
If sincerely love
It won't hurt each other
And give each other up
To stay happy
~Test Destiny~
Ukhfira
~This story is only a writer's essay, and hope to be taken advantage of and lessons contained in this story for our lives to be better again~
Before reading this story do not forget to pray and read the Quran first
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I hope you like
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Alesya thought with his drama yesterday that sulked to Afnan would make Afnan disputable and obey his desire not to accept the offer of cooperation. But it turns out that Afnan is looking for support for Mami and Papinya who are now in their home. Even Izma was already in front of Alesya's eyes. Talked to him four eyes.
"Alesya, Mami understands your feelings, Mami also if you are in your position, will definitely behave like you are now."
Alesya's confused. Whose mother-in-law is actually on whose side. Alesya had overheard that Izma and Zawir were in full support of Afnan's decision. But now Izma's mom is on Alesya's side.
"But, this is for your future, Afnan went to Australia not for vacation but to pursue Arsya and Arsy's sustenance."
Alesya let out a annoyed breath. He should not have been happy just now. Izma was not on his side. The words were just a preface. And actually Izma was on Afnan's side. Naturally, Afnan was his son while Alesya was only his son-in-law. Where maybe Izma will side with Alesya. But that's according to Alesya. Though Izma sided with Afnan for a strong reason. Precisely Alesya should also side with Afnan instead of making a new party. Because it's about their future. About their children's future.
Izma clasped the back of Alesya's hand. "Alesya, please allow Afnan to go to Australia, please, please, this is for your future, at least you think of Arsya and Arsy, your children."
Alesya moved from her seat. Standing staring at the view outside through the window of his room. "Sorry Mami, I can't allow Afnan to go to Australia, not because I'm selfish, but because I think of Arsya and Arsy, if Afnan goes Arsya and Arsy will lose their father figure. It should be at times like this that Afnan and I are next to them, next to Arsya and Arsy."
Izma came back to Alesya. Of course with a face that is still full of smiles. While Alesya's face was bitter and upset. Not that Alesya wanted to show her frustration in front of her Mami-in-law. But Alesya was no longer able to cover up her sense of regret.
"Alesya, your husband is obliged to make a living for his wife and children. Let him go to make a living. It's supposed to be a man out of his house to make a living, you shouldn't forbid him, because he wants to be responsible for his obligations."
Alesya was silent for a moment. Izma's words one by one. Alesya finally opened her voice again. " I'm sorry Mami, but it does not have to go to Australia, what else is Afnan's business in Indonesia is already a success, so Afnan should just focus on his business in Indonesia, do not need to go abroad."
Finally Izma knew the true character of his daughter-in-law on this one. If I said A, A can't be B. Although it has been persuaded repeatedly. But that doesn't mean Izma just gave up. Nor does it mean that Izma interfered in the household affairs of his son. But as a mother who has already set foot in the world, Izma certainly knows which is the best among the good. Included in this one business.
"Alesya, not Afnan who wants to go abroad, but God told Afnan to seek sustenance to go abroad. Trust this Mami all for the best for your future. Afnan only went 3 months, not forever. So your children will still get the affection of a father, because Afnan will come back again, with you and your children."
Izma finished his words. He tried to remind Alesya. All decisions remain in Alesya's hands. Most importantly, Izma has carried out her duties as a mother who always provides direction and advice for her son and daughter-in-law.
The dilemma, right now Alesya is really a dilemma. Izma had already made him remodel the thoughts in his brain. Which decision Alesya would make. Alesya was completely engulfed in confusion. He needed one more epiphany to solidify his decision. He needed a divorce from both his parents. For this matter Alesya had to involve her Father and Mother. If Afnan alone can involve both parents, Alesya must also involve both parents. To fair!.
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Alesya really involved both of her parents. Involving Father and Mother who are now sitting in front of him. It was Alesya who came to their house. Permission issues. As a wife Alesya is obliged to ask permission to Afnan to leave the house. Afnan also allowed it but Alesya did not tell the reason clearly. He just reasoned to miss his Mother and Father. Afnan also allowed Alesya to think clearly and finally allowed Afnan to go to Australia for their lives in the future.
"Relax Lesya you're not alone, Dad also disagrees if Afnan goes to Australia."
Alesya surprised. Happiness filled his heart. Finally there are those on his side. It turned out that his father supported his decision. Mercifully.
"Jazakallah khoiron Father."
"Wa jazakillah khoiron Nak."
"Your mom's serious?, but right-"
Ahyar turned to look at Aiza who was sitting next to him. "Bun, Lesya was right, should not Afnan leave his wife and children. What else is just for work."
Aiza was silent even though her heart had disagreed with the decision her husband had taken. I don't know why Aiza felt that the decision Afnan made was right. After all, Ahnna was not gone for a long time. Only 3 months after that he will be back. Aiza can't stand by, she has to talk to her husband. But not now. Because Aiza appreciated Alesya's feelings.
