FINALLY BACK

Lake Edge ...

Kinara and Noval arrived at a place so quiet, yes ... Noval invites Kinara to a place, a lake located on the outskirts of Jakarta.

When Noval took Kinara to the lake, suddenly Kinara felt heavy and hesitant about what he had planned.

Instantly Kinara fell silent as he got off the Noval motor. Noval also approached Kinara who was looking at the distance with her empty gaze.

Noval grabbed and touched Kinara's hand gently, as Kinara looked at Noval's face deeply.

"Whatever you want to say, I beg ..no parting words !!! ... ",A,

said Noval, once again immediately made Kinara look at him deeply. Kinara gasped, as it was as if Noval already knew what purpose and purpose Kinara wanted to speak to her.

Kinara lowered her face for a moment, releasing Noval's handrails.

Walk slowly away from Noval and approach the edge of the lake.

"But ... can we be happy above the suffering of others ??? ... ",A,

tanya Kinara made Noval frown on her baffled forehead, confused by Kinara's words and questions.

"That means !!! ... ",A,

ask Noval.

Kinara was silent for quite a while, gathering back the strength in her heart.

"Do you not know yet, if Cecil also love you !!! ... ",A,

said Kinara, but when the last word felt trembling with pain.

Noval who heard Kinara's words immediately looked at him fixedly. Noval walked slowly towards Kinara, pulling his shoulders slowly bringing Kinara's body face to face.

"Then you mean what talk like that is !!! ... ",A,

asked Noval with a sharp look, though,

"*I know, before we get together again as we are today, it is Cecil who is much earlier to accompany your days, Cecil who was first with you ... ",A,

"Before being with me !!! ... ",A,

said Kinara again with a soft word,

"yes on why ??? ... What do you mean talk about Cecil* ??? ... ",A,

asked Noval with both hands holding Kinara's shoulders, still with a fixed gaze.

Kinara threw Noval's hands slowly on his shoulders, then turned his back, walked and got closer to the shore of the lake ...

"I don't want to hurt the feelings of people as good as Cecil .. I should thank you, because he has taken care of and accompanied your days ... ",A,

kinara lirih said,

Hearing Kinara's words, Noval slowly began to realize, He began to understand. Kinara's departure just left from Cecil's inpatient room yesterday, then the incident that occurred during heavy rain, then when Noval came to Kinara's house but Kinara was reluctant to meet him, and now Kinara's taking himself to this place, and then talking about Cecil, everything Noval understands now,

Maybe yesterday Cecil had said something to Kinara, so that Kinara could do and say sentences like this. The actual sentence, his little heart did not want to do it.

Noval nodded her head slowly, while walking and standing side by side right beside Kinara, with a distant gaze looking over ...

"I understand now, what do you mean .. but I beg Kinara, don't force my feelings !!! ... ",A,

said Noval still with his distant gaze looking,

Kinara who was jolted by Noval's words who already knew her heart and mind, instantly looked at the man standing beside her.

With quivering lips Kinara tried to fight against her little heart, with what Kinara really did not want to say and she did, truly Kinara was very afraid of her regrets later on, she said, with what he has done now.

"But we can't establish relationships over the grief and suffering of others Val !!! ... ",A,

"WHO'S SORROW ??? ... WHOSE SUFFERING ??? ... ",A,

shouted Noval, instantly making Kinara closed in surprise,

"SMALL !!! ... ",A,

noval shouted again, looking at Kinara's face.

But Noval grabs Kinara's hand slowly, noticing the jolt that makes the woman he loves so scared.

"Small is like that because it's Kinara's destiny, not because of me !!! ... ",A,

noval said softly, making Kinara's eyes look back at Noval with tears that had flowed, making Kinara's eyes again,

"but I can't Val, and I don't want to !!! ... Me and Cecil, both women, can both feel what pain is like !!! ... ",A,

said Kinara still with his intention, the intention to make Noval understand his feelings. The true feeling of not wanting Kinara lalukan ...

Noval let go of her hand, and looked at Kinara sharply ...

"OK ... continue to mean and want you what now ??? ... "

tanya Noval challenges Kinara, making Kinara distrustful of Noval's words, although Kinara is convinced, Noval does not want to do what he asks later ...

Kinara fell silent for a moment,

"WE END THIS RELATIONSHIP ... GO AND BE HAPPY WITH CECIL !!! ... ",A,

kinara said loudly, but there was one tear that fell, representing his little heart that actually did not want him to say that sentence, a sentence that made Noval look at Kinara in disbelief at this time.

"can you repeat those words ??? ... ",A,

ask Noval, because he believes Kinara must be talking or this is just a dream, he said,

"WE END THIS RELATIONSHIP ... GO AND BE HAPPY WITH CECIL !!! ... MAKE HER HAPPY !!! ... ",A,

said Kinara again, making Noval rub his face rough and ...

"ngga .. ngga Kinara ngga .. 11 years I survived and against my feelings and ... you want to end the relationship that we just started with a problem that I shouldn't be responsible for, but you force me, force the feeling I make love to another woman, no Kinara, I ... NGCA ... CAN !!! ... ",A,

squealed Noval with her rumbling feelings,

Hearing Noval's words, now Kinara began to sob.

"I know you don't want to see other people suffer by looking at our relationships, but is our relationship the cause of Cecil like that ??? ... And I know Kinara, that in your little heart, you are not willing to say what you all said ... ",A,

said Noval,

"Because you love me so much, so do I, with the same evidence, with the same 11 years, with the same feelings, we can go back to what Kinara used to be ... ",A,

noval's words still convince Kinara, though,

Noval got closer to Kinara, and touched her soft face that had been moistened with tears,

"I don't want any regrets between us later ... ",A,

noval's previously sharp gaze turned into a sad look, though,

Kinara threw back Noval's stocky hand slowly, and turned to hold Noval's hand warmly. Kinara was sure, maybe this was a warm touch from her last.

"I'M SURE ... AND WILL NOT REGRET !!! ... ",A,

said Kinara loudly, while putting something in his hand into Noval's hand.

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