each other. Although this sense of excitement has burned his body. But, either an unknown impulse of origin prevented Kelvin from doing any further.
"Enough to get here." then Kelvin gently lowered Desya's body from her lap. He tied up the pitch-black hair and helped Desya put on her jacket.
Gently rubbed and then Kelvin kissed Desya's forehead as if treating her like a precious person. Which cannot be broken.
The cup!
And to be honest this impulse is purely from a heart that Kelvin is completely unaware of.
Desya crying. "Why?" questions that now express his feelings. With tears Desya questioned what Kelvin meant. "Why my Lo ginian?" honestly from the deepest heart Desya had resigned if she had to give up her virginity. At least Desya thought of tying Kelvin with guilt. Even if he knew it was wrong. "Jawab Kel, why my Lo giniin, why when I've resigned everything to Lo, Lo even reject it all, why?" Desya cried and leaned her head against the man's chest.
Kelvin raised Desya's head. The falling tears made her feel guilty. "I'm sorry if I've made you hurt, but I don't want you to fall into your own self-esteem for me, because Lo is someone I consider valuable..."
The deg!
Kelvin gasped, He did not believe what he had said. Unknowingly the word was simply spoken. Seen his Desya who is now crying dissolved in her sadness. Kelvin was confused by all this.
Desya wiped away her tears when Kelvin left her. He goes after Kelvin but it's bad for him. Kelvin's steps were too fast that Desya lost track.
Under the rain that was getting heavy and boisterous to fall, Kelvin again disappeared. But now Desya won't let him. He's not gonna let Kelvin go and leave himself back.
"Gue won't let you go again, Kel!"
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Kelvin sat pensively on the lake shore. I looked at it with a feeling of emptiness. This is where He revealed all his complaints. Only this time no one accompanied.
"Gue misses Lo, Din..." Kelvin wiped his tears as he recalled the memories of the past he had replayed. Beautiful memories are painful to remember.
"Lo still remember ngak, we always met quietly here. Lo even willingly run away from the hospital to meet this geeky guy." Kelvin spoke alone as he looked up at the sky, hoping he would hear it. "Gue apologizes to you for cheating Lo, I failed..." Kelvin was getting late in his grief.
He sighed, trying to vent the feeling of tightness that filled his chest. The breeze that was blowing fiercely flew the leaves as if to be a silent witness how painful the wound that man was snarling.
"Gue knows this is crazy, but I wish Lo was here, swooped me up from behind and said "Excite, Lo must be strong!" but impossible. You're happy there, by his side." Kelvin laughed at how stupid he was right now, who was crying in agony.
Even if you know, all this is impossible. But it is wrong to hope for a miracle to come. He has not accepted his departure. In fact, even though year after year he has passed.
Kelvin stared at the calm lake. He smiled at the thought of his presence there. Waving his hand and smiling from there until he was unconsciously trapped in a dream, and waved his hand.
From the depths of his heart, Kelvin smiled. "Lo beautiful, Adinda..."
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