"Lesya, now that you go home first, you just act as if you allow Afnan to go to Australia, later the same Father Mother will go to your home, and I make sure that Afnan won't be able to go to Australia, you take it easy in God's will Daddy will help you to prevent Afnan from leaving."
Alesya was delighted that her father understood her feelings so much at this time. Not like her husband who she thinks is egotistical. But Afnan was still her husband. Alesya should be nice to him. Alesya's feelings were calmer than before. Despite the question in his heart, what will his father do to prevent Afnan from leaving?, and will Afnan really not go?. I don't know what's most important right now Alesya has to think positively and trust the greatest man of her first love, who else if not the Father.
"Mas, what did you mean?, why did you defend Alesya?, Mas, Afnan was gone only 3 months later will also come back again.and that's for Alesya's future as well."
After Alesya actually returned to her home. Aiza let out her heart that completely disagreed with her husband's way of thinking this time. Not to be disrespectful just as a wife Aiza is obliged to reprimand if her husband does wrong.
Ahyar calmly smiled at Aiza as if nothing had happened. "Mother take it easy, I'm not defending Alesya, but I'm defending them both. I know what you have to do. They're both Dad's son and daughter-in-law, so let's be fair you'll stand up for both."
Aiza still did not understand exactly what her husband had in mind. Did he defend Alesya and Afnan?, but he said he agreed with Alesya's decision. Doesn't mean he disagrees with Afnan's decision. Yes, Aiza doesn't have to worry anymore. Her husband also told her to calm herself. That means her husband can cope with the problems that occur in the midst of their son and daughter-in-law.
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After returning from the mosque. Afnan did not change clothes but he approached Alesya who was sitting in the family room while watching the twins who were anointed in her baby box.
"Einy, you let me go to Australia, right?"
"This is for our future, the future of our children"
"I'll just be a minute, I promise after everything's settled I'll go straight home"
"Einy, you're authorizing, right?"
Alesya sighed. Afnan chases Alesya out. Until Alesya does not know what to answer. In addition, Ahyar's father said that Alesya acted as if he allowed Afnan to go to Australia.
Alesya smiled faintly. Afnan hugged her tightly while thanking her for allowing her to go to Australia to make her dream come true.
"Thank God I'm glad that you agreed, which means tomorrow I will give the contract to Mr. Alex and Mr. Mifzal. Oh yes Einy I was called by Mr. Mifzal he said if I agreed, I would leave in one week."
Alesya surprised. "One more week?." Alesya asked to confirm back what she heard.
"Yes Einy's in one week." Afnan replied enthusiastically.
"You're not going anywhere Afnan."
The loud voice of an unfamiliar man was present in their midst. Afnan looked towards the voice.
Ahyar and Aiza were standing behind Afnan and Alesya. They just suddenly came without telling even without saying a greeting first. Afnan was surprised not to play. He was also surprised that Ahyar said something to him.
"Dad."
"I'm sorry Daddy and Mommy came all of a sudden." Said Ahyar with a serious face.
"Oh yes Afnan, I already know about the cooperation."
"And I don't agree that you're leaving your children and grandchildren." Ahyar said calmly but his words were firm.
"But Dad-"
"For the sake of your children's future?, you want to say that?, yes?, you should not be selfish like this, Alesya forbids you for a strong reason."
"Sorry Dad, I have a good reason too."
Ahyar stared intently at Afnan "The reason for realizing your dream?, that's his selfish name."
Afnan rubbed his face violently. It was as if he was venting his frustration to not say rude or angry. Because anger is just a whisper of the cry of the devil that should be avoided.
Tension begins between the son-in-law and the father-in-law. Alesya. He doesn't know what to do. Alesya just hope that nothing unwanted happens.
Afnan is quite adept at processing his emotions so as not to spill over. He just took a breath then exhaled it to temper his anger. Afnan is self-aware that he is currently dealing with whom. A middle-aged man who should be respected under any circumstances.
"Let's say, if you stick around to go to Australia, I'll take Alesya and Dad's grandchildren home. Why would they live in a house this big without a husband and a father by her side."
Afnan surprised. And Alesya too. The two of them did not expect Ahyar to talk like that. Aiza stroked her husband's shoulders to stay calm and not get carried away by emotions.
"Dad's not mad Bun, Dad's just disappointed with Dad's daughter-in-law on this one."
I don't know what to do. His father-in-law was over the limit. She should not be too involved in the household affairs of her son. Alesya also instead of advising his father he was silent as if siding with his father.
With a heavy heart Afnan said. "Well, if that's Dad's decision, I accept it, and I'll go to Australia for the future of my children."
"Whatever."
Afnan tried to calm his heart. Then breezed away to escape the whispers of the sheitan who began to disturb his calm.
