FIRST LOVE (UZWHA AND HORI)
BY GRADUATION DAY
... Time passed day after day after week after month after month and year after year I went through with the twists and turns of life that always accompanied my life, and now graduation day is almost here just a few months away....
And actually my parents made a choice for me after graduation where am I going? I don't know where to go because I don't want to be far from Hori, but it seems that hope is hope because Hori will go to the cottage in the big hut to increase knowledge but he never told me I had heard it from my parents and friends who told me he was leaving.
''' Uzwha after you graduate you want to continue to find knowledge where ?''' the question from my parents made me so uneasy because I actually had no plans to go?.
''''I don't know dad yet, where am I going?'' tell me the truth
''''' Yes father I will think, I said while holding back my cries because I had thought about separating from them later.
'''' Yes, learn diligently and never leave your prayers and also do not forget to njai when you have time to spare ,because it's the thing that can lead you to the right path and to his paradise alloh later in the afterlife''. my father said to advise me all the time because indeed my father never neglected in those two things even though my family is simple people and jugha a lot of debt but the matter of prayer and najai father never left behind, and actually I want to be like the father the patient can be said father never angry, because even though we made a mistake he always advised us patiently never use emusi, because even though we made a mistake he always advises us patiently never use emusi, that is why the father is always deceived by people and used to improve, and in the end caused a lot of debt until now, father, actually, I want to work and earn money and to help parents pay debts but what is my power my parents ask me to continue to seek knowledge first uwang problem can be thought of later he said yes let me obey as if there is a fortune for my family.
After that day I went through my days again as usual even though I would sometimes fall sick when there are people who hurt this heart even though the person does not know, even if the person does not know, because after I fell into a coma, I got easy on my mind and ended up making me sick again and again, my parents are still trying to cure me , I always try to control my way of thinking but I can never cry myself often because I am like this sometimes I think it is better I die than to keep making parents sad about my situation.
