FIRST LOVE 2 YOUNG CEO
Who Me?? (PoV Leon)
"WHAT'S THIS??!!!!! ANSWER!!!!"
"WHAT CARE?? WHERE WERE YOU ALL THIS TIME??"
"WHAT DO YOU CARE ABOUT ME?? WHERE ARE YOU SICK???!!!!"
"YOU KNOW HOW MANY TIMES A WEEK I GET SICK TOO???? AHHHH!!!!"
HANG !!!
PRANGS!!!
"Arrghhh.. This half is like this." I muttered while sitting down trying to forcefully open my eyes. Last night I slept at 04:00. I pinched both my temples with both thumbs of my hand, trying to get rid of the gripping headache.
I wanted to be out of school today because my body was broken and my head hurt. I always sleep less and eat irregularly. I forgot the last time I slept well. I'd rather go to school than be in this haunted house.
Today is my first day at a new school. I was in school in Bandung. Because of my parents' incident of telenovela drama, I had to transfer schools to Jakarta. Though only a few months left the final exam of 3rd grade is held.
Yes, the embarrassing incident my parents did. They were both caught cheating which ended up blaming each other, and came to the conclusion to move to Jakarta.
What a ridiculous decision for me. What is the effect of moving residence if they have never met and never at home. Even if you meet, keep bringing up each other's mistakes. Arrrrgghh.I really live in a haunted house.
My father was born into a conglomerate family. The company he manages now is my grandfather's company that has fallen into his hands since my grandfather's death. My mother's no less great. He also led a company that was relegated to him because my mother was an only child. They are betrothed to their parents for the sake of power and cooperation of the company of both parties.
I also stood up and took a shower. Take the school uniform and wear it. Then come downstairs.
"Den, breakfast first. I have my aunt prepared." said Bik Siti, the housekeeper of this house. Just make Siti a sane person for me in this house. Bik Siti has always been there for me since I was a child. Fortunately, he still survives in this house even though the household is full of abnormalities.
"Don't make a bik. I'm in a hurry to leave. I go first bik" I replied
I saw the two people, more precisely my parents were still passionately throwing emotions at each other. So excited was she to be unaware of my presence near them, seeing their brutality and hearing their cries.
"They didn't even consider me when I was around them. Nice." I murmured inwardly.
I put my foot out, and then I got in my car. I pinched my two temples again. My head hurts so much. I see the clock in my hand still shows at 06.00 wib. Hah.it's still too early. I turn on my car and I drive it. I'm looking for the nearest stall for breakfast.
"I can't die silly alone. If my surroundings ignore me, I should care about myself." I murmured
What kind of love do they hold when they decide to live together? I never even saw them smile at each other.
If you hate each other, why do you hold each other?
Because me?? Silly !!!
Realizing I'm alive or not just through Siti's bik.
I turned on the mp3 player in my car. I enlarged the volume of his voice, venting my glassy feelings this morning.
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever want to run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what its like
When nothing feels
You don't know what its like to be like me
To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one there to save you
No you don't know what its like
Welcome to my life
Do you want to be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
But deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what its like
When nothing feels
You don't know what its like to be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one there to save you
No you don't know what its like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what its like
What its like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one there to save you
No you don't know what its like
What its like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what its like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
I sing with emotion. This morning I was the owner of this street. No one cares about my depression. Then.. Huaayuhh.. It helped me channel my depression.
I stopped my car at a roadside rice stall. After I finished eating my breakfast. I'm back in the car.
I set the GPS enter the keywords SMA Tunas Bangsa. Once I get it, I'll run my car immediately.
I noticed the left side of the road that according to GPS is not far away will arrive at Tunas Bangsa High School. I turned my car into the school and searched the car park.
Get out of the car, I hear the bell ringing.
"On time." I muttered while looking at the clock in my hand.
I spread my legs towards the row of rooms in front of me. I looked at the room one by one looking for the teacher's room. I don't know which class I was put in. All my transfer management was handed over to Mr. Yadi, my papa's trust staff.
"You're Leon, right?" ask a woman my mother's age to me.
"Yes ma'am." I answered briefly
"It's so good if that's so. Introduce Farida's mother's name. Your homeroom teacher. Mr. Yadi called my mother when you came. Well that's the father coming." said ma'am Farida
"Sorry mas.. I went to the mas house but I have already left said Bik Siti. So I just came straight here. Thank goodness I did not get lost" said Mr. Yadi
Thought this man I was a big block what? Does this guy know a technology called GPS? I used to live my life alone. Things like this are not a problem for me, my inner self.
"It's Okey. You can go home now" I replied
Mr. Yadi and Ms. Farida looked at each other at my flat answer.
"OK mas. Happy learning, my. Good luck, u Farida, tipped mas Leon ya bu" said Mr. Yadi on Farida's mom
"Yes sir.Leon must be at home in our school." replied Farida smiling
"Let's go to class. I'll introduce you to your classmates." take Farida to me.
Just entering this classroom, I was presented with a funny incident.my steps and Farida's mother stopped because a female student blocked the road, she sat holding her leg.
"Nia, what's wrong with you?" ask Farida
"So I tripped over the ma'am's desk. Aya's feet hurt." replied the girl standing up then bowed a sign of respect in front of Farida's mother.
The girl walked over. I saw his feet, his shoes were torn open. His shoes look worn.
I also followed Farida's mother standing in front of the class. Ms. Farida hit the table for the class to calm down.
