First Love BadgirL's

First Love BadgirL's
Episode 37's



After kimi went far enough from the two of them, Viennese also showed a grim facial expression , he kept silent without saying a single word as rey brought her back into his house.Vienna attitude that suddenly became strange automatically invited big questions in rey's mind ..about what exactly happened to vienna and kimi that he did not know all this time .


"Win .. lo is good, right ?" ask rey gently


but long enough from rey asked if she never gave him an answer, he continued to look daydreaming somewhere his mind floated ...


Finally rey sat beside the vienna without starting to speak again, he clasped his hands to resuscitate the vienna from his daydream..


"Hm..


yes rey ..


why ?


you said what just now, sorry the cave didn't hear .. ?" ask the newly awakened vienna from her reverie .


"gua just nanya lo that why win ?


kok arrived your attitude so strange gini ..


does anyone want to tell you the same cave ?"


"No rey, the cave is okay ..


gua was just thinking the same thing about what kimi said earlier . "he replied with a straight look ahead without looking back at rey.


"Omongan kimi which win, which can make you think until dreamy gini .. "


"So kimi said , there are people who put their hearts into the cave rey ..


but the cave doesn't know who he means ... "


"Yes continue ?


what's the problem .?


if indeed that person put the same heart you . he should try to approach lo , and try to show it...


after that you should also start learning to consider it . ..."


"Lo has a point also rey ..


but why do you ask the cave to consider the man ...


what do you think Gua is selfish for still hoping to lo nerima cave ?" asked Vina while looking deeply into rey's eyes .


"Win .. if this problem we have often discussed ..


the point is you know if until anytime the cave will not be able to reply to what you feel to the cave win..


cave does give permission to lo to keep Having that feeling . but do not let you also close the heart to another win . . "


"But rey .. "deny vienna


"Win , the cave is dear to you , but unfortunately the cave is only limited to brothers and friends .. the cave does not want to lose lo , just because of your feelings that can not cave reply, because the cave can not reply, and finally make you angry and away from the cave . cave does not want it to happen win . ..


win .. cave is sure and strongly believe one day you can definitely change, or you can definitely be the best for your life, but it's not a cave win .." explained rey .


"he understood the cave with fear that lo rasain rey . but believe the same cave, your fear will never happen ,.


but rey kok cave is more sure that you do not want to open your heart for the cave because ezha is not rey ... ?


because ezha is your first love, because only he can make you angry because of jealousy, and only he can make you cry because it is far apart .. he ? " ask vienna .


Rey did not answer the question of vienna . she just kept quiet and looked down .


"Lo can't answer, can he ?


Which means that the caves are all right, right ?


you can no longer rey .. "


"he's right win ..


because he's the only one who can make the cave sick because it's far away, and only he can make the cave feel jealous when he's with his girlfriend ..


but the cave can what win ... cave angry same he cave upset the same treatment he to the cave . but the cave also misses the same he win ..


cave must be what ... !!!" Rey. without feeling his tears fell along with the word yangvut out of his mouth .


"Rey sorry ,,


don't cry ..


grotto does not mean ngorek luka lo .. "


"it's okay win ..


remember, you deserve happy vienna .. "clearly rey


Vienna nodded as she put her hand on rey's shoulder .rey smiled faintly and returned a rey hug ...


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The next day .ezha walks with lazy steps into the campus environment . Kimi who saw it also approached ezha.


"Zha ..." Kimi hello


"hi kim morning ." replied ezha .


"Lo why ?..


how was yesterday ?" ask kimi


"I'm okay what kim ..


and yesterday my attempt failed . rey absolutely did not give the cave a chance to correct my mistake . he just asked me to stay away from him . because he did not want to see me again ...


I think I should give up Kim .. "


"turn back to yourself aja zha .


if indeed you want to give up . yes, the cave can not make you to keep fighting ..


but before the cave want to ask the same lo .


you actually have not the same feeling rey ?" ask kimi then .


"Hm... (Sighing in the long breath)


I don't know kim, what I have is this feeling of affection or just feeling guilty . " replied ezha doubt .


"Lo thoughtin used to be good about what you want actually .. after that if you want to give up the cave will never hold lo. but if you want to go back to fighting , the front cave that will support lo zha .. " Kimi tried to convince ezha of what she felt .


"Thank you, kim ..


you're good with me, and want to help me. When you're a close friend of rey and vienna . but you're willing to hate vienna just to help me .. "


"Hm...


actually the cave is not a close friend of rey zha .


gua knows rey, because vienna ...


and the cave also wants to apologize to you in the name of vienna .."


"Why are you sorry about Vina kim ?"


ask ezha wonder .


"What is zha ..


actually the cave is also the same as the vienna, the way of love cave is not straight like people in general ...


and the cave also does not know since when this feeling grew for him , he who never tried to look towards the cave even once ..."


"He ????


does he mean you're a vienna ?" ask ezha.


Kimi nodded in agreement, without directly answering the question ezha .


"Kim , the choice of your life choice, it's your business kim, but anyway , you are a woman , it would be better if you love your opposite sex kim ..sorry before it was not her I forbid or regulate your life .. because I feel as friends should have reminded each other . " said ezha advising kimi .


"it's okay zha .


cave very understand about the fault of the cave way of life ..


but for now the happiness that the cave wants is just her zha .it might sound a little hypocritical if the cave says ', just by looking at her keep smiling , it's enough for happy cave zha ...


but he prefers to see someone who will never be able to accept his feelings, and the worse he is trying to take advantage of the situation. . That makes the cave more determined to immediately awaken him . ..." Definitely kimi .


"That guy's rey, right, kim ???


so you're jealous to see the closeness of vienna and rey kim ?" ask ezha .


"Hm..


Gua taste almost the same right, when you see rey and dimas near ?"


Ezha and kimi look at each other, and they both smile thinly . because they can finally open up to each other with their feelings towards rey and vienna .