
NB; There are two chapters in one part
"Sensi, get my clothes ready for tomorrow. I'll be out of the area for two days" Rangka news. For a moment Sensi was stunned and thought, why would her husband suddenly leave the city, to the area again. And that makes Sensi a little sad, now her husband no longer calls her dear as usual. It could be all this because of the speech of Krishna the other day when meeting at Dian's engagement event.
"Outside the area. Where, Mas? Why is it not Kak Clak who was ordered out of the area, he is not the right hand of Mas Rangka? Mas Rangka Boss of Kertassindo Gemilang company, has the authority to mandate its subordinates to carry out tasks outside the region. If Mas again, Mas again, it is better not to have a right hand," Sensi protested while choosing the most appropriate shirt for Rangka.
"Why do you repeat like that, I don't need to be taught to you? After all this is very urgent, only the owner of the company can attend, can not be represented. And this is very urgent, unless the owner of the company is very ill" Rangka said firmly. Sensi sighed deeply, for a moment he was stunned.
"Does Mas Rangka not need me to be with you?" tanya Sensi weakened, suddenly she was very sad considering that Rangka would be left out of the area.
"Why? You want to accompany me? Or are you lonely away from me? Are there not many men out there who admire you? It should be enough to make you happy and not lonely because you can imagine their admiration for you. If I was, what am I? Only a husband who is sick and and must be willing to be admired by his wife others," said Rangka pessimistic and flat, making Sensi his heart sliced.
"Mas, stop, Mas. Although Mas said earlier I was admired by many other men, but I never felt proud to be admired by other men. I don't need their admiration, Mas. I admire only one man, you. You are the one I love" said Sensi, hugging Rangka tightly while crying.
"Why don't you take me with you, Mom? I was afraid that on the outside you were captivated by another woman who was more everything than me and was not as flippant as I was," she said.
Slowly Rangka let go of Sensi's embrace, she stared fixedly at the newly married wife. There is compassion in him, but jealousy has taken hold of him. Rangka realized, after marrying Sensi she automatically took Sensi everywhere, introducing her to her relationship and her business friends. But this is where the problem begins. There are only one or even some of his friends who deliberately admire Sensi. Rangka became very upset and her sense of regret is now being poured out on Sensi who does not serve the men.
"I don't want to take you anymore. After all, surely all my friends will focus on you and admire you. You don't want to see me BT continue like this again, do you?" cetus Rangka while away from Sensi.
Sensi was getting sadder with Rangka's words just now. "You should be proud, Mas, to see his wife admired by other men. Besides I've never returned the favor and served them, so why do you mind?" said Sensi approaching Rangka still sobbing.
"Ok, now you still look innocent and there is no indication towards cheating behind me. But, at this moment I began to take care that the events in my past life did not happen again. Do you know, my traitorous ex-wife left me because I was sick and my asthma often relapsed while walking with him? She was embarrassed and left because of another man's smitten who she thought was better. Do you want to follow in his footsteps? Moreover, you are often suave with my friend who deliberately teases you, it is quite clear to give a direct signal if you also have the potential to leave me and Glassy," resolute Rangka made Sensi stunned.
Sensi sadly accused of such negativity, she loves Rangka, there is no way she went and betrayed her husband whom she loved so much. Oath to anything, Sensi abstains from cheating or betrayal.
"Mas Rangka, I can't help but accuse me of being that senegative. I never thought in that direction. I loved you from the beginning, so there's no way I would have betrayed you. I really love you, Mom. If my problem is friendly with Mas Rangka's friend who reprimands me, yes I have to reply to him ketus? I also have feelings and attitudes. I think, as long as Mas Rangka's friends reprimand me, I always behave appropriately and not fidgety or nervous as you said," Sensi said defending himself with sobs.
Sobs now filled the room, Sensi was heartbroken by the treatment of Rangka who accused her of being negative.
"That's it, there's no need to cry anymore. Why do you want to come anyway? If you come, then who is Glassy here with? You married me in addition to wanting to be my wife, you also want to be a good first-time mother to Glassy, don't you?" press Frame to Resuscitate Sensi.
Sensi pensively for a moment while wiping her tears that poured. Without speaking again, Sensi prepared all the needs of her husband, from the beginning of the inhaler, to, the medicine caught a liquid wind and brushed his teeth in two different containers then he placed them inside a small bag that would be draped around the neck of the frame.
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The next day, Rangka was ready to go to the city of Banjarmasin. "The gas in this pouch is the inhaler and the medicine gets in the wind. Toothbrush here," his cue pointed at the small bag that the Frame would be attached to.
"Father, don't forget about it." Glassy approached while kissing Rangka's hand. The frame retorted, on Glassy's lap and then smeared Glassy's forehead and face.
"Papa go first, yeah, honey. Be careful at home. Do not forget the school spirit," Rangka message and then release Glassy who immediately ran to his Grandmother who happened to visit because he wanted to take off the frame to the city of Banjarmasin.
"Mas." Sensi grabbed Rangka's hand and kissed her even though Rangka wasn't warm. For a moment Sensi hugged Rangka quickly, suddenly Rangka kissed Sensi's forehead and settled her for a moment. Sensi let go of Sensi's embrace, she passed by without looking again at Sensi.
Sensi slumped and cried in the room, the cold attitude of Rangka obviously hurt him a lot. Sensi immediately exited the room towards the balcony he saw and waved his hand even though Rangka did not see him.
"May you be safe Mas, go home and go in good health. My love and prayers are always with you, I love you, Mas Rangka," whispered Sensi accompanied the departure of the Steel Frame of her beloved husband.
The voice of Bu Catly Baja the Mama-in-law made Sensi aware to end her sadness and sobs.Sensi went down the stairs and approached her Mama-in-law, a humble middle-aged woman, fashionable, and beautiful, also kind.
