
...Grief comes without being asked, willingness...
...to face and sincerity of the soul in letting go is the hardest thing. Steadfastness in being tested, whether or not you are able to, depends on yourself. Purplishness in accepting will only hurt you. Reveal your sorrows until your heart feels sincerity and sincerity to receive....
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Their orders came and enjoyed it. Nita who felt the atmosphere around her became moved. "in my old school, I never felt this comfortable, even though I used to be friends with them, I felt their friendship was just hypocrisy, I felt, they know which family I come from, plus my accomplishments. They just use me, when I have problems they can only blaspheme, no matter my sadness, but in this place, I feel comfort even though I just met them. They don't know who I am, how I am. They don't ask me why I moved to this place, how I came from... hopefully they don't change after knowing my problem is "Batin Nita
After they ate, they went back to class joking. Nita who heard them only silently smiled and responded only occasionally.
"Fio, if you need something or want to ask us something just ask, do not hesitate we are friends now. If anyone bothers you, just ask Varel, he's a champion if fighting, or you ask me, I'll help you" said Resti
"Yes, and thank you for accepting me". Said Nita who was moved by the words of her new friend.
After school Nita sees her house so deserted, she searches for her mother, but finds nothing. Usually if this clock is at home, now there is no.. Sister Anna too, right now she rarely goes out of the house, why now there is no, ehhh, wait a minute, why the door of her room is open, usually the door of the room closed brother never open." Nita murmured
"Gue call Mama first, who knows something happened, or Mama's pain relapsed again." Nita kept muttering
tutts
tutts
Connected calls, Mama Nita raises Nita calls.
"Nit." Ariska replied in a soft voice
Hearing that, Nita became panicked, Kok Mama's voice like that anyway, not as usual..." Inner Nita
"Ma... Mama, where's mama? mama isn't home, Anna isn't there either." Ask Nita
"Nit, mama's in the hospital, your brother's critical Nit" Jawan Ariska held back his tears.
"Ma, with Nita.... Mama must calm down, Anna will not be anything.. Sister Anna is just a soy sauce. Now Mama asked Nita, Mama is now in the hospital where? let Nita suckle now."
"Mom is now in your hospital, you're here, because you don't know what to do." Answer Ariska
"Yes Ma, Nita's leaving now." Answer Nita
Hearing this, Nita went straight to the hospital where her sister was treated. Arriving at the hospital Nita ran to find her mother. Not knowing where his mother was, he went straight to the receptionist "Excuse me, I want to ask my sister." Nita asked in a panic
"Sorry, what's the patient's name?" Ask sister
"On behalf of Annahiza is now in the operating room." Said Sister
"Sus operating room? Oh yeah, sus, where's the operating room?
" The grandfather, can follow the instructions from here straight just keep going up to the 2nd floor, after that turn right and then continue ajha." Said Sister
"Thank you Sus." Nita immediately ran to find Mama's whereabouts, because she was worried that Mama's state would go down.
"Mom, Mama, Mama." Shouted Nita who saw her mother and ran to embrace her mother.
"Let's... You've come baby, your sister's inside, I don't know what happened to your sister, Mama is afraid of Nit, your sister is doing nothing, especially now that she's pregnant. Your papa also from earlier could not be contacted. I don't know what's going on right now... Mama is afraid of Nit... Mama." Said Ariska sobbing and revealed everything in her heart, she knew that only Nita could be her back, even though she was young, but she was smart and reliable.
"Patience well, this is a trial for our family, we still have God, God will help us Ma.Mama pray yahh for Sister Anna... Mama better pray first dehh, surely mama has not prayed, let me take care of Kak Anna here and if there is anything, I will immediately find mama. Don't be sad anymore... There's a God for us." Nita strengthens her mother
...La tahzan innallaha...
...(.(.Do not be sad that God is with us)...
...Q. S. At - taubah verse 40...
"Ma remember, every trial there will be happiness to come. So my dear Mama don't cry anymore. Enough of your tears came out today. Mama has to smile, so that Big Brother is strong in there. I know that Brother is a strong person, not easily give up, let alone see Mama who is sad, surely brother also feels sad because Brother feels himself to make Mama sad, Brother is very dear to Mama. My strong mama, who is very beautiful like an angel stop crying, smile well Ma. Mama Mending go wudhu continue to pray doain brother so strong, can survive for us." Nita's advice again to her Mama.
Hearing Nita's words, Ariska was not always sad anymore.he said to Nita "Thank you my dear, I don't know if there is no you, surely Mama doesn't know what to do. Mama went to pray first yahh, take care of your sister, tell Mama if there is anything. Mama's gone for a minute." Ariska
"Yes Ma, I must take care of you, no need to worry, Ma... Mama's eating? if not all mama eat first ajha yahh, so that mama is strong to take care of sister." Say Nita again
Ariska just nodded and passed. At every step he shed his tears, he could not bear what happened with Anna, he thought "My poor son Anna, why trials always come to you, only this morning I brought you breakfast, you ate so well, you cried in my arms, you just pretended to be strong in front of us. But it turns out you are so weak, you never told your suffering to this Mama of yours. You're not a spoiled child. Since childhood, you never bother Mama, always smile, but your smile brings pain in your heart. I know all this time your dad never showed his affection for you, I know everything because it was all Mama's fault. The wrong mom... I promised my dear son Anna I'd tell you everything when you wake up.
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