FINDING WORK IS DIFFICULT?
Determination of Numbers
Figures entered the apartment at 16:30 it seemed Alma had gone home, but as soon as she passed the tv room she saw a petite figure sitting with her head piled up on her hands on the table. Numbers approached and saw the girl close her eyes, her breathing was regular it turned out she was asleep.
Gosh, I'm sure he's tired of cleaning the apartment numbers are a little dirtier than usual. The man chose to sit next to Alma who was asleep, looking at the face of the long-goals. Why did her face become more beautiful and innocent when she fell asleep like this. His hand involuntarily stretched out and stroked slowly the round cheek carefully afraid that the girl would wake up because of her touch.
"It's so pretty Al, I'm getting more and more in love" the man grinned, but then he pursed his lips. "if we were two ordinary people who met and fell in love, maybe now we've been dating again, right? Without having to bother thinking the brain to avoid mamah and people who do not like our relationship"
Figures sighed violently and lowered his hands, he looked at that calm face with his smile.
"If there were no social caste in my life, we might have been together a long time ago"
Memory Figures back in 2016 when they were in the 3rd class smp, at that time the age of the 15-year-old figure. He remembered the incident that made him wonder if this beautiful girl really hated him or not. That time....
The Flashback
Friday on September 9, 2016, the day on which the PMR exculus schedule takes place. As usual after returning home from school, Figures will come home a little late because they have to follow the exculpation, when he was walking in the corridor that was quite quiet was suddenly his ears heard the screams of one name.
"Alma" the voice of the figure knew him, he turned around and found 2 girls talking but his presence was unknown to both of them. One of the girls was Sasmita someone who became a lover of Numbers at that time and the other girl who was said to make the Numbers as someone who pretended to like him. Numbers chose to hide behind the corridor pillar, the quiet atmosphere made Numbers could hear the chatter of the two.
"This please love the usual rich yes numbers, strawberry milk for hehe encouragement"
"Why don't you love me directly? I don't have to cape gini"
"Lo is one exckul the same figure, anyways mamah I can say if I am late out. Yes, thank you very much Alma. Nye"
And finally Alma was left alone, Figures saw him sigh before the girl walked towards the hiding place of Numbers. The man tightened himself on the pillar so as not to be caught by Alma even though the pillar was actually a bit less covering his large body height. Fortunately, Alma did not see her existence.
"Another strawberry milk she loves, does she not know if her boyfriend is allergic to strawberries? I've been told how many times it's still senile. Must change again to be a tea box packaging so you can drink the same number"
The speech made the figure widen the eyes, so Sasmita had been giving him strawberry milk but because Alma knew he was allergic to strawberry-smelling things so the girl changed her drink. Now Figures know the reason behind Sasmita who is always a dazed look when she says thank you for the box tea. Because actually the girl gave him strawberry milk instead of box tea.
"There's still time, I bought the box tea first"
The girl flipped a step towards the school cafeteria, Figures came out of her hiding place when the girl was already out of sight. Why did Alma have to bother changing the drink, when she could have given it directly to the number.
Again the question can only be stored in his head, the next Friday there is a tea box packaging on top of the bag Number in the PMR room. And do not forget the sticky note that says 'Excited spirit' with emoticons love along with the name of the sender. MITAS.
Smile Numbers expands, he knows now that actually the name Mita is not Sasmita but Paramita. Alma deliberately used the same last name with the name Sasmita so that the number is not suspicious. Don't know if she knows who the real Mita is. From there Figures also realized that Sasmita actually did not sincerely like him as a girlfriend, because the little thing about him was that the girl did not know.
And what makes Figures even more disappointed is Sasmita, the girl was not honest with him about the actual drink he brought, he always replied 'sama-sama' when Figures thank him for the drink. The numbers wait until the girl is honest but until graduation and their relationship is over she is not telling the truth.
Figures also wonder why Alma chose to hide with the identity of Mita, if Figures do not know the fact that day may be his whole life Figures will never know who really sent the box tea.
From that day on, Figures paid more attention to Alma, from when the girl joked with her friends, when the girl was chatting, and when she was seriously answering questions. Figures liked the various expressions on that face, but Figures so it was a wonder the girl could look ordinary to him as if there was nothing she did for Figures.
The liking of Numbers to Alma gradually increased, but she was too reluctant to reveal the taste. Because he knew from Alma's friends that the girl did not like him and hated him. Numbers decided to just hide his feelings.
Flashback Off
Returning to the present, Figures leaning his body on the sofa his eyes were still observing Alma who was fast asleep. The girl's body can get sick when she wakes up later because of her position. So Figures took the initiative to bring the body to lean in his arms, Figures moved it carefully in fear of the girl waking up.
"Then this is how I'm so free to look at you" smiling figure he tightened his arms with Alma who was still at home in his dream.
"Why is it so hard to guess how you feel about me Al, you always make me wonder if you really hate and don't like me? Remembering you used to know a little thing about me even without me saying anything" Figures murmured softly, his head he saddled at the top of Alma's head.
"Am I the only one tormented with this feeling, how do you really feel about me Al? I want it straight away but I'm afraid you're getting away"
"Now that I will act selfish no matter how much you feel about me, I will continue to make you by my side. This time I'll make sure you like me too, this time I'll make myself not to wonder anymore about your feelings"
Determined numbers will make Alma fall in love with her, she will attach importance to her feelings this time. No matter what happens in the future, Figures will continue to step up to be with Alma.
Unconsciously, Figures fell asleep while hugging Alma, they both looked very good in their sleep. It was possible that right now they were meeting in a dreamland, where they could be together without any obstructions.
Yes it might be.