"Swimming children. Today we have a new friend. He moved from Bandung. Okay, now you introduce yourself, son." Farida ma'am ordered.
"My name is Leon. I just moved to this town." I said briefly
"Okay Leon, you can sit down now. You can sit in an empty chair. Our classes start now. Open the material book." Farida's orders
I watched the whole class looking for a seat that I found comfortable. I saw an empty seat. Thank goodness I was able to sit alone without anyone beside me.
I put my feet up and sat down. I'll take my buk and stationery. I hear whispers around me. I don't know what they're talking about. I don't give a shit. I saw the sky from the window next to me. Blank..
3 Hours passed. My mind is completely empty. Suddenly the sound of a break bell rang up to me. Hahh.time just passed by. I looked up at the sky from the window next to me. Who am I really? What is my role in this world? suddenly my heart felt sad and empty.
I've been daydreaming for a long time. Ahh. I'm sick of it, my mind.
I stood up and walked out of class. At first glance I saw the girl behind me gawking at me, for some reason. It was the bodo period, I thought.
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next day
At 06.15 Wib. I drove my car fast. Actually I was lazy to go quickly to school, but I was more unwilling to be the center of attention in class because I was late.
I parked my car at the school car park. I put my feet in my class. The strange aura I felt when I entered this class. Everyone suddenly shut up. After I sat down, everyone whispered while surrounding me. What else is this?? my inner.
I looked out the window and took a breath. Then I grab my phone and play my favorite game.
Suddenly a student approached me.
"Leooonn's.. I know Jimmy. Next week I sit down with you. This class every week should be rolling seating. Wanna?" ask Jimmy.
"So. I'm more comfortable sitting alone." I replied coldly while still playing my phone.
Jimmy left too. I don't know if he's angry or not with my response. I didn't see him at all.
Huhh..I heard the class whispering again. This is really uncomfortable for me. I just want the quiet atmosphere of this school to escape from the haunted house.
I'd rather just sit back, I thought.
I turned my body. I saw the girl behind me. This girl whose shoes were torn yesterday, my inner self.
"Want you not sit here?" ask the girl.
the girl was shocked and gawked. What happened to the people in this class?? Why are their expressions and responses so excited for me?? arrgh..
"What does Leon mean?" ask the girl
"You sit here. Hmm. I mean you guys. We change seats. Can you?" ask me again
"But why do we have to change seats?" ask the girl to reply
"Gue likes to sit in the back. Alone." answered me
"Where's Din? you want a seat exchange with Leon?" ask the girl to her friend.
I turned my eyes to the girl next to him. Looking forward to the 'yes' answer from him.
"Ehmm.. ehmm. bo.can.
I quickly finished the bku that I had taken out and then stepped into the seat behind I saw the two girls just gawking
"Come.." I said wake them up
they immediately moved and moved ahead.
I sat down and went back to playing my phone. Suddenly a chat came into my phone. That's Rico, my hangout friend.
"Me at the pool." chat Felix
"OK." I replied and then refocused on the game on my phone.
I went to school straight to my place. I spent my time there with my friends. Suddenly my friend screamed.
"Name\*t!!! Viona was still in touch with the old man." shouted Rico while squeezing the phone in his hand.
I stopped my bilyard game and looked towards Rico.
"That's it. Forget Viona. Betrayal has no cure. It's a disease that will continue to recur." I said
"He promised to stop taking the old man off because his wife hit him yesterday. He said he wanted to change." replied Rico
"Trus Lu believes? How many more times do you want to get your new viona conscious to release him? Your story is so-so mulu." I said
"I have to meet them. Now they're eating together at a restaurant near here. Come on!!" said Rico while pulling my hand
"Gak ahh's.. From the first you invited me to meet viona the same affair that I do not want. He has already lost him. You don't deserve a traitor." I replied
"Please Leon.I promise this is the last thing I'll ever find him. I just want to put an end to this in front of the old man" Rico pleaded
I also fell down and took my jacket. We went to the resto Rico meant by my car.
Arriving there, Rico quickly searches for Viona. I followed him from behind.
"That's it" said Rico pointing to a pair of lovebirds kissing. So emotional was Rico that he had to run to the love table. I was surprised to see the middle-aged man kissing Viona. THAT'S MY PAPA!!!!
Without warning, Rico pulled Viona and slapped her. Viona fell shocked half to death to see Rico in front of her while enduring the pain in her cheeks. She cried.
"Based on women jal\*ng!!!!!" shouted Rico
The old man who kissed Viona was then about to hit Rico back but I resisted the blow. I hold my papa's hand.
My father was shocked to death to see me. Face reddened. He suddenly slapped me so hard that I grabbed my head and hit the table. After that he left us.
"Here is she covering up her embarrassment to me?? You old jacka don't know yourself." My inner.
"You okay, Leon? Why did that old man hit you?" ask Rico
"That's it. Let's go home." I answered while holding my wounded lip and temple.
Rico was my friend at my old school. She never knew my mom and dad because they were both never home when my friends were playing at my house. Even when there was an event that invited parents to school, my father and mother could not attend it. They'll just send their trusty staff from the company to replace them as my guardian at school.
We left the restaurant and ignored Viona who could only cry holding back the shame.
My face is sick. But my heart hurts more. How shameful I must have seen my papa having an affair with my best friend's boyfriend who is even younger than me. Aarrggh...!!!