"Alesya, you heard yourself what your husband said earlier, from now on you clean your things, you, one more week Dad will come here to pick you up and Dad's grandkids."
"But Dad-"
"Assalaamu 'alaikum."
Ahyar and Aiza left Alesya alone who did not know what to do. Following his Father and Mother or following Afnan who was in his room.
"Wa 'alaikumus salaam."
Alesya finally chose to follow Afnan. Prevent him from leaving. Although Alesya still does not understand the decision of his father. But now Alesya has to go to Afnan. Alesya did not want to be left behind by Afnan.
Arriving in the room. Alesya closed her mouth tightly. Alesya did not believe that Afnan was taking all his clothes out of the closet and then transferred to the suitcase lying on the bed.
Alesya hugged Afnan's body from behind. Hugged him very tightly as if he did not want Afnan to leave. Tears kept dripping down his face.
Afnan was silent for a moment. Then took off a pair of Alesya hands that hugged her body from behind. Afnan placed both of his palms on both of Alesya's cheeks. Alesya stared fixedly.
"Ja-don't go Alby, I beg you." Alesya said on the sidelines sobbing her cries.
Afnan shook his head slowly. "I gotta go Einy, let me go ya."
Alesya was sobbing more and more in her cries even she had difficulty speaking. Afnan immediately hugged her giving Alesya peace of mind. Right now Alesya needs his embrace. A calming hug.
Alesya took off her embrace and then switched to clutching Afnan's hands tightly. "I beg Alby, if you leave it means that Dad will take me and the kids home, you want that to happen?"
"I don't want that to happen, but how else, Dad's decision is like that. Einy you horrified me yes, Dad just took you and the kids home, not told me to let you go."
"You take it easy, after I come home from Australia, I promise God I'll finish this, I'll pick you up and the kids at Dad's house, and I'm gonna fix my relationship with Dad."
As much as possible Afnan tried to convince Alesya. Convince him that everything will be fine. It was heavy for Alesya to accept all of this. He could not afford to be far away from Afnan. Plus a new problem hit him. Alesya has done something wrong. He who makes the relationship between his father and her husband becomes tenuous. But how else. Alesya had to give up. He gave up on love and his future.
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1 Week Later
Today Afnan is really going to Australia. Alesya continued to cry in Afnan's arms. From home to the airport Alesya continued to embrace the body of Afnan never missed a second even Alesya ignored her twin babies who were in the arms of Izma and Ziva while Zawir just stood next to his wife with an occasional chat Arsya who is being carried by Izma.
"Einy, don't cry anymore, I just go away, not for long."
Instead of stopping crying, Alesya began to cry. Afnan patiently stroked the soft top of Alesya's head while repeatedly landing a kiss on Alesya's khimar-clad head.
"I don't want you to go Alby, I'll be lonely, who will I sleep with?, who will stroke my head later when I sleep."
Alesya looks very spoiled. Even he did not care about the reaction of Izma Zawir and Ziva who were smiling at each other watching him. Understand the name is also a universal romantic couple.
"For the next 3 months you must be able to be without me yes, you must be patient, in shay Allah people are patiently loved by Allah."
"Alesya, there is still us, there is Mami, there is Papi there is Ziva, in shaa Allah later we will take turns staying at your house, if necessary every day Mami will always be beside you, let's not feel lonely, yeah."
Alesya was silent. Not responding to Izma's words. He just tightened his embrace. Izma understood Alesya's current feelings. Which wife does not cry if her husband has to leave even if only briefly. But how else would this be for their future.
Now it was time for Afnan to leave. The plane will be flying in 15 minutes. With a very heavy heart Afnan released Alesya's embrace which finally came off as well.
"I go first Einy don't forget to pray and always pray for me."
Alesya nodded slowly. His tears are flowing more and more.
Alesya held tightly to Afnan's hand hinting that Afnan would not leave. This is the umpteenth time Alesya like that Afnan can only smile to watch Alesya whose eyes are both moist as a result of continuing to cry.
"Mommy, Papi, Zizi I'm going first huh, pick up Alesya and the twins."
Izma, Zawir and Ziva nodded their heads at each other allowing Afnan to leave their lives for a while.
Afnan took Alesya's hand off her arm. Alesya shook her head repeatedly. Again and again Afnan smiled at him.
"Patiently waiting for me to come home, yes, I love you."
Alesya. Lamenting the departure of Afnan who has now stepped forward leaving Alesya who immediately broke his cry.
"Alby. "
"Alby, don't go, hyks hyx."
Izma immediately approached Alesya after giving Arsya to Zawir. Alesya cried in Izma's arms while looking forward to seeing a plane take off and air above the sky. The plane was carrying Afnan to Australia.
From this moment on Alesya should be strong to live life without Afnan by her side. It's tough but Alesya has to live it. Alesya hoped that time would soon pass so that she could gather again with Afnan, the man she loved because of God.
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