Fire Lake

Fire Lake
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Still with Silvia.


The girl was sitting alone in a garden gazebo. The park that only has grass like a football field, this is where Silvia often poured all the restless, sick, disappointed, and all that made her tears spill.


It's been a long time since he's been here. The last time when Mama wanted to register Silvia ballet lessons, at that time she was still in the IPS XI class which means one year ago.


This time Silvia came again. Not because of the disappointment that brought coming to this place like the previous year. But this time he felt useless, angry, and hateful to himself.


Why does Silvia feel like that?


Rarely did he cry even count on the finger how many times he shed his tears.


What the hell happened to him?


Silvia recalled the words that made her hurt but also realized.


This afternoon Silvia left for her ballet lessons.For the first time Silvia was happy to follow her lessons. If she usually half-heartedly dances ballet, this time Silvia will really do her whole heart.


Just now Silvia finished changing her clothes with a ballet shirt in the dressing room. Someone then pulled his hand without excuse. Then take her to the toilet.


"You know what the hell! " ask Silvia annoyed.


"ck.want I lo it's DEAD" said the man who dragged Silvia forcibly. He emphasized the word DEAD in his sentence.


"What do you mean, Kila? " question Silvia did not believe the telling of the girl of her age named Kila.


Kila was one of the girls who took ballet lessons at her place.


"Don't be so snobs. You fucking bearer! " said Kila.Emosi somehow because of what.


"Ehh. If that is in the care of you! Indiscriminate about people. Who do you think you are? Don't bother my cousin to call me that cake! " Silvia started to get emotional.


"hmm, um that's unlucky CARRIER you know not. Because of lo aunty Ratih became comatose. I can't be the main character in Swan Lake. "


Silvia belittled Kila.


"So you're jealous of me just because Mia ma'am chose me to be the main cast of the Lake Goose dance aka Swan Lake-Swan Lake in the event yesterday? "


Silvia was the main character in the Lake Goose dance last month. Silvia was elected not without reason. Indeed he is talented in dancing despite his rather bar bar style. But he was admitted by Mia's mother ballet coach in his place. Even Silvia was offered a scholarship in Italy by someone from there because of his talent. It's just that Silvia is not interested in ballet, really not interested.


"Don't envy my cousin who is not dear to me, lo it's a better story than me. " continued Silvia.


"No need to muna deh lo. I know that you're happy to be praised by Mr. Albert, right? " kila said again.


"I'm tired of talking to you. There is no benefit tau gak. "said Silvia. Then step away.


Just a few steps he walked suddenly Kila said something that made Silvia stop her steps.


"LO IT'S AN UNLUCKY BEARER! AUNT RATIH HOSPITALIZED TO COMA BECAUSE OF ELO PROTECTION! YOU SHOULD BE SELF-AWARE THAT EVERYONE WHO IS CLOSE TO AMA LO MUST BE WRETCHED! NOW, AUNTIE I LO COMA, WHO ELSE TOMORROW? RAIN, ALIF, OR OM BIMA? LITTLE BOY HAS NEVER CHANGED. ALREADY SONGONG, LIKE TO TAKE THE RIGHTS OF OTHERS, YOU ALREADY CALLED RAIN FROM ME. YOU KNOW I LIKE HIM BUT STILL LO GEBET.AND THE THING I DON'T LIKE THE MOST FROM LO IS THAT IT HAS DESTROYED THE FRIENDSHIP OF THE CAVE ALIF! NO USE,!!YOU ALWAYS REBELLED THE SAME ORTU LO, AND NOW YOU MUST BE SENENG RIGHT? NO ONE ELSE FORBIDS THIS LO IT . DAMN LO EMANG. AND ONE MORE THING, I'M NOT JEALOUS OF YOU AT ALL. EVEN THOUGH MY GRANDMOTHER WAS BUSY, THE CAVE DID NOT MAKE HER ALMOST DIE ON MY OWN BIRTHDAY! Ck. Ck.ck." Kila said with a loud tone of voice while shaking her head. Then stepped away leaving Silvia who was sculpting in her place.Masih had Kila nudge Silvia shoulder using her shoulder.


Kila's words did disturb Silvia's mind. In this garden Silvia stared at the twilight sky taking a deep breath and crying back.


"Am I really useless? I'm a fucking carrier. Hix... "


Silvia cries in her own. His hands continued to wipe his tears violently over and over again. Many times her tears kept falling.


"Now" said someone beside Silvia. Silvia turned her head and saw a handkerchief being pointed at her.


"Remove the tears lo. "the heavy voice of the man made Silvia turn back to him.Silvia had not looked at the person when he first spoke but this time he looked at the person's face. It turns out he is a man, quite handsome according to Silvia. Ah what was her thinking, quickly she stopped staring at the man.


"Gue said no need. Thank you I don't need, no need either" Silvia told the man.


Silvia wiped her tears back.


"Lo take it! Huh! " don't know what the man was thinking until his tone seemed pushy.


"Gue said no, yes! How are you even nyolot anyway? " silvia said despite still hiccups.


"Gue can wipe my own tears." continued Silvia while wiping away the trace of her tears again.


Seeing Silvia wipe away her tears. The man then said back.


"Your tears can be removed by hand. But look lo snot lo want lo apain? want to use your hands too? "


said the man with his face.


Silvia who got such a question immediately took a handkerchief from the man without aba aba. His hand grabbed the handkerchief that was in the man's hand as fast as lightning.


The man then passed away leaving Silvia who was removing his snot. Silvia had indeed lost her sham vein. Hehe.


Before the man walked away he turned around and said something to Silvia.


"Can defeat two thugs lo jago. But you can't give yourself. Basic BOCIL! " said. Then he turned his body back.


Silvia who heard this then thought until she finally realized that the man was the man who helped Wulandari at that time. Now he remembers his face.


"Woillie! Wait ! " silvia said as she got up from her seat and ran after the man.


In fact Silvia did not need to run so fast just to chase the man who was only a few meters in front of her. Because Silvia was so fast running she could not brake her legs until her slender body hit the chest of the field of men who happened to turn due to the screams of Silvia earlier.


Silvia closed her eyes, ready if her buttocks should be forced to kiss the ground the other half asphalt. It must hurt, he thought.


A pair of hands caught his body. Feeling her body light, Silvia opened her eyes.


He saw that the man was putting his hand on his waist and the other hand was on Silvia's back.


The two now meet. Their faces were only about 20 cm away. Yes you can imagine for yourself how their scene, already like in the Korean drama scene.


They stared at each other for a long time. Until the man first realized.


"Hmmm.. want until when hugged me. Lo comfort? " said the man with a cold face and a flat expression.


Silvia was still faithfully staring at the iris of the man who caught her eye.


"You want me to be your ballet partner? " he said again.


The word 'ballet' Silvia heard was able to resuscitate her. Now his face is red like boiled shrimp. Silvia blushing's. He only realized that he was crying with a ballet shirt that was still attached to his body.


Where the shirt is bright yellow on the top and bright purple color is also on the skirt. It is true that the color combination is very tacky. And of course it was his mother who gave the shirt to Silvia. Her mother did not know her style.


"He? how bengong? " Silvia flinched and stood to fix her position which had somewhat made Silvia dag dig dug in her heart.


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