"Mama," call Sensi while greeting Ms. Catly who just finished accompanying her son's departure to the airport.
"Sensi Darling, didn't you just drop the frame here?" asked Ms. Catly to question Sensi who had not sent Rangka to the airport.
"No, Ma. It was in the room after Mas Rangka said goodbye, Sensi went straight to the bathroom because of the abdominal skit. Sensi's stomach was heartburn so it couldn't get to the front door." Sensi gave a clear reason for lying.
"You've been crying?" ask Ms. Catly in wonder. Sensi.
"Yes, my goodness, honey. Kok can. Did you catch a cold. Yes already told Bi Narti to scrap so that our bodies will eat, it looks like you catch a cold." Ms. Catly looks panicked as she calls Bi Narti to take the medicine in the P3K box to treat Sensi.
In his heart, Sensi was tired because of his lies.
"No, Ma, no. Let it go, it's just a common pain. After all, Sensi is not used to being snatched," prevent Sensi while raising her hand rejecting her Mama-in-law's offer.
Ms. Catly finally believed what Sensi said. His worried face was gone again.
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#Loved by Men Who Are Equally Widow
Rangka is now enjoying her air journey with a team from Kertassindo Gemilang company. Instantly, the image of Sensi who was sad and crying was now reflected back. Actually, he did not have the heart to let Sensi be sad and cry like that. But due to too great a feeling of jealousy, Rangka deliberately let Sensi feel guilty. Especially when Sensi looks very sad when Rangka does not call him anymore 'honey', Rangka's heart was satisfied.
"Geez, a wife as good as Sensi can make me sad and cry. I'm sorry, honey. I'm sorry, I acted that way because I was jealous. I'm afraid of losing you. For the shadows of my past dance in my mind. I'm afraid you're doing the same thing when you're able to get along with other men." Rangka thought in her heart and regretted her unkind attitude towards Sensi earlier.
This frame attitude, it could be triggered by the messenger from Delana, Glassy's old mother who suddenly wants to meet Glassy. Rangka doesn't care about the messenger. After all, she has no interest in bringing Glassy and her real mother who betrayed her two years ago.
The plane was getting higher and higher leaving the ground at what altitude the feet were, which was clear by the time the plane was about to land, the frame was startled and woke up.
"Sensi," he muttered as he gasped and woke up.
At the same time, Sensi who is now feeling sad because of Rangka's attitude, is getting moody when suddenly his social media account is flooded with a messenger message from someone.
"Sensi, I am disappointed to hear you are married to Mr. Rangka, whereas since meeting you in Banjarmasin at that time, I have planned to propose to you. And did you know when at Dian's engagement event, my plan was to meet you and propose to you. But baby, I even met you with Mr. Rangka who suddenly admitted that you were his legal wife. It broke my heart. You have broken my heart into pieces. I think when I met in Banjarmasin, you were not dating Rangka. I'm really disappointed."
Sensi opened the messenger that he had to read. The contents are very concerning, about the contents of the heart of a widower man who craves his love for a girl like Sensi. But it must be heartbroken because it turns out the girl he already knew married without her guessing before.
"I'm sorry Mas Krishna, I have no intention of hurting or breaking your heart. Maybe we're not a soul mate. I know Mas Krishna well, and I'm sure one day Mas Krishna will definitely get a better female soul mate everything than me." Sensi prayed sincerely for Krishna who was heartbroken because of her.
Sensi immediately closed his social media account and did not open it again, because he was afraid that Krisna contacted him again through the messenger. Sensi took a heavy breath, now he also felt guilty and sorry for Krishna. Though when viewed and compared, Krisna according to Sensi type of man who is patient and meek, unlike Rangka who he thinks just two months married has seen his true nature is impatient and easily angry because struck by blind jealousy.
"Geez, what do I think I am, why compare Mas Rangka with Mas Krishna? Forgive me, O Allah." Sensi immediately realized his sudden mistake in his mind comparing Rangka and Krishna.
Two days later, that morning after dropping off Glassy at school, Sensi headed to the backyard to water the plants while calming his troubled heart and mind. Because it had been two days since Rangka's departure to Kalimantan, her husband somehow could not be contacted or contact her even once. This becomes a very sad Sensi.
Sensi sat on the long bench of the park while staring at one by one the blooming flowers that looked fresh after being watered just now.
Sensi slowly grabbed her HP in the pocket of the skirt. He now opens the WA app, then sees a conversation with Rangka. The last conversation just arrived at asking whether he had eaten or not. And that WA message happened in the other two weeks. A sense of sadness and feeling set aside now appeared inside the chest of Sensi.
He felt that Rangka changed and was easily angered, even though he had never thought of leaving or betraying Rangka. Sensi wanted to try contacting Rangka again, but she hesitated.
Finally Sensi could only stare at the screen of her conversation with Rangka. Sensi misses the affectionate call from Rangka again.
"Mas, where are you, why don't you tell me? I've called you repeatedly but your HP is out of reach. I miss you when I was my boss, although fierce but considerate. Why are you now changing and angry with me every time I get called ole one or more of your male friends? I was really sad when you accused me of being afraid to follow in the footsteps of Mas Rangka's ex-wife." Not a second finally the message that was just typing it, now sent to HP Rangka, and make it surprising that the WA message was sent immediately.
There is relief in the heart of Sensi. At the same time Hp Sensi suddenly sounded an incoming call from Rangka made Sensi stand up and jump.
Sensi picked up the phone with a happy heart.
"Assalamualaikum, Mas, how are you? Why just call? I'm sorry if it always makes you upset and disappointed" he replied, sobbing. His crying sound now sounded like it was in a speaker.
"Sensi," said someone, hugging Sensi from behind while kissing Sensi's head.