Finding Mother

The Story of Zidan

What about the lives of their other children with their father?? we will discuss later....

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Zidan is now a hospital director under the Malik Company. The hospital is called Gem Hati.

After he graduated from medicine he immediately worked at the hospital. He is now 31 years old. Zidan's personality became very cold after he divorced. Many hospital workers cannot escape the tantrums if something goes wrong.

He did not hesitate to fire people who disturb the order and hospital regulations that have been set.

Although a little cruel but many patients are satisfied to seek treatment there. Because the patient service was right as expected.

Zidan Flashback

I'm surprised I didn't play because Dad asked me to get married. I never thought I should get married at such a young age.

I am not not not thinking about marriage but I hope to get married at a ripe age to build a household.

I'm so upset Dad keeps pushing. If father has ordered then we as children must follow whatever he says.

After I think well. There is no harm in getting married. I just need a kid from me.

I finally thought of a good condition for the marriage. The condition that this marriage is only contact and ends after my wife and I have a child.

I'm submitting those conditions to Dad. Dad approved of it. Finally my father continued his plans to marry me a few days later.

When the wedding happened, I was a little fascinated with my wife. She's very pretty. She seems like a strict but motherly person.

From the wedding I had begun to be fascinated with the beauty of my wife, but I brushed it off. I don't want this to continue in the marriage so I don't hurt her later.

I was too scared to deal with love. Not because I've been rejected or stayed. It's just that I'm afraid I'll hurt my partner's feelings later.

The first night, I became more and more fascinated with my wife. I want to feel good about myself with my wife. Passion that came out of nowhere, I never felt that feeling either.

Until the night I did unify with him. The next morning I was a little happy because the bloodstains indicated that I was the first for him. But because Dita accidentally put drugs in my drink. I was very angry and lost all desire to try to open my heart to her.

Every day after marriage I feel very noticed. Where all my needs are good for the company and all lectures are prepared by Dita my wife. There was a sense of comfort when he was near me, so I let what he needed to do to the clothes on my body.

A month later I was shocked by the news of my wife's pregnancy. Joy burst into my heart, for soon I will be a father. I accidentally kissed my wife as a thank you.

I am very happy to be able to help my wife in her daily life while pregnant, because seeing Dita's stomach growing bigger is a real miracle for me that I have ever seen. Although the look on the face I showed was flat and cold. I always ask my son but not my wife. I always keep that question in my heart.

I knew it was stupidity that I did. I wanted to ask for forgiveness from my wife at that time, but again my prestige was more dominant.

"I'm sorry Dita. I was too scared to deal with love. I'm afraid you can't accept the situation of me never loving someone. I'm so grateful to have been willing to conceive my son" Zidan looked at his beautiful sleeping wife.

Every day is just an inner language that Zidan speaks without ever speaking.

...Yes have bang. by the way difficult.emang kak Dita can understand the language inward🙄...

Glad to see my son's face soon.sad that not long after that my wife's due to leave us.

The day that Dita had the pain to give birth to my son. I was so panicked not knowing what to do, all I could do was encourage Dita to give birth to my son.

After my son was born, I again ignored him. I betrayed my heart. I prefer to follow my ego. I know Dita was very sad that day I ignored her and chose to give more attention to my son.

I was a little happy when she asked to have sex with me. I don't know why he wanted to do that. But I was so happy because we were doing it in a conscious state like never before.

For months I still stayed with her after she gave birth. I was amazed by her despite her age at 20 but she was painstaking in taking care of myself and our son Zico.

Today is the last day of Dita and I as husband and wife. Today Dita must keep her promise stated in the marriage contract.

When he left today it felt like I wanted to prevent him, but again my ego was more advanced with my heart. Because of that selfishness I let her go.

After he left there was a feeling so not bad. I feel an incredible loss. I'm so angry why at the end there should be regrets.

...Obviously dong bang if the regret is at the end, if at the beginning his name is registration 🤣🤣...

After Dita's departure I was very badly hit.The various ways I did to look for her but there was nothing I could find. And finally I began to accept my state I returned to my world but I keep looking for it until now.

At that time I also regretted an action from myself, there was a sense of regret if I accepted the feelings Dita told me at that time maybe I with her did not become separated.

But that regret didn't make me change things. Until now my son still calls me brother instead of father.

There was a feeling of sadness when I heard the call being spoken by my handsome son. A boy who has the same stature and facial lines as me. The other guys out there can definitely make sure that I'm her father not her brother.

I can only pray that I see him again. If God gave me permission, I would go after him no matter what. Yes again I was being selfish but that's who I am.

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... Hmmm... don't want brother Dita. find someone else just🤭...

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...Thank you for reading 🤗 hope you like this story love you & love